Aunt Ji is her biological mother's personal maid and her wet nurse.

Her mother died of dysfunction when she gave birth to her. A Taoist priest criticized her for having a strong horoscope and punishing her relatives, so her grandfather's family avoided her like a snake or a scorpion.

Although they were in Yanling, they had never seen her.

My father was a high school Jinshi and was sent to Jiangzhou as the magistrate. Maybe he was afraid that he would think of his deceased wife when he saw her daughter, or maybe he felt that the mountains and roads were far away and could not take care of her, so he left her in Yanling and asked the elders of the Lu clan to take care of her on their behalf.

But my father was originally just a child of the Yanling Lu family. He was born a little cold and his parents died early. Because of his knowledge, he was funded by the Yanling Lu family. The Yanling Lu family helped his father with an investment mentality, so he puts interests first and favors lightly.

So although he promised to take care of her, he just didn't treat her harshly in terms of food and drink. He heard that his biological mother's personal maid, who had previously recommended herself to take care of her as her wet nurse, and immediately agreed. He never cared about her again since then, and he never really treated her as the little lady of the Lu family.

Since she became sensible, she knew that the Lu family of Yanling was not her real home, and she had always been living under someone else's roof.

So she never dared to be angry with others. Even if the other young ladies of the Lu family pointed at her nose and scolded her for killing her mother, she would not dare to refute her.

She was afraid that if she had a dispute with them, the Lu family would drive her away, and her father would be angry with her and would never come to pick her up again.

Whenever this time, Qinshuang stood up and argued for her, and Aunt Ji hugged her and comforted her gently: "Ling Niang, just cry, just cry."

Only in front of Qin Shuang and Aunt Ji did she dare to express her true emotions, and she didn't have to worry about being disgusted by others, and could cry happily.

Since childhood, Aunt Ji has always loved and cared for her as her biological daughter. Qin Shuang has grown up with her since childhood and is like her sisters.

In her heart, Aunt Ji and Qinshuang are not servants, but relatives who depend on her for life.

She trusted them so unconditionally, why did they develop such thoughts later?

Thinking of all the things that happened in the previous life, Lu Yuanning's heart sucked slightly.

Uncontrollably she reached out and touched her flat belly, her fingertips trembled slightly.

Why did it become like that?

"Oh Shuang'er, why are you doing the window? The ship is very humid, Ning Niang finally recovers. She is about to arrive in the capital, so she can't get sick again." A refreshing voice came from far to near.

Lu Yuanning came to his senses and saw a woman wearing a stone-blue bun, with a round bun, looking quite neat.

She is Lu Yuanning's wet nurse, Aunt Ji.

As soon as she saw Lu Yuanning, she changed into a smile and said gently: "Ning Niang is awake? What else is there to feel uncomfortable in her body?"

Lu Yuanning looked at her and felt complicated.

She thought that in order to avoid the tragedy of her previous life, she arrived in the capital and sent her away on the excuse of telling her to Qin Shuang. However, how to arrange Aunt Ji was a headache.

She shook her head and decided not to think about this for now. She imitated herself when she was thirteen years old and said, "I'm not feeling uncomfortable, but I'm going to the capital tomorrow, and I'm a little scared."

Aunt Ji walked up to her and touched her hair with a soft expression, but her voice was very sharp, "What are you afraid of? The Lu family in the capital is not the Lu family in Yanling. You are the eldest daughter of the Lu family, the head of the Lu family is your grandfather, and the eldest son is your elder brother. Who dares to bully you? Ning Niang, we have left Yanling, we don't have to look at people's faces anymore, you can't continue to be like before. If you are weak and bullied, wouldn't they be satisfied?"

Lu Yuanning glanced at Aunt Ji in surprise.

This is naturally the children of the stepmother Zhu and Zhu.

In the third year of her father's tenure in Jiangzhou, he not only gave him an excellent performance in various performances, but also married a beautiful wife, which was a prosperous harvest in love and career.

When the news came to Yanling, she was still young and didn't understand what it meant for her father to marry a second wife. She could guess from the sympathetic and gloating eyes of other young ladies in the Lu family that looked at her, which was not a good thing.

She once asked Aunt Ji in a daze: "Aunt, do I have a mother? But why do they all look at me like that?"

Aunt Ji just gently touched her hair and replied: "There is only one lady in the little lady. She is the daughter of the Wang family of Yanling. She is now buried in the Lu family's ancestral tomb. If the little lady misses her, she can take you to worship."

After that, she never asked about her stepmother again, and Aunt Ji and Qinshuang never mentioned it on their own initiative.

She always thought that Aunt Ji and Qinshuang's hostility towards their stepmother was only found after entering Beijing.

But just now, when I heard Aunt Ji's tone, I was already very disdainful of Zhu and had no respect.

She was only concerned about self-pity in her previous life, but she never paid attention to these things.

She thought for a long time and heard Aunt Ji say solemnly: "Miss, you don't need to be afraid of Zhu, nor do you need to please her. What you have to do is to make your grandfather love you and value you. Although you don't often meet the head of the family, you are the first daughter of the head of the family after all, and the daughter of your mother who exchanged her life for you. The head of the family must be incomparable to others."

After hearing this, Lu Yuanning's eyes dimmed.

In her last life, Aunt Ji also said something similar to her, but she was unwilling to believe it, because if her father really had feelings for her, how could he just take his brother away and leave her in Yanling? How could he rarely come back to see her for so many years?

Before entering Beijing in the last life, she saw her father for the last time when she was ten years old. Facing her strange father, she wanted to get close but didn't dare to get close. She hoped that her father would take the initiative to hug her, or touch her hair gently, and ask her if she was doing well?

But her father just gave her a gift, saying that it was prepared by her stepmother Zhu, and her words were full of affection for Zhu. She was resentful in her heart, so she deliberately alienated her father, and she never said a word until he left.

After entering Beijing, she was unwilling to get close to her father. She always resented him in her heart, feeling that he had betrayed her mother and didn't even care about her daughter.

So, when Qinshuang asked her to do those things later, she agreed without hesitation!

Deep down, she always wanted to take revenge on her father.

If not, if it weren't for her father's life to save her, she would never understand her father's love for her in her life.

Thinking of this, Lu Yuanning burst into tears.

She hated her stupidity at the time.

Fortunately, everything has the opportunity to start over.

In this life, she will definitely not make her father sad anymore.
Chapter completed!