Eighteen: Death

joey? At this moment, my heart suddenly tightened. Those short years of happy life, sad parting, everything flashed through my mind. A lover you once thought about day and night but disappeared in the sea of ​​people, and even thought you would never see again, suddenly became so close to me. It is really hard for me to describe my feelings in words.

Because An Youqing was already sad, he suddenly felt a feeling of great sorrow and joy.

Xiaoyi, how are you?

I suddenly turned around and looked at Qiu Shaoguan and his assistant. When they noticed my great reaction, they couldn't help but look at me strangely.

Qiu Shaoguan's eyes were confused. He really couldn't recognize me at all. Although I had been in his stunt team for a long time, the baptism of time and the change in my appearance made him no longer able to associate the fashionable young man with long hair in front of him with a former stunt actor.

I nodded to them with a embarrassed interruption look, and then slowly turned around. A smile appeared on the corner of my lips. However, the corners of my eyes were really wet.

The assistant said, "Who knows her, you know, she has always been careless." Qiu Shaoguan nodded and said, "That's right, but she shouldn't forget this special day today. I didn't even remember it. She reminded me. Now we are all leaving, and she hasn't arrived yet."

The assistant said, "Do you want to call her?" Qiu Shaoguan hesitated for a moment and said, "No need. She has been busy making money from milk powder recently, and may have tried her best to answer the notice again. It's not good to urge her." The assistant sighed and said, "Oh, I really admire her. I am still so young and busy with work, but I still have to take care of the children by myself. It's so hard!"

Milk powder? Child? My child?

I felt a sense of shock from the top of five thunders, which was even more exciting than the feeling I felt when I suddenly heard her news just now!

Qiu Shaoguan said: "That's it. I have advised her many times. I can't make enough money. I want her to be less tired. If we have so many friends, she can't sit back and see if she has difficulties." The assistant said: "Yes, but she is too stubborn and treats baby as a treasure. She can't bear to leave for a moment. Even if we force her to hire a nanny, we would force her to hire her. Otherwise, she would really carry her children to work every day. What's that matter?"

I have a child? My mind froze. Even if they said something later, they didn't hear clearly. Even when I calmed down a little and was about to turn my head and ask abruptly, I suddenly realized that they had already walked very far.

I have children, I have children! I can't think of anything else in my mind, but this sentence keeps flashing. Could it be that she suddenly lost contact because of her child? If all this is true, why should she hide from me?

I realized that no matter whether what Qiu Shaoguan and the others said were true or not, I had to ask clearly. This was my business!

"Brother Guan! Wait a minute!" I rushed towards Qiu Shaoguan and his assistant, but Qiu Shaoguan and the others were almost down to the foot of the mountain, letting my voice echo in the valley. All the An Youqing fans in front of the tomb looked at me in a daze. They didn't hear it at all, got into a car from afar and galloped towards the distance.

I suddenly collapsed on the grass and sat there for a few seconds before suddenly remembering that I should have driven to chase me immediately. However, I had just stood up and was about to run to the parking lot, but suddenly I thought that if they said it was right and Zhou Yi promised to come here, I would not have passed her again when I went there.

Only I know the most, but Zhou Yi will definitely do what he promised others! She is indeed a carefree woman, but she never teases others and attaches great importance to her friends. It is precisely because of this that she has so many friends of the opposite sex, even friends of her age.

My heart calmed down suddenly. I knew that Zhou Yi would definitely come.

Floating clouds floated across the valley, and Baishui Mountain began to fog. The air was filled with moisture, but I was not aware of it. I stood at the entrance of Baishui Mountain Cemetery, waiting slowly.

I was uneasy. What should I say if I saw her soon? I promised her that I would definitely see her within a year, but even this simple vow, I did not do it. If I told her about these incredible things, would she believe it?

"If you don't come to see me in a year, I'll let you cuckold!" When Zhou Yi said this, his naughty and cute smile flashed in front of me like a truth. I felt a breath of air conditioning in my heart. Zhou Yi has always done what she said. If she... I'm a little dizzy, I dare not imagine it anymore.

The sky was gloomy, and the Baishui Lake was covered with a vast mist. The mountains and rivers were calm, making people feel the passage of time. I had been standing at the gate of the cemetery, watching people coming and going. This was not Qingming. There were always fewer people coming to the cemetery. Those who came to pay tribute to An Youqing slowly dispersed. They sat in Baishui Mountain as if I was the only one who existed.

My feet were already feeling sore and numb, but I still insisted that she would definitely come, I insisted on it.

However, my wish was finally vain. After I could not count the number of times I looked at the time, it finally became dark. I had been waiting for six hours.

"Comrade, you're fine?" A cemetery administrator finally couldn't help asking after passing by me many times. I smiled bitterly and shook his head, saying, "It's okay, I'll wait for my friend." The cemetery administrator is a man in his forties. He looked at me and shook his head, saying, "It's so late, who will come to this place! I think you don't wait."

I nodded, thanked him for his kindness, and insisted: "I'll wait a little longer." The cemetery administrator looked at me incredibly, as if he saw a weird person, and said: "This place is full of yin energy, and it's not good to stay for a long time. We have no choice. Comrade, you'd better go back."

I knew he was telling the truth, but I still refused, "I'll wait a little longer." The cemetery administrator said helplessly, "It's okay." He said, "You can do it." He smiled and left. He kept looking back at me, maybe thinking that I might be a lunatic.

The sky finally turned black. My feet were completely numb and my hands were so cold that I couldn't hold them anymore. My car was parked not far away. I could have gone to the car to wait, but I didn't leave at all, allowing the cold wind of early spring to tremble. Only I understand that I just wanted to relieve my guilt towards Zhou Yi through this almost self-abuse torture.

I owe her too much. When I think of her as a single mother, leading a child to survive independently and hard in this cruel world, my heart hurts a lot.

Sorry, Xiaoyi, I'm late. When I think of this, I feel a surge of guilt and sadness in my heart.

The waiting day was longer than centuries, and even more exhausting than my desperate battle. But I thought, if I could wait until Zhou Yi came, everything would be worth it.

However, I was still disappointed. It was already dark, and she still didn't come. Apart from the dim sparks of the cemetery administrator and the crematorium dormitory, the entire Baishui Mountain was completely shrouded in the darkness. I stood like a zombie, and finally disappointed. She wouldn't come today. Not to mention an ordinary girl, even if she was really an abnormal person, she wouldn't be able to come to such a place so late.

Besides, she had to take care of the children. I sighed and finally decided to leave. Just as I took a step, I felt that my legs were completely stiff, and even taking a step seemed to fall, and my thoughts and legs were completely incoherent. What was it like to stand below zero for six or seven hours? Maybe only the soldiers guarding the snow mountain and I could experience it.

The heating in the car immediately warmed my completely frozen whole body. After a while, I began to feel wet all over my body, and then I realized that my whole body, whether it was the ends of my hair, or even my eyebrows, had a faint layer of ice chips, which had begun to melt at this moment.

My hands were completely tickle, and even the steering wheel was a little uncontrollable. After rubbing my hands for a long time, I recovered. I only dared to keep the speed of the car to the slowest, and drove back to e-city slowly with a swing.

I don’t know why, but I didn’t even feel hungry when I stood for so long in the cold wind.

The car finally entered the familiar e-city. The lights were dim, and the nightclubs on both sides of the bustling streets were as before. It was a weekend night, not too late, and there were many pedestrians. Every time the car went there, seeing every familiar scene would arouse my memories of the city. Among the three cities I have stayed for the longest time, perhaps this is the one that left me the most memory, because there was the love I gave for the first time here!

I have to admit that the cruel escape life and countless life and death experiences have made me not think about Zhou Yi seriously for a long time. It is precisely because of this that I feel extremely guilty now. I pass by almost every place where Zhou Yi has stayed, and my heart will feel a little painful. At this moment, she was resurrected in my heart.

Hiss! My car stopped on the side of the road. Before I could see it, I suddenly realized that I was walking around in E City and had already driven the car to the familiar Qingyun Road.

No. 240 Qingyun Road. Is that true? I haven’t seen it for a year, and the new buildings along the street have been built. The familiar intersection has completely changed its appearance.

I hesitated for a while and finally parked the car by the side of the road. I slowly walked out of the car, and felt a warm feeling in my heart. The small car stall selling chopped green onion cakes at the intersection was still there.

"Auntie, come two!"

"Oh, sorry, I've closed the stall now!" The aunt rubbed her hands on her apron. I sighed regretfully. Actually, I didn't want to eat, but I just suddenly remembered the story that happened here.

Maybe it was the disappointment and tired look on my face. The aunt felt a little embarrassed and said, "Young man, I feel like we have seen each other before. You come to eat often, but I really have closed the stall. Why don't you come back tomorrow?"

I took out a cigarette and lit it, nodded politely at her, and slowly turned around and walked slowly. Turning back, there was no sign of Zhou Yi behind me. There were many pedestrians on the street, and Cai Qin's nostalgic and sentimental magnetic singing came from the nightclub. Everything was as familiar as before, but this was a lonely season.

When I suddenly realized that I had walked into the alley for no reason, I couldn't help but smile bitterly. What's wrong with me today? I completely lost my usual calmness. The calmness accumulated with blood and tears was completely lost. I actually walked back to the second floor of the shared house that I had once had a lot of feelings for Zhou Yi.

The building has not changed, but it is even more old. In this increasingly prosperous e-city, it seems more and more alien. Maybe it will take a few days to move.

I sighed and was about to leave, but my eyes lit up, but suddenly I saw the lights on the hut. I suddenly felt an inexplicable excitement in my heart. Will Zhou Yi still be here?

A strange emotion dominated me. I walked slowly upstairs, stepped on the wooden stairs, making a squeaking sound. Everything was so familiar. On this stairs, I used to carry her up and down. The sky at that time seemed so blue.

Standing at the door of the former rental house, my heart began to pound wildly. Will Zhou Yi be inside?

I took a deep breath several times, put my hands on the door and then put them down several times, and finally rang with difficulty. At this moment, my heart was filled with an indescribable excitement, and even a little scared. This feeling hasn't been passed by for a long time.

As footsteps sounded, a woman's voice came from the door and asked, "Who?"

Hey! My heart suddenly fell silent. This was the voice of a strange woman, and it was naturally not Zhou Yi. I let out a long sigh and said disappointedly: "I'm sorry, I'm disturbing."

A crack was opened and a thread of light shot out. After the safety latch was inserted, a strange face looked at me strangely. She was also a young and cute woman as young as Zhou Yi. Her hair was dyed light red.

"Sorry, I knocked on the wrong door." I nodded apologetically to her. Then I smiled bitterly and explained, "My former friend lives here."

The woman said oh, looking up and down with curiosity. Just as I said sorry to her and was about to turn around and leave, she suddenly hesitated and said, "Are you Aaron?"

My heart was stunned and turned around again. I looked at her with an incredible gaze. This feeling was even more shocking than suddenly facing the siege of several killers.

"How do you know me?" I was stunned for a long time before I couldn't help asking. The woman smiled sweetly, looked at me again, pushed away the safety latch, and smiled, "It's really you!"

My head was confused, what was going on?

"You want to find Zhou Yi." The woman looked at me with a sly look on her face and smiled.

My heart suddenly jumped again, and I nodded quickly and said, "Do you know where she is?" The woman did not answer directly, but just smiled strangely, then opened the door and said, "Come in."

"I'll pour you a glass of water." When she went to help me pour water, I looked at the cottage. The room had completely changed. The living room was covered with cute pink wallpaper, which looked very warm. You could tell at a glance that it was a girl's residence. But I was a little disappointed. Things are no longer people and people are not the same. Time has changed more than this cottage.

"Can you tell me Zhou Yi that... I'm sorry, I don't know what to call you." I asked anxiously when she came over with hot tea.

The woman smiled and put the water cup on the coffee table in front of me, saying, "Drink water! My name is Zhang Zhiyun, just call me Xiao Zhang." Then she sat next to me, looked at me curiously, and chuckled, "You can find this, don't you know where she is?"

I shook my head and said, "I haven't seen her for a long time. If you know, I hope you can tell me. Since you know me, you should be her friend."

Zhang Zhiyun suddenly let out a sigh, said, "Yes, this was also what she introduced me to rent." Then he said to me in a very comforting tone: "I heard her talk about you, but... it's just that you are still looking for her now, why bother!" I felt silent in my heart and lowered my head and said, "I know I'm sorry for her, but I really hope you can tell me where she is? Also, is she living a good life?"

Zhang Zhiyun smiled faintly and said, "It's pretty good. Her husband treats her very well! The sisters envied her. Her children are also very cute and are more beautiful than her."

This was just a very simple sentence, but my face froze. My hand shook, and the hot water cup I had just raised was poured down. The scalding water burned me, but I didn't know the pain at all.

In this second, my world solidified! Even my heart was thrusting continuously. I think this pain is even stronger than Wandao's penis.

I even forgot to cover it up. I stayed for a long time before I suddenly lifted the hot tea and poured it into my mouth. I used this panic posture to barely hide my heartache. The heat burned my stomach and intestines, but my heart was numb, even more numb than the long-lasting cold waiting in the afternoon. The pain was so deep that it was numb.

Zhang Zhiyun exclaimed and said anxiously: "You are nothing, are you hot?"

I put down the cup weakly, smiled with a twitching face, and said, "I'm fine, she, is she married?" Zhang Zhiyun seemed to see my pale face so terrible that she couldn't bear to say anything more, and looked at me with a sympathetic look, and then nodded softly after a while.

I felt the corners of my eyes were wet, and if I stayed here, I would collapse. I almost didn't know what to say, but I just stood up and turned around suddenly, forgot to say goodbye. My body tilted for a moment, barely held the wall, and walked towards the door. I said in a panic: "I'm sorry, I'm leaving!"

I almost staggered down the stairs, and the corridor was squeaked by me. I walked so fast because I didn't want her to see my tears.

Tears flowed down my cheeks. I always thought I was tough enough. It turned out that I still cried. Why, why is this happening!

Damn! Why is this happening!

I punched the trunk of the big tree in the courtyard. There was a heart-wrenching pain, why is this happening! Why is my life like this!

Fate always has to do the same thing as me! However, no matter how brave I face it, no matter how hard I am, I can't fight against God.

At this moment, I felt like I was heartbroken. Finally, I lay weakly on the trunk of a tree and sobbed like a child. My mouth was salty and my nostrils were blocked by thick snot.

"Aaron, how are you?"

Suddenly someone wrapped around my waist and a woman cried. I smelled her body fragrance, which was something I was extremely familiar with!
Chapter completed!