Chapter 1642 What is missing is a perfect ending (2)

It turned out that she didn't care or love. She just chose to retreat again and again for the sake of the child, but he did something to her! He allowed other women to come to provoke her and hurt her, and finally forced her to struggle in pain, and finally she could only be relieved by committing suicide!

It turned out that she had depression so early. Why didn’t he realize that something was wrong with her at that time? Why didn’t he care about her more? Why should he be angry with her? If he could take a step back and discover it earlier, everything wouldn’t have happened!

He is so kind to Lan Xin'er, but he doesn't know that it is Lan Xin'er's mother who forced the person he loves the most to death!

At this moment, Mr. Si deeply felt the pain of extreme despair. It seemed that countless sharp blades were inserted into his heart, and his internal organs were in pain and spasm.

It turns out that the most painful thing in the world is not to love someone wishfully, but to love each other but not know each other. When the truth is revealed one day, you are no longer here...

I was once arrogant and unwilling to say the word "love", as if anyone who spoke first would lose. Now I want to say it but no one listened to it again.

The dense regrets and self-blame almost swallowed him up. He kept asking himself why he hurt such a gentle and kind woman. She had hope for the future and had been moved and liked him. It was him who destroyed all this with his own hands!

He felt that he was simply a beast. She was only in her twenties and her life ended like this. She left with pain and despair. How good it would be if she had not met him in her life, she could live her life safely and happily. She deserves the best treatment.

It is hard to imagine how painful and tormented she was during that period, but she had to make concessions for her son again and again. How did she persist in using the word "overdrawn" and finally gave up on the world.

Si Hao stood beside him and looked calmly, but his heart seemed to have been stabbed by a needle. He didn't know how to describe the feeling at this moment. All love is not infinite. If you just give it alone and see no reward, it will be exhausted sooner or later.

Mr. Si held the diary tightly, crying in tears, crying like a child, and kept murmuring in his mouth what he could only hear clearly.

"I love you, I have always loved you. I have only loved you. Will you not forgive me again?"

"I thought I could finally find you, but now I realize that I have no shame to see you..."

"If I have a next life, can I go to you? Even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter, it's enough for me to love you..."

If I can go back in time, if I can go back to the past, if I can start everything again, I will definitely double my love for you.

As he muttered himself, his vision became blurry. He seemed to see her figure vaguely. Back on the day of his first encounter, she wore a white dress and sat on a park bench, with her long hair tied behind her head with a pink ribbon.

She turned her head inadvertently and saw her beautiful appearance, her clear eyes shining brightly, and a sweet smile always hangs on the corners of her mouth, which is beautiful and charming.

He walked towards her, just like before, not like before, with less alienation in his tone and more waiting, like a young man who had just fallen in love, shyly speaking, "Is this your bracelet you threw..."

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