The handwriting on the first page is very immature, and it can be seen that it was Ling Wei's handwriting when she was in junior high school.

"An accident happened today, which made me feel very guilty because my little love was taken away by a bad person. I was really worried about her. I heard that she was seriously injured, with blood on her head, and eight stitches were sewn in the wound. Although I didn't see it with my own eyes, I could imagine how terrible it was. I'm really sorry for Xiaoai...

There is another thing that makes my heart so confused today, with the smelly carrots that I have been fighting since I was a child. Although he is always unreliable and always likes to make me angry, if it weren't for him today, I should have been lying in the hospital now. The first time I had a sense of security of being protected. When he did not hesitate to block that stick for me, my heart was touched by him. At that moment, I realized how important he is to me. I couldn't tell whether it was moved... or... my heart moved..."

"Recently, he fell in love with playing basketball. He goes to the gymnasium every day after school. I like to sit down and watch him play basketball. Although he is usually careless, his appearance when he plays seriously makes me feel very handsome. However, he is a big flirtatious person, and he has too many little fans who play basketball. The audience is full of girls cheering for him, so it shouldn't matter whether I come or not, he won't care."

"The final exam is coming tomorrow. After school, he still has to play basketball. I really don't want to go, and I want him not to go either. But after answering a call from a girl, he left without looking back. At that time, I stood there blankly and looked at his back as he was getting farther and farther away from me. His eyes were a little sour. I actually had a little expectation, looking forward to him finding that I didn't follow me and then looked back, but there was still nothing. I don't know when, but the back he left me always...

I finally went to see him play basketball. There was a girl named He Zhiqing, who was very beautiful and cute. I sat down below and heard everyone discussing that Li Yaonan and He Zhiqing are a couple of handsome men and beautiful women. I felt very uncomfortable when I heard these things.

When he finished playing the ball, I wanted to bring him water, but he had a bottle of pulsation in his hand. It was given by that girl. I also saw that the girl was about to fall down and the smelly carrot hugged her. My first reaction was to turn around and run away from this place that made me a little suffocated. When I left the gym, I threw the bottle of excess water into the trash can. At that moment, I really wanted to cry..."

"After seeing that scene yesterday, I ran home by myself. I was in a very bad mood and wanted to find a place to vent. I originally wanted to find Xiaoai, but when she and Li Yaochen were sweet, I didn't want to disturb them. I really wanted to find someone to chat, so I thought of Nangong. When he came, I had already drunk some beer. I thought if I was drunk, would I forget those worries for the time being. In the end, I was really drunk and had no idea what happened. I woke up this morning and the housekeeper said that it was the smelly carrots that were sent back last night. I think it must be Nangong who called him.

My mind was in a daze all day and I didn’t do well in the exam. Oh, I should focus on my studies. Some things may not belong to me.”
Chapter completed!