Mortals are just a simple pendulum, constantly going back and forth in boredom and pain, making struggles called pursuit.

...

Is this an illusion? As it has happened before?

He was stunned.

Will hallucinations be so real?

The disgusting smell of gunpowder, the rags in the slums, the faint wind, and the dark and complex world.

It is certain that he can no longer feel the ELS that merges and symbiotically with him. The vast and huge ELS' memory has completely disappeared.

On the contrary, a strong impulse of a boy hit his spirit.

He could not forget this impulse.

In his unforgettable childhood, it was this impulse from false belief that made him commit an unforgivable sin.

If you blame this sin for being young and ignorant and brainwashed by others, it would be too hypocritical and naive. In any case, no matter what the reason is - Shina, it is Shina's fault he himself made.

Human consciousness is difficult to exist without the physical body.

In the past, when he was young, his physical body was affecting his judgment and reason in this way.

"Soran? What are you going to do? Stop!" Seeing him feeling lost without moving, his father was complicated to think, and he mustered up his courage, suddenly rushed towards the moment.

He almost subconsciously pressed the trigger, and instantly realized the huge terribleness, threw the gun away. Then the young body was thrown to the ground by his father.

"Father, mother, I'm sorry...I..."

He said.

As he said that, this man, the man who has never retreated or vulnerable in his life, couldn't help crying.

Only at this moment did he even feel that God was real, otherwise why would he return to his childhood? But he thought of the information left by Eoria about the second dialogue, and thus he doubted the authenticity of everything in front of him.

Among popular literature in the 21st century, there is a phenomenon called rebirth. Rebirth means time turns back and make people return to his past.

Going back to the past is a desire that is universally present in human hearts.

There are often too many regrets in the past of mortals. They are born, old, sick and die, and love, hate, and don’t seek to get things done. The essence of rebirth is to change these regrets and long for a happier and more fulfilling life.

This is a pure desire that no one can question.

Even Shina is no exception. But Shina understands the truth that we should look at the future, and cannot be confined to the past, but creates the future. But when we go back to this, Shina suddenly wants to thank all this, thanking this once again for saving one's own mistakes.

Whether it is true or not, he also wants to do it according to a trajectory that will not leave regrets and pain, and create a happy world without war.

But before all this, he must be taught a lesson by his parents...

Being taught by parents, especially for adults, is a lesson of shame that cannot be described, and for moments, it is also a long-lost thing...

"Soran, have you joined the KPSA?" The mother gently hugged Shina into her arms and said, "I have also heard of this kind of terrorist organization, training young soldiers, brainwashing them, and asking them to return to the village to kill their parents."

Shina's mother looked very young and petite. Her two long ponytails drooped through the turban from both sides of her shoulders. There was unstoppable sorrow and pity in her eyes.

"Kurgis, our motherland...now..."

"The economic situation is not good now. Life is getting harder and harder, but this kind of terrorist organization is extremely rampant."

The father sighed and replied.

Due to the depletion of oil resources and the failure of solar rail elevator construction plans, the economic situation has repeatedly deteriorated, the instability of the economic foundation has also brought about public security and political turmoil, and the large number of unemployed people have caused huge chaos in society. This is the case when the country survives.

KPSA is an anti-government organization mainly in the Kurgyz Republic. In the name of faith in Allah in the Middle East, it collects and brainwashs a large number of ignorant children in troubled families, trains them into cheap teenage soldiers, and allows them to kill their parents as a reinforcement of brainwashing and control, and then devotes them to terrorist activities around the world.

Shina F. Qingying, whose original name was Solan Ibrahim, was one of the tragedies.

In the ups and downs of life, the experience in KPSA is the most disgusting and painful. Even though there are some friends who have had good relationships, their paranoid thoughts and the end of their premature death are just a bloody story to this encounter - telling the complete anti-humanity and sinful nature of an organization like KPSA.

The more you think about it, the more you can’t bear the disgust.

"Solan, since you are targeted by this organization, what should I do next?"

The momentary silence made his mother even more worried. His father couldn't help but sigh.

"There is no Allah in this world..."

He murmured suddenly.

Although his parents' beliefs were very shallow, they were also shocked by such blasphemous remarks. Shina's mother quickly covered Shina's mouth, looked around nervously, and said to Shina:

"Soran, don't talk nonsense, don't suspect your God! Your Allah! If you are heard..."

"If there was a Almighty and All-Good God, why would he watch all this suffering without being indifferent? Could it be that this is the sin that mankind deserves?"

I just wanted to speak but stopped, but in the end I didn't say this and went to rest according to my parents' instructions.

In his narrow room, he began to clean and organize.

"But what should I do next? Ali Al Sasseus, this man will never let go of any young soldier who can consume. And the gods - if what Livonz Almack said is true, then what should I do?"

The heavenly beings were well trained, learned and became a Gundam organization. Being was not a wrong word. However, according to Livonz Almark, the heavenly being was not originally destined to be because of his recommendation.

This recommendation dates back two years later, when the Kingdom of Azadistan declared war on the Kingdom of Kurgis, and the young soldiers of KPSA, including Shi Na, were also involved.

As an epoch-making weapon, Gundam also needs a lot of tests. Therefore, this battlefield is still a test field. Livnz Almark drove the Yuanzu 0 Gundam and saved Shina's life. According to him, Shina's eyes touched him, so he recommended Shina to the Tianren Organization.

But now I can't stand KPSA's misconduct...

The leader of KPSA, Ali Al Sasseis, is also a man who will never repent. His heart is full of madness and desire for battle, and there is no possibility of understanding and coexistence between each other.

This is not because of hatred in a flash, but the fact that has happened in the future. Although he was forgiven several times, Ali Al Sasseth never changed his teachings.

Judging a person's coming and going according to the possibility of the future seems to be vague, but the sins he has committed are already unforgivable. This is not revenge, but the judgment of justice to prevent him from doing more sinful things in the future.

"Ali Al Sasseus must be eradicated. But now I can't do this."

Yes, no matter how powerful the Gundam messenger he will be in the future, he is just a young child at this moment. Even this level of thinking will put a certain degree of pressure on his undeveloped brain, making him a little drowsy.

Weak interpersonal relationships and fragile bodies are difficult to convince others, which are all obstacles to him.

He wanted to try some exercises, but hesitated about whether these exercises would hurt him.

At this moment, a voice suddenly rang in his mind.

"Shi Na F. Qingying, it seems that we have returned to an amazing era. The sun furnace has started to operate and the number of particles is full. Now we can finally talk to you."

This sound...this sound, he remembered.

This is the communication of the brain's quantum waves!

ELS-00Q Gundam, a Gundam integrated with Shina, can indeed contact him if it is based on this.

There is also a vague connection guiding him—

He opened the door in a flash, ran away amid the shouts of his parents, took a small path, walked around several buildings, and arrived on a wilderness that looked like nothing was left.

He stretched out his little hand and touched it randomly. Within a few strokes, he touched an invisible hard thing, which should be a kind of metal.

The moment I touched it disappeared at the same time.

When I opened my eyes again, I found that he was sitting in the driver's seat of the ELS-00Q Gundam.

And before him was the projection of Tieria Ode.

"Has the conscious of the ELS disappeared? But they seem to be in your body and ELS-00Q Gundam. But..." Tieria Ode was still the same, saying, "It turned out to be like this when you were a child."

The image didn't matter, and asked:

"Do you know what's going on?"

A man before, if he had said that he did not feel lonely in an instant, he would be a little hypocritical. He would be very happy to see Tieria Odd who returned to this era like him.

"I don't know." Tieria Ode pushed his glasses that did not exist at all and continued: "In the second dialogue... let's talk about it first, I lost my connection with VEDA. It is speculation that my consciousness is in your Gundam, and I have returned to this era with you."

"Is that true?"

He was not disappointed at the moment, and Tieria Ode had no answer and was expected by him.

"This is 2299. Didn't we expect that we would go back in the past?"

"Yes, Tieria Ode...I... met my parents."

Tieria Odd looked at Shina's expression and knew what happened to him.

As the administrator of VEDA, the core quantum computer of Tianren, he has the personal information of all Tianren Gundam drivers, including the fact that Shi Na shot his parents this year.

He didn't know what to say, just asked:

"So you?"

A momentary answer:

"I happened to be rescued and I didn't leave any regrets."

“Did your consciousness replace your consciousness in childhood?”

Hearing this question, he thought for a moment and said:

"I don't know."

Tieria Ode sighed and said:
To be continued...