Chapter 118 Nan Nan’s inner world

Just as Hu Mei drove Xia Li away, Jing Fei withdrew his gaze and sighed helplessly.

"Big brother, did my mother make you angry?" The little girl Nan Nan was very smart and immediately saw Jing Fei's helplessness.

"No, how could I be angry with your mother? Your mother didn't mess with me." Jing Fei smiled and shook his head. He was not angry with Hu Mei, but because Hu Mei had a headache. He didn't expect Hu Mei to be such a person before.

"That's good. I'm really afraid that my mother will make you angry. In fact, my mother is a very good person, just a little lazy." Nan Nan's face once again showed a happy smile. It was obvious that although she complained, she was still very protective of her mother.

Jing Fei nodded. He had already deeply understood Hu Mei's laziness. He was too lazy to cook for his daughter to eat bread for his own enjoyment. This woman is really not ordinary lazy.

"Big brother, I have something to tell you, my mother won't let me tell you." Nan Nan suddenly leaned over her little head and stopped talking.

"What's the matter?" Jing Fei was attracted by interest.

Nan Nan pursed her lips, as if she was considering whether she should say it. After hesitating for a while, she said, "Big brother, the aunt from the housekeeping company came today and said she was here to clean it, but she was driven away by her mother."

"Your mother drove the person away, why?" Jing Fei was stunned.

"My mother said it was a waste of money. She was a nanny. She just needed to clean it normally, and there was no need for housekeeping at all."

Jing Fei was stunned again. Hu Mei really didn't tell her about this. Of course, the two of them had no chance to talk.

"My mother said she wouldn't let me tell you, and she said she couldn't get so much salary for you to not work." Nan Nan said again.

Jing Fei couldn't help laughing, and couldn't tell that Hu Mei, a little woman, didn't seem so unbearable, and she was quite kind-hearted. She knew that she was not at ease with her money.

"Big brother, why are you so kind to me?" After a while, Nan Nan suddenly asked, her big eyes were very curious.

Jing Fei was stunned and looked at Nan Nan in confusion.

Nan Nan continued, "Big Brother, I actually understand everything. I can see that you don't like my mother, and you are not trying to make a fool of my mother. You asked my mother to come here to be a nanny, and let us live here all because of me. I also saw that my godmother doesn't like me at all. She accepted me as a goddaughter because of you, my big brother."

Jing Fei was completely shocked. Looking at the little girl's face with a hint of resentment, he didn't know how to speak. He would never have thought that Nan Nan would be a little girl who could see so clearly.

"Big brother, do I look like someone who is very important to you? I feel that every time you look at me, you seem to be looking at someone else." The little girl continued, looking at Jing Fei, but her big eyes were full of strange emotions. If you look closely, you will find that there is a lot of grievances and sorrow in that emotion.

A young girl who was only a year old actually showed such a complicated heartbreaking look.

Jing Fei suddenly felt as uncomfortable as if he was pricked in his heart, and he suddenly felt that his current behavior was a bit cruel.

"Big Brother..." Nan Nan spoke again, but just shouted, but didn't say anything.

"Nan Nan, stop thinking about it, it's not what you think. The eldest brother just likes you and doesn't want you to be bullied by others. It's that simple." Jing Fei reached out and hugged Nan Nan on his legs with both hands, and said with a smile.

"Yeah." Nan Nan smiled, but there was obvious disbelief in her smile. She didn't believe Jing Fei's words at all.

Jing Fei was also very depressed. He knew that since Nan Nan said these words, he must have really seen something. He was amazed and felt sorry for the little girl's mind. He would rather the little girl bathe in his care without knowing anything, so that his heart would be more comfortable and natural.

"Big brother, you will treat Nan Nan well for the rest of your life, right?" Nan Nan asked again, blinking her eccentric big eyes.

"Of course." Jing Fei nodded without any hesitation.

"Then, what if Nan Nan's legs cannot be cured and become a little cripple, would you still want Nan Nan?" Nan Nan asked again, with a nervous expression.

"If there is no such thing, you are not sure. Your godmother is already contacting you with the most advanced orthopedic hospital abroad. Just wait a few days and send you to treatment. You will soon be able to run and jump happily like other children." Jing Fei interrupted the girl and said with confidence. This is not to comfort the girl, but to really have this confidence. He has checked the girl's injuries. If it weren't for the accumulation of time, he could do it himself. He believes that Mu Qingcheng would definitely find the best orthopedic hospital in the world to treat Nan Nan. With Jing Fei's understanding of the injury, the operation is not difficult, but the later recuperation is difficult.

But this is what Jing Fei is most worried about. In addition to preparing several prescriptions for Nan Nan, he can also use his inner breath to warm her meridians by himself. He has absolute confidence. Nan Nan will not only recover soon, but also the recovery speed will definitely shock the whole world. Of course, he cannot tell Nan Nan these words now, and probably the little girl will not believe it even if he says it.

Take a step back ten thousand steps, even if all this is not successful, Jing Fei can still take Nan Nan to the top of the snow-capped mountain in the southwest to find his master. Jing Fei does not believe that there is still a wound in this world that can stump the master. Of course, this is the worst plan. Jing Fei will never do this unless he has to.

The little girl naturally didn't know that Jing Fei had so many insurance measures in her heart, and she was far less optimistic about the recovery of her injuries than Jing Fei. However, Nan Nan was a sensible child. She quickly adjusted her emotions and smiled and said, "Brother, you are so kind to me, I believe I will get better soon."

"When you are all ready, I will arrange for you to go to school. How about it?" Jing Fei also laughed.

"Yes." The little girl nodded gently, and couldn't help but show a hint of longing in her eyes. Going to school is the most normal thing for many children, but it is out of reach for her.

"Let's go, I'll push you out to bask in the sun. It's not good to keep it in the house." After Jing Fei said that, he didn't ask for Nan Nan's advice at all. He picked up Nan Nan and gently placed it on the wheelchair, and then pushed him out.

Faced with Jing Fei's domineering and gentle movements, the little girl always had a light smile on her face, but if she looked carefully in that smile, she would find a deep loneliness hidden...

Nan Nan's heart is not as happy as her appearance. Although she is just a year old, her special experience since childhood has created premature maturity in her mind and thinking. In many places, she is even more mature than many young people in this era.

She clearly saw a strong and indelible attachment and love from the eyes of Jing Fei who often looked at her, and there was even a deep hidden pain. Nan Nan believed that this was definitely not her own illusion. If she had thought it was just an illusion before, then after her own question just now, she had overturned this conclusion. At that moment, she had a very strange illusion, as if the eldest brother was clearly looking at her, but she could not feel a trace of warmth. He had a feeling that every time Jing Fei looked at him, he was looking at another person through his soul, a person who he didn't know at all, but was very important to Jing Fei.

This feeling made Nan Nan very depressed and unwilling to accept it. She really liked this big brother. She originally thought that the big brother really liked her, but she found that it was not that simple. She felt that Jing Fei liked her, and even did so many things for her. It was all because she looked like someone in the big brother's mind.

"I am me, I am Nannan, I am not a substitute for anyone."

Nan Nan said seriously to herself, very firm and persistent, but only she herself knew how powerless this sentence was. She found that as she contacted more and more, she had liked this elder brother Jing Fei more and more. This kind of liking is not a love between men and women, but purely the pure feelings deep in the heart of the child, but she was not sure. She didn't know if she could stand up again. Although the elder brother said it was very confident, she knew her injuries very well. What if she couldn't cure her in the future? I guess even if the elder brother didn't dislike him, she would no longer have the confidence to appear in front of the elder brother, and there is also...

If as I grow up and grow up less and less like the person in my elder brother’s heart, will the elder brother still like me as usual? At that time, will the elder brother stop wanting me?

Nan Nan's little head was messy, thinking about many questions that should be thought about and should not be thought about. If Jing Fei knew about it, he would definitely be shocked. How could a normal child have such a complicated inner world?

Hu Mei saw this scene when she came back from driving Xia Li: Jing Fei pushed the wheelchair with a gentle smile on his face and walked slowly in the tennis court in the villa area. Nan Nan in the wheelchair had a happy and bright smile on his face. From time to time, he looked back at Jing Fei. The two of them had an indescribable intimacy.

At this moment, even Hu Mei felt that the two of them looked like father and daughter who were in love.

After calculating slightly, Hu Meiqiang resisted the urge to cry and returned to the villa quickly...

...

When Jing Fei pushed Nan Nan back to the villa, Hu Mei took the last rib soup out of the kitchen. When he saw the two people entering the door, he hurriedly said hello: "Mr. Jing, it's time to have a meal, please sit down." His face was filled with sweet smiles that were not worth the effort, but it looked a little professional.

Jing Fei nodded to Hu Mei with a smile. No matter how bad this woman is, she is Nan Nan's mother, and she should respect her.

What surprised Jing Fei was that Hu Mei's cooking skills were indeed good.

In addition to buying a ready-made roast duck in Quanjude, Hu Mei also specially made four dishes and one soup, which is well matched with meat and vegetables, and has a good color, fragrance and taste. It can be seen that Hu Mei has really made up her mind to make this meal.

Jing Fei had eaten, but he pretended to eat a few bites, with the purpose of accompanying Nan Nan. He was afraid that if he didn't eat, the little girl would probably not be able to eat well. Although Nan Nan looked laughing, who is Jing Fei? He could clearly feel that the little girl's heart was not consistent with her appearance, but he had no choice.

During the meal, Jing Fei quickly discovered a very headache-inducing fact, that is, he must not praise Hu Mei. Even if he said something delicious, Hu Mei immediately became excited as if he was excited, and then he wanted to bring all the dishes to Jing Fei for her to enjoy. This scene made Nan Nan roll her eyes more than once.

This reminded Jing Fei of his previous experience of giving Hu Mei pocket money and asking Hu Mei to drive. He finally decided not to give Hu Mei a good face in the future, because once he gave her a good face, this little woman would be excited as if she was excited, and what she did was speechless and had a headache.

The lunch was fast. I wonder if I was tired, but Nan Nan quickly became sleepy.

"Hu Mei, Nan Nan is sleepy. You can send Nan Nan in to bed first, and then come out and I will tell you something." Jing Fei looked at the little girl who kept bowing her head and couldn't help laughing at the kitchen.

"Ah? Ah"

Hu Mei poked a head out of the kitchen and agreed, her tone was a little nervous no matter how she heard it...
Chapter completed!