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Chapter 205 The highest realm of pain

Before leaving the cave, I put Yaxue into the Little White Flag. The flag was so lively that four beauties lived in one go. Although San Ya was too young, she was also a beauty. This was the most glorious time since Grandpa Taizu made this soul-chasing flag. If Grandpa Taizu knew about it, he might want to be resurrected, right?

Once this matter was over, the four little kids were useless, but instead became a burden to me. They could not be reincarnated, and they were afraid of something wrong with raising them. If they were not careful, I wonder how many people would harm. But I couldn't bear to destroy them, after all, I had made great efforts to save Yaxue. Finally, I thought, when I had it, I gave them to the Bamboo Guardian tribe, and asked them to help guard them, and seal the four little kids into the bamboo.

We won’t pursue the crazy girl’s affairs, and it did not cause any loss to us anyway. Before leaving, I told the old patriarch that I would ask Chen Ming to send some food to help the Bamboo Shou tribe solve their life difficulties. The patriarch and Lao Hei were very grateful to send us out of the Bamboo Sect Valley.

We returned to Xi'an and found Chen Ming. He and Wang Yang treated us together. I told him that every month I would send him a sum of money to his account and ask him to help him deliver something to the Zhuchuang Gu Shuzhu tribe. In fact, there is not a lot of money. If there are a thousand yuan, buy some grain for them, and they will have their own farming harvest, which should be enough. This amount of money is not a big burden for me and I can still afford it.

Zhang Yunfeng had already gone back, and he didn't answer the phone call. He thought that he was scared this time and did not dare to contact us anymore. Shen Bing smiled and drove Wang Zijun and Qu Mo back to Shangcheng Town.

Along the way, Shen Bing kept asking about Yaxue's situation. I only said it was very good. There was a chance to be reincarnated, and I didn't dare to say anything else. But when I saw Shen Bing, I always felt guilty and didn't dare to meet her. This girl was not stupid either. When she returned to the town, she pressed me into the store and started to torture her!

I thought to myself that this matter will always be broken. If I don’t say it’s good for anyone to hold it in my heart, it’s not good for anyone, and it’s not fair to Shen Bing. After I said the words of Promise Yaxue, Shen Bing lowered his head and stayed in a daze for a long time.

"I'm sorry, I didn't think so much at that time, and I agreed to Yaxue without discussing it with you. This..." I want to tell her, I'll have a good talk with Yaxue. After all, she wants to reincarnate and drink Mengpo soup when she crosses Naiheqiao. I can't remember anything at that time. Twenty years later, I'm an old guy like me, and I'm going to find someone to a little girl, and I won't be beaten to death?

But Shen Bing suddenly smiled and interrupted me and said, "You are right to do this. It proves that you are a man of affection and righteousness. I am not wrong with you. Isn't it still twenty years left? It's not bad that I can be a couple with you for twenty years."

I was really moved that she could understand me so much. I grabbed her hand and said, "In twenty years, I will not let you go."

"If you don't let me go, do you want to marry two wives? You're so beautiful! Let go of your paws and drive a car for a day. I'm going to go back and take a shower and have a nap."

Unexpectedly, when she left, she never met me again. The couple for twenty years became a lie. When I received a letter from Qu Mo the next day, I was stunned at that time!

The letter reads: "Tubaozi, I thought about it all night and felt that Yaxue committed suicide for you and suffered so much in the holy realm. I cannot occupy the twenty years you have been waiting for her. You should be a affectionate man from beginning to end. You cannot be ashamed of Yaxue because of me.

I am a simple person, either love or not. Twenty years later, I am afraid that I will not be able to live without you, and I am afraid that you will give up Yaxue again because of me. So, I decided to quit.

In fact, the happiness you brought me in more than half a year has been enough, which makes me very happy. Since I was a child, I was an orphan without parents and yearned for happiness more than anyone else, but you have given it to me. Although it is short, it is enough for me to digest it for the rest of my life. What else can I regret?

Do you remember the first time I took you back at the provincial railway station? I longed for you to stay, but you, a fool, didn't even call me after leaving, causing me to run to your house during the New Year. When I learned that you had a fiancée, I wanted to kill you. Later, I revealed Fu Xueman's true face. Do you know how happy I am?

After I returned to the provincial capital, I kept thinking about creating a chance for us to meet. You happened to ask me to accompany you to Huangshan, and I was so happy. However, because of a misunderstanding, I returned to the provincial capital in a daze and was sad for a long time. Gao Song and I were together, and it was just a normal gathering for college classmates, but it was because I was going to anger you that I seemed very intimate with him. You were also angry at that time, right? Hehe!

After returning from Xiangxi, I felt that I could not lose you anymore, so I followed you back to Shangcheng Town regardless of everything, saying it was a vacation, but in fact I planned not to return to the provincial capital again. But Team Leader Long's words were related to the life and death and fate of the three of you, so I could only give up on you. Don't you blame me now, right?

When you appear at the wedding and snatch me away from Takamatsu, I feel like I am the happiest woman in the world!

You really took me away with colorful clouds, allowing me to truly feel a fabulous dream. Thank you, rustic bun, I will never forget you!

I'm leaving, you don't have to look for me. I will go to a corner you can't find and spend my life silently. If you still remember my goodness, you must treat Yaxue well. She is a woman with a miserable life!"

There were mottled tears everywhere on the letter, which shows how painful she felt when she wrote this letter. My heart suddenly caught a grip. She had liked me so much and wanted to be with me, but she never said it, and it was only now that I knew.

I really want to cry, but I want to cry but have no tears. The pain in my heart doesn’t have to be expressed in tears. When you can’t cry and feel that your heart is empty, then congratulations, you have finally reached the highest level of pain.

"Bastard!" I didn't know where the angry came from, and tore the letter to pieces, then took out the phone and dialed the number, and Shen Bing turned off the phone. I knew she would definitely not use this number again, and would not meet me again in the future. I knew her temper best.

But I would not give up, and gritted my teeth and shouted at Qu Mo: "Even if you escape to the ends of the world, I will dig you out, and you will never imagine the peace in this life!"

Qu Mo nodded to me with tears in his eyes.

It's been two days since I was in a bad mood and didn't dare to call Yaxue out to meet her. But I couldn't neglect her. As Shen Bing said, she was a miserable woman, and all her sufferings came from my gifts. Even if I don't give up Shen Bing, I can't lose her.

This is a very contradictory and painful problem.

Yaxue came out, she stood at the table, before I could speak, she smiled and said to me, "Actually, I figured it out, I have to drink Mengpo soup when crossing Naihe Bridge. It is impossible for us to reunite our relationship in twenty years."

I was stunned. How could she suddenly say such words? I hurriedly stood up and held her cold little hand and said, "I will find a way, because my ancestors have a good relationship with Meng Po, so I asked him to ask for love and don't drink ** soup when crossing Naihe Bridge."

Yaxue shook her head sadly: "You are wrong. If I remember my previous life, I would definitely be regarded as a monster. Do you want to make me unhappy in my new life? In fact, I believe in fate. Since God has let me die twice, it means that we are destined to be without separation, and some things cannot be forced. You can save me from the Holy Nether Realm, which is the greatest compensation for me. If we have to be together in twenty years, it is hard to say that we will harm each other again.

Forget me, just act like I’ve been reincarnated after I’m already dead. If I really have the fate, we will definitely meet again in the next life!”

I also have a deep understanding of Yaxue's character. Just like when she left me, returned to the provincial capital to commit suicide, and met me again to end her life of raising a corpse, she would not give me a chance to keep her. She is as persistent as Shen Bing, and is as kind and considerate as she has given me too much!

Do I deserve their efforts for me? I feel like I am a bastard, a complete bastard. Because I did not chase the provincial capital in time, Yaxue lost her life. And her sway towards Shen Bing almost turned her into a wife of the Gao family. I am too weak in terms of love, I am not a fucking man!

Yaxue went to the underworld. When she left, I knew we would never meet again. It would be impossible for me to know which family she would come to after she was reincarnated.

What she said makes sense. If I ask my ancestors to plead and really let her remember the past, it will break the rules of reincarnation. Besides, it is not something I can control after reincarnation, and there may not be a perfect result at that time. It is better to let her lose all memories of her past life and become a happy person again!

I packed up some medicinal materials and items in the store, made them into a package, and then went back and told my mother that I would go out for a while. I would take the things in the store and build a mobile ghost business store. While continuing to do business, I was looking for Shen Bing's whereabouts.

Do you think I can find it? Hehe, isn't it easy for me to dig out Shen Bing? She left a lot of hair in my shop. With this, I was confident to find her. However, this kind of soul searching technique cannot be used for long-distance searches, and can only search one by one city, and one day she will find her traces.

On this day, I came to a southern city. It was already winter, but the temperature here was still very warm, just like in spring.

I have been out for almost half a year. Although I earn enough money, I can't afford to stay in a hotel for a long time. I stay in a cheap hotel, and sometimes I still deal with it overnight in the waiting room of the train station. I just drank a bottle of Erguotou in the restaurant and had some food. When I was about to find the hotel, I suddenly found Zhang Yunfeng.

The boy was drunk and hugged a girl with heavy makeup and dressed up, and swayed on the street. Damn, that girl looked like a chicken. When did this boy run here to fool around? Will Shen Bing be in the same city as him?
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