Chapter 79 Don't scare me
Murong Nuan fell this time, and many familiar but unfamiliar scenes suddenly popped up in her mind. She stood there blankly, chewing on these scenes repeatedly. After a long time, she realized that this was the memory she had lost. It was the memory she was unwilling to accept but had to accept.
Shangguan Yao, who was standing beside him, rushed over and helped Murong Nuan up immediately. He saw Murong Nuan stunned in place, worried that something would happen to him when he fell just now.
"Nannuan, are you okay? Don't scare me, I...I'll call the doctor!" Shangguan Yao helped the person up, settled on the bed, and turned around and wanted to go out and call the doctor.
Murong Nuan came to his senses after being called out, and quickly reached out to hold him.
"I'm fine, I seem to... remember something."
Shangguan Yao turned around in surprise and looked at her incredible manner, but he was so happy that he couldn't speak. He grabbed Murong Nuan's arms and looked at her carefully.
"What did you remember? Remember... me?"
Murong Nuan nodded slightly and urged Shangguan Yao to smile comfortingly: "I remember it, I remember it."
"That's great! It's great!" Hearing Murong Nuan's affirmative answer, Shangguan Yao hugged her excitedly. During the period when Murong Nuan lost her memory, he had no idea of anyone, and he was always on a alert state. He looked like a bad face to everyone and did not let people get close to him easily. He almost accepted his fate, and almost began to believe the doctor's words. Murong Nuan could no longer remember what happened before.
Fortunately, God blessed him, and his Nuannuan regained his memory, remembered him again, and would not push him away again.
Murong Nuan was startled by Shangguan Yao's sudden hug. She raised her hand and gently pushed Shangguan Yao, saying, "You are too hard... can you let me slow down alone?" She needs some time now, to sort out the things in her mind and reorganize all the memories lost these days. She is too tired to cope with Shangguan Yao's enthusiasm for the time being.
Just in time, let Shangguan Yao go out to soothe his joy and also give her time to think about it for herself.
Shangguan Yao reluctantly let go of Murong Nuan, his eyes full of grievances and reluctance, trying to convince Murong Nuan to let him stay with him. He wanted to accompany her, but she had just recovered her memory, and he wanted to accompany her more.
Murong Nuan was helpless by him, reached out and touched his cheek, softened her voice and acted coquettishly at him, "Please, let me calm myself."
Shangguan Yao had no resistance to her acting like this, which further confirmed that she had really recovered her memory. Thinking of what happened before and after, it was a big impact on Murong Nuan. He wanted to stay by her side and accompany her through this level, but perhaps, letting her be quiet alone is the best arrangement for her.
Thinking of this, Shangguan Yao's grievances were slightly reduced, but his concern for Murong Nuan was not reduced at all. He had to repeatedly remind Murong Nuan: "Then I'm outside the door. If there is any discomfort, I must call me, don't be alone, do you know?"
Murong Nuan nodded vigorously. Since she lost her memory, Shangguan Yao has been very concerned about her little things. Although she was not grateful at the time, she remembered everything and felt very warm. She replied obediently: "I understand, you go out." Then she drove Shangguan Yao out, who had turned around three times.
The door of the ward was gently taken by Shangguan Yao. Murong Nuan found a comfortable position for herself by the bed, leaned against the bed, and began to chew carefully at everything that happened during this period.
Maybe I forgot it for a long time, but now when I think about it, Murong Nuan only feels that the memory before she lost her memory is particularly clear.
How Fu Yujie lied to her and harmed her, that memory was the deepest, as if it was engraved in her mind, as if it had happened just now. She thought, it would probably be unforgettable for the rest of her life.
But after she lost her memory, Fu Yujie also took care of her for five months. She knew how annoying she was in the past five months. During this period, she wanted to lock herself up, and she wanted everyone to disappear, no one allowed to get close, and no one wanted to pay attention to it. Even so, Fu Yujie took care of her for five months.
This is a full five months.
Her feelings for Yujie suddenly became complicated. I didn't know whether to continue to hate him or thank him.
Why did all this happen to her? Why did Fu Yujie do this to her? If it were someone else, she could at least make a choice directly without being so painful or so sad. But this person is Fu Yujie, and she had no choice and had to think about the relationship between her and Fu Yujie before and after the incident happened.
What exactly did Fu Yujie think, why did he do such a thing to her, and why did he take care of her so meticulously after the incident? Is it because of guilt? Or is it because of Fu Yujie regretted it. Could it be that someone forced him to do this?
Murong Nuan's mind was very confused. The more she thought about these questions, she filled her mind in a short while. But she couldn't answer any of them. She was so tired that she could not think of a result.
She really wanted to ask Fu Yujie in person and ask all these questions clearly. She didn't want to lose a friend just like this. If the facts were indeed as she saw, she would have to understand even if she died. She could not go through this unclear and unclearly. Then she would only be even more distressed and would never be able to truly let go.
Murong Nuan grabbed her head anxiously, but she couldn't see Fu Yujie anymore. Since Shangguan Yao came, she drove him away. Murong Nuan just wanted to ask, but she didn't know how to contact him.
She was upset and simply didn't want to think about it. At least Shangguan Yao was still by her side, right? That was enough. After experiencing so many things, she had not yet fallen to the point of having nothing. Shangguan Yao had not given up on her yet, and she wanted to be by her side as before. This was enough for her. She should be content.
Thinking of Shangguan Yao, Murong Nuan's heart suddenly became warm. Since she decided not to think about it, then go out to find Shangguan Yao. He had been worried about himself for so long that he shouldn't have left him outside the door.
Thinking of this, Murong Nuan got up and walked towards the door.
Shangguan Yao, outside the door, leaned on the bench in the corridor. He took this opportunity to think about his feelings for Murong Nuan.
He and Nuannuan have experienced so many things. Even after experiencing so many dangers, they have never thought of giving up on each other. Although Murong Nuan has been refusing to get close to him during the period of memory loss, this is just her protection for herself, right?
He couldn't imagine what his world would become if he lost Nuannuan. It might be boring. Perhaps no one could make him moved, let him give willingly and love him. Murong Nuan's recovery surprised him and relieved him. His heart, which had been tense for a while, suddenly relaxed.
Thinking back to Murong Nuan's state during this period, Shangguan Yao secretly swore in his heart that he must protect her well in the future and never let her be hurt again. Moreover, Fu Yujie, a man, also wanted to keep him away from Nuannuan, and he would never let Fu Yujie have another chance to hurt Nuannuan.
Thinking of this, Shangguan Yao's eyes became darker and the expression on his face was very scary.
The sound of Murong Nuan opening the door made Shangguan Yao come to his senses. He quickly sorted out his mood and changed into a smile to greet him. Murong Nuan didn’t need to know his thoughts, she just needed to know that he would always be by her side and love and protect her, that’s enough.
"I've thought about it? Isn't it uncomfortable?"
Although Murong Nuan did not see Shangguan Yao's expression change just now, after that incident, her sixth sense became much stronger and she seemed to have noticed something.
"I'm fine, it's okay. Are you thinking about something just now?"
This question made Shangguan Yao pause. But he thought, maybe Murong Nuan just asked casually and didn't take this seriously, so naturally he wouldn't tell her the truth about everything he thought of in the corridor alone. He just responded with a smile: "I'm thinking of you, do you think of me in there?"
Murong Nuan was blushed by his inappropriate answer, and couldn't help but raise her hand and pat him.
"You're just not serious."
But in Shangguan Yao's eyes, her behavior was simply acting coquettish and flirting. He was in a good mood. Thinking of Murong Nuan's thin hospital gown, she took off her coat and put it on her shoulders, hugged her and walked into the ward.
"You are still very weak, don't catch a cold. Let's go back to the ward to talk."
The two returned to the ward and talked about the memories Murong Nuan had lost.
Murong Nuan was still a little confused, so she didn't tell her all, but just said some irrelevant trivial matters. She wanted to solve some of her questions by herself, so she should not let Shangguan Yao know about it for the time being before this.
Shangguan Yao naturally felt Murong Nuan’s dodging. Although he was unhappy, he did not say it out loud. Since Nuannuan didn’t want to say it, he would not force her. He smiled at Nuannuan with a safe smile and asked, “Are you hungry? Why don’t we go out to eat something.”
Murong Nuan has been in hospital for so long and has been eating lightly. It is not because the doctor asked her to avoid eating. The main reason is that she felt that nothing was safe and she did not eat too much.
Now that my memory has been restored, when Shangguan Yao said he would go out to eat, his mind began to recall his favorite food. He immediately returned to his original liveliness. He nodded like a greedy puppy and almost wagged his tail.
Shangguan Yao was touched by her appearance and leaned over and kissed her. He gently stroked her face and couldn't help but recall the days before. How long has it been since she been so happy?
A thought suddenly flashed through his mind, and without any thought, the sentence was said.
"Nannuan, let's get married!"
Chapter completed!