"Where to eat?" Dongni asked.

"He wants to eat chili peppers." Yangyang blushed a little when he said chili peppers, probably remembering what he wanted to help Fu Sinian warm the bed. Fortunately, Dongni didn't notice it.

Fu Sinian pretended not to see it, "You decide."

Finally, I decided to have a meal in the restaurant downstairs.

When checking out, Fu Sinian paid the bill on the excuse of going to the bathroom.

Walking out of the restaurant, the street lights were all on, and Yichang walked into the darkness.

Fu Sinian took his hand and walked silently.

"Why is Dongni alone?" Fu Sinian broke the silence, which was sometimes upsetting.

"She broke up with her boyfriend, what happened last year."

"oh."

"Sinian," Yangyang stopped and looked at Fu Sinian, a little sad.

"What's wrong?" Fu Sinian took Yangyang's hand, put it on his lips, and kissed him.

"Tonni's boyfriend is my first love." Yangyang said, a flying fallen leaves stuck to her hair, a little desolate.

Fu Sinian's heartache, Yangyang's silence was not the depth of pretending.

"Follower," Fu Sinian hugged Yangyang in his arms. He understood this pain.

"I'm fine," Yangyang forced a little smile, "It would have hurt a long time ago."

Dongni felt even more painful than me. Yangyang remembered that that night, Dongni's heart-wrenching cry moved the world, but even so, he could not save his determination to leave.

"When I was in junior high school, I left home and came to Yichang."

"At that time, he had a sunny face and a slightly bad smile on his lips. I had been obsessed with him since I entered the school gate."

"There are always many girls around him. I don't know if those are his girlfriends. I dare not get close to him. I went to high school and later, he went to college."

"When he was internship in college, he returned to work in Yichang, and I also worked in Wuhan."

"Once I returned to Yichang, I met him and talked about each other's recent situation. He had just broken up at that time and had just separated from his girlfriend in college. My appearance may have filled his vacancy and he began to chase me."

"I told him all my love for so many years. I had a secret love for eight years, and it was only eight years of the War of Resistance." Yangyang smiled a little self-deprecatingly.

"At the beginning, he loved me and said that I had been wronged and asked me why I didn't tell him? Later, he became a little bored and said that he would ask me to return to Yichang to work. He couldn't stand the days he could not meet several times a year."

"It's funny. When we were together, I always took a car back to Yichang. He rarely went to Wuhan to look for me, and he didn't even know where I worked in Wuhan."

"Sinian, I'm afraid you already know where I work, right?" Yangyang knew that as long as he told Fu Sinian the name of her company, he could come out on Baidu, even the company's phone address, and the surrounding situation.

Fu Sinian nodded.

"At that time, I was soaked in love that I didn't think the journey was too far. When I had time, I would go back to Yichang. Sometimes, it took a few hours to meet me in just one day, and sometimes it was less than half a day."

"Slowly, he had fewer calls, no longer had the enthusiasm he had for me before, and I was foolish and silly and sacrificed for love."

"Finally one day, he told me that he was tired of the distance between the two places, and he said that he could not hold on."

"I said, isn't it just distance?"

"He said, no, it's the distance between the heart."

"How well he said the distance between the heart."

Fu Sinian reached out to wipe the tears in his eyes.

Yangyang shook his head, "After my first love, I never cried again."

Are there really no tears? He bit his lips, but the tears still dripped to the ground.

"On the day I broke up, before I turned around, Dongni came over. The look he looked at her was the look he looked at me before, and I finally understood what "the distance between the heart" is."

"He is closer to others, but farther away from me."

"That day, I returned to Wuhan from Yichang and cried, and my tears flowed and my heart broke."

"I swear I will never shed tears again and I will never believe in love again."

If a woman doesn't believe in love, she must have been hurt by love.

Yangyang lowered her head, Fu Sinian held Yangyang's face and gently kissed the tears on her cheek.

"Tonnie is my deskmate. From the time I came to Yichang and until I left Yichang, for six years, I walked with her through every sunrise and sunset day. On the school campus, no one held hands like us, watching the flowers bloom and fall."

"After graduating from university, Dongni also returned to Yichang. She is a simple person and likes a simple life."

"In Yichang, I smiled and said to her, Dongni, please help me watch him."

"When I said this, I absolutely never expected that a year later, she would really help me watch him and always look at him."

"I hate it very much. Why did God treat me like this? My good friend stole my lover. I transferred all my hatred to Tony. I thought it was her intervention and she could make him change his heart."

"Sinian, Dongni is a beautiful girl, right?"

Fu Sinian admitted that Dongni was a beautiful girl, and when people saw her, she thought of the kind of girl she loved, with melon-shaped face, Liu Yuemei, Danfeng eyes, and a very beautiful beauty. The only thing she was shorter, and her shortness made her look so delicate.

Fu Sinian remembered his wife, who was so petite and delicate.

"I have never returned to Yichang again. Every time, in Yichang, I pass by the station in a hurry."

"Here, I lost love and friendship. What did I gain? Heartache, Sinian, my heart really hurts."

"I know," Fu Sinian hugged Yangyang tightly, her pain was his pain.

"Sinian, I have never talked about this love, and I have never talked about it even to Lanlan. I don't want my pain to bring others sadness. I don't know why, I just want to tell you."

After a while, Yangyang continued.

"Tonnie no longer contacts me. She wants to enjoy the happiness brought to her by love. I wonder if she will feel guilty."

"I hate her, really hate her, and her happiness is based on my pain."

"Sinian, once, I stayed in Yichang. Do you know where I went?"

Yangyang raised his head and looked at Fu Sinian. She was looking forward to her pain. Someone could understand that this gentle and obsessed man could call out her name in one mouthful, and he would definitely understand the sorrow in her heart.

"The campus, there is your budding love, there is your sincere friendship, or you will caress carefully under a tree, recall gently, and cry heavily." Fu Si said in a young voice.

"Sinian, you really understand me." Yangyang smiled sadly, "You are the first person to understand me."

"I went back to school, and it was already on holiday."

"Our school has a small wood, and there are rows of tall lunish trees."

"Do you understand the tree of Luan? It is very tall, with a large canopy, golden petals, and when the fruits ripen in autumn, they hang in groups between the trees, like small lanterns, we also call it lantern trees."

"The past is coming to my heart bit by bit. Dongni's goodness, his badness, my shyness, all the stories begin here, all the youth fly here, and all the love sprouts here."
Chapter completed!