The Phoenix is ​​a row of stilt houses, standing by my longing on the river.

Phoenix is ​​an ancient city that has been waiting for thousands of years, and the lover who sleeps in my previous life.

Phoenix is ​​a distant dream that carries my everlasting love.

s.mile: When will you go again?

Ruth: January, there is a holiday on New Year's Day.

s.mile: January?

Ruth: You should be the busiest time, right? National Day, New Year's Day and other festivals. You should be the busiest time.

s.mile: Yes.

s.mile: Go with colleagues?

Russ Nianhua: He probably won't go again.

s.mile: Go by yourself?

So years: I don't know.

(Fu Sinian will certainly not go by himself this time. His wife and children will go together.)

s.mile:What are you doing?

So years: Because there are memories there.

(Fu Sinian just wants to go to the phoenix again, caress the willow tree, walks through the long alley, looks at the river, and thinks of that lover again.)

s.mile:Yangyang, there is only Yangyang in your heart?

(Fu Sinian felt the trembling from the Internet.)

As the age of this: Yes.

(Fu Sinian's entire world has fluttering shadows.)

s.mile: Have you ever read Zhang Xiaoxian's "Single Bed in a Purse"?

So years: No.

s.mile: Su Ying said that the farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, nor is it the distance between heaven and earth, but I am standing in front of you, but you don’t know that I love you.

Such years: Xiao Ran.

s.mile: Nothing.

(But Fu Sinian heard her sadness, a sadness under the vast sky.)

Fu Sinian never felt sad. It hurts to love someone.

Fu Sinian would not be so stupid that she thought Xiao Ran liked him, at most, Xiao Ran was just inspired. Just like the reason why Xiao Ran said before, she might have chosen marriage to end her love because of her frustration in love. In fact, there are many such people in this society who have loved and been hurt, and gradually become realistic. On the other hand, she is unwilling to let fate make her arrangements.

Fu Sinian's love and marriage are very dull. Meeting, falling in love, holding hands, getting married, all of this has not experienced any waves. There is no quarrel between them between them, and there is not much conflict after marriage. It is just trivial matters, and the next day, you can see the moon.

Or, it's really because of life. Fu Sinian's heart longs for the kind of love that is separated by life and death. He has always longed for encountering beautiful love and always longed for love that goes to death, just like what Aunt Qiong Yao wrote in her novel, but fate arranged for him ordinary love and marriage.

For so many years, Fu Sinian has been living a plain life according to fate. He thought that his dream of love had been disillusioned. Only by hiding in the study and writing pure and beautiful youth romance novels can Fu Sinian Shishui's heart be slightly turbulent. He does not pursue the beauty of women, but pursues the beauty of love. Or, because of this, he cannot have the urge to love in a familiar place.

When he was leaning on the phoenix's bluestone slab, a strange looking back and a strange smile, like a lightning bolt, hitting Fu Sinian's heart.

Love came to Fu Sinian, who was already in his thirties.

This throbbing love came so late and so painful, so why is Fu Sinian not sad?

At this point, Fu Sinian felt that his heart was very close to Xiao Ran's, and they could feel each other's feelings.

This can explain why Xiao Ran always has so many feelings about the topics he talked about, and why Xiao Ran is different from when he first met Phoenix.

s.mile: You rarely use qq?

As the age of this: Yes.

s.mile: No wonder.

Russ in the ages: No wonder what?

s.mile: Nothing.

s.mile: You said, if we continue to chat like this, will we fall in love online?

s.mile: Now, online dating is very normal.

(Fu Sinian dared not speak, he didn't know how to answer Xiao Ran's topic.)

s.mile: Didn’t you say that our hearts are very close?

As the age of this: Yes.

s.mile: Is platonic love love love?

Ruth's age: right?

(Spiritual love? Fu Sinian is not so noble. Desire and possession are always the themes of this society, and love is the same. If Fu Sinian doesn't want Yangyang to know his love, he can only say that his heart is afraid, afraid of hurting others, and afraid of hurting himself.)

s.mile: Men like reality.

(Fu Sinian admits that platonic love and utopian society are the same, they are just fantasies and are simply impossible.)

s.mile: Am I wrong?

Russianhua: No, I have thought about desire and possession.

s.mile: You are always so direct (expression: wipe your sweat).

s.mile: However, it is much better than those hypocrites. Many people dare not say it when they think about it, and they dare not admit it even after doing it.

Russ Nianhua: To put it nicely, it is the combination of spirit and flesh. To put it naked, it is actually desire and possession.

Russ Nianhua: I'm talking nonsense.

s.mile: When will you not talk nonsense?

s.mile: Because of this, we cannot fall in love online?

As the age of this: no.

(Fu Sinian knows what Xiao Ran means, because he cannot get physical satisfaction, there is no need to waste time and feelings.)

s.mile:?

Such years: My heart belongs to me.

s.mile:Yangyang?

As the age of this: Yes.

s.mile: Do you believe in a moment of love?

Such years: a moment can be eternal.

s.mile: Should I say you are a fool or a liar?

(Sigh, heavy sigh, Fu Sinian can feel it.)

Russian: a foolish liar.

s.mile: I'm stupid with you, too.

s.mile: Don’t you want to know what Yangyang is doing?

As time goes by: I want.

(Fu Sinian answered honestly.)

s.mile: Why don’t you ask me?

Russ Nianhua: There seems to be nothing to ask about.

s.mile: Don't you want to know her more?

s.mile: Oh, I get it, you don't accept platonic love.

Russ Nianhua: I don’t care what kind of person she is.

s.mile: Are you afraid that she is a liar in love or a person who is unfaithful to love?

Russianhua: I believe in my feelings.

Russ Nianhua: Actually, what's the use of knowing her any more? It's impossible for me and her to do so.

(Distance, morality, and responsibility, all of which make Fu S unable to take the lead in pursuing love.)

s.mile: There is no possibility of still loving, great.

As in this age: I love because of love; I miss because of longing.

s.mile: It's very difficult to understand.

Russ Nianhua: I don’t understand either, I just can’t help myself.

(How could Fu Sinian want to love? This kind of love is destined to be a tragedy.)

s.mile: Can't help it?

(Fu Sinian saw the girl sitting in a chair again, muttering to herself with her head down.)
Chapter completed!