Chapter 100: His heart is really free
"Shuqin, don't think too much, okay?" Fu Sinian said in a low voice.
"Sinian, you know, I can't stand you lying to me." Lin Shuqin looked at Fu Sinian, "Men's lies will always be one after another."
"Sinian, have you lied to me for so many years?" Lin Shuqin repeated the words just now.
"How could I lie to you?"
"You said, are there?" Lin Shuqin asked stubbornly.
"No."
"Sinian, in fact, do you love me or not? I can feel whether your heart is in me." Lin Shuqin sighed.
"Then, is my heart on you now?" Fu Sinian smiled and pinched Lin Shuqin's chin.
"Sinian, I'm very confused." Lin Shuqin shook her head, and Fu Sinian himself felt that his heart was really wandering.
"Sometimes, I think you love me very much, love this family very much, and love me very much; sometimes, I think your eyes are confused, you always inadvertently reveal your melancholy. I don't know if you wrote too many sad words." Lin Shuqin's eyes showed hesitation and hesitation.
"Sinian, do you think I love you?"
"like."
"Do you love me?"
"like."
"Sinian, will you be like those men? Have you also raised a lover outside?"
"Won't."
"Yes, you won't. You are not the kind of person who plays a show. If you have a woman outside, you must love her very much. You are always obsessed with pursuing love." Lin Shuqin smiled bitterly.
Fu Sinian never expected that Lin Shuqin knew him like this.
"After the Phoenix comes back, you change. I don't know if there are any other women who like you. Your heart begins to wander. You pick up the feelings and pursuit of love when you were young. Your words are full of desire and joy for love. Sinian, I don't know if you are starting to get tired of me. I don't know if you marry me because you love me or because I suit you. I don't know if you think I will be a virtuous wife. I don't know if you fall in love with other women. I change because I want to tie you up, I want to take back your fantasy heart, and I want to stay by my side forever. I have worked very hard to change, do you know? Sinian, do you know, or I am not beautiful, but I love you more than anyone else." Lin Shuqin shed tears.
"I know." Fu Sinian panicked. He couldn't stand his wife's tears. His wife loved him and loved him very much.
"Sinian, sometimes, I work hard. I feel that your heart is not on me. I don't know where this feeling comes from. I feel lonely, lonely, and start to be afraid. I am afraid that your heart will have other women. I secretly read some books about couples getting along with each other, and I feel that I have indeed ignored you. The emotional ignorance makes you have no passion for me and makes you not satisfied with me. I have been changing for this period of time. I have always believed that there is love between husband and wife, and there is no need for those temptations and temptations, which are used by women to confuse men. I absolutely never thought that one day, I would use my body as a weapon to keep my husband's heart. Sometimes when I think about it, I feel sad."
Lin Shuqin sobbed softly, and Fu Sinian did not dare to speak, so he could only hug her tightly.
"Sinian, I was wondering if I was old and no longer attracted to you. I was no longer able to use my body than those young girls, who were confused - confused - confused - confused you."
"Sinian, for so many years, I have not doubted your love for me. I feel very happy. Because of this, I don't know what I should do if you leave me one day."
"Sinian, will you leave me?" Lin Shuqin raised her head and looked at Fu Sinian.
Her heart must be very bitter and tired. She didn't want to imagine that her husband would deceive her or betray him. She would rather be more attentive. Fu Sinian's heart began to hurt. Suddenly, he wanted all those loves to go to hell. He didn't hurt Lin Shuqin because of his love. This woman gave him her most beautiful years and her most beautiful youth. Until now, he said that he had no love with her, and his longing for her never strongly, and she never involved his heart.
Fu Sinian's heart seemed to be stabbed by a needle, and a slight pain spread throughout his body, and tears couldn't help but flow out.
However, in that lonely and long alley, the light dancing woman could not be erased from her memory. She really took away his heart and his soul.
"Sinian, why are you crying?" Lin Shuqin stretched out her hand and gently wiped the tears from Fu Sinian's eyes.
Fu Sinian shook his head, but his tears became even more fierce, and he fell down big drops.
Tears were really the blood of the heart. Fu Sinian felt his heart being grabbed in his hand, and kept pinching it and pinching it hard.
"Sinian, I didn't mean to make you sad. I know it's my fault. I shouldn't doubt you, I doubt you for no reason." Lin Shuqin held Fu Sinian in her arms. For so many years, Fu Sinian never shed tears.
Fu Sinian raised his head and saw the pain in his wife's eyes. In the eyes of his lover, your tears will always be the blood in her heart.
Fu Sinian suddenly hated himself. He was a quiet little man. Why did he have so many dreams? The world is so big, can you finish it? There is so much love, can you experience it one by one? A small city, a little woman, who is nestled in your arms every day. This is love, this is happiness.
Fu Sinian, do you really understand love?
You have written so many love novels, but you don’t understand love. Life and death are separated. Although it is unforgettable, it is love, and plainness may not be love.
Love is a belief and an attitude towards life; love is a pursuit and a calmness to let things go.
Love is not what is sent out in an instant, and love is not what is moved in an instant.
Love can erupt like a volcano or be silent like an ocean. It is not a fixed and single existence.
Fu Sinian, do you know love?
Lin Shuqin's sorrow, her deep affection, and her own confusion, all of this hit Fu Sinian's heart and the so-called love.
Fu Sinian's heart is in pain, it is in pain.
Fu Sinian finally understood why Yangyang said that he was weak. His heart was too soft, too easily moved, and too easily hurt. Such a man was gentle and weak.
Under Fu Sinian's irresistible tears, his wife chose to believe him. A man who never sheds tears in front of you, which means he loves you.
Fu Sinian also loves him, and he never denies that what he is thinking is how deep does he love Lin Shuqin?
For so many years, Fu Sinian has not been worried about his family no matter where he is on a business trip. Lin Shuqin can keep the family well, so he doesn't have to worry about him. He doesn't have to worry about her. She never needs him to worry about her. She can always do everything well, and she never depends on him.
Chapter completed!