Su Guo told herself that Comrade Qin Yao would one day disappear from his own world.

Then she jumped out of bed less than ten times a night and beat her chest and stamped her feet!

Su Guo really wanted to throw herself out of the window, and it would be better to throw it into mud and smash it into pieces!

One Su Guo said to the other Su Guo: Su Guo, you are really stupid, that person is Qin Yao, Qin Yao, Qin Yao! The person you have spent ten years pursuing with all your strength! Are you eating shit or having shit in your mind? You easily rejected others with a light tone?!

Sure enough, I still watched too many literary films. You are so literary! Even if you are unwilling to give up for so many years and feel uncomfortable, can't you agree to Qin Yao first and then plan how to torture and abuse him to seek justice?

Let you pretend to be noble, it doesn't matter, pretend to be @#￥%...

When Lin Zhi saw Su Guo at the morning meeting, he suddenly remembered a song by Karen Mok - "Cloud Day".

Su Guo's head seemed to be covered by a dark cloud that was lightning and thundering, and the entire air pressure was terrible.

"you……"

"Don't pay attention to me, don't say a word."

Lin Zhi called out to the lobby manager who walked by, "That's the matter, I'll change the song in the VIP room later."

"What song?"

"Happy Cloudy Day!"

During the lunch break, Lin Zhi couldn't find Su Guo everywhere.

Finally, I found the archive room. As soon as I opened the door, I saw her lying on the broken camp bed in the archive room. The bed was used when the new system was on the test and on duty. During that time, several of them stayed at the unit for several nights and worked overtime for the final test work before the new system was launched.

It’s really tiring to be tired, but a few people can enjoy themselves all night while hot pot and joking.

Lin Zhi didn't wake Su Guo up. He searched for things in several steel boxes in the archives room and searched them all.

"Can you keep your voice down?"

"I thought you were dead!" Lin Zhi threw the file straight at the camp bed, and it hit Su Guo's head in an impartial manner.

Su Guo's head was buzzing, but she didn't feel any pain at all.

"Can you talk about something and don't act like you owe you all your youth?"

Lin Zhi and Su Guo graduated from the same class, joined the bank in the same class, and worked as a small teller to become an account manager.

"Aren't you just an ex-boyfriend? Didn't you avenge you last time?" Su Guo didn't say anything, but Lin Zhi didn't let go of the expression on her face when she mentioned the word "ex-boyfriend".

"Do you know what the ex-boyfriend is?" Lin Zhi said earnestly, intending to unravel the lost girl in front of him. "Ex-boyfriend is the kind of bridge that I have traveled to many places, seen clouds many times, drank many kinds of wine, and loved a person of the best age. "Do you understand what I mean? That thing means that it is just a thing in the past, the wine that clouds have been drunk when I walked across the bridge. After it passes, it is over! If someone asks you what you want to say to your ex-boyfriend? Just answer 'loved'!"

Lin Zhi probably knows Su Guo’s ex-boyfriend.

The two of them entered the bank together back then, and during the internship, both of them were criticized by customers a lot.

He scolded him if he scolded him, and he could turn everything the next day. Su Guo was a girl, and the girl's face was always thin. Not to mention scolding, she could turn red if her tone was heavier.

But this girl Su Guo is actually more manly than a man. Even if she is poked at the fingers of a customer, she will not frown!

Lin Zhi joked at that time that you were actually a man, right? Or a pure man!

Su Guo smiled and showed a happy expression of looking forward to the future. She said I am not a man, but I worked so hard for a man!

Later, the two gradually got to know each other, and Su Guo would also talk to her about her boyfriend.

Combining the past and the future, it is roughly: Su Guo had conflicts with her boyfriend for the postgraduate entrance examination or work. Her boyfriend decided to go to the postgraduate entrance examination since he was admitted to college. As for Su Guo, he felt that he should also go to the postgraduate entrance examination like himself. After all, Su Guo was not good at the college entrance examination and went to a third-rate undergraduate degree. He should use the postgraduate entrance examination to reverse his academic qualifications, and with his own abilities, he could also help her get into a better school.

But Su Guo didn't think so. She thought longer than her boyfriend.

In her opinion, both of them chose to take the postgraduate entrance examination and continue their studies, which would inevitably bring some pressure to their families.

My boyfriend can get the full scholarship from the school, but she can't do it.

Two years later, two people graduate at the same time and start from scratch, and they are at the age to talk about marriage and have children, and life will be difficult. If one of them continues to stay in school and the other works first, then after two years of hardship, one graduates from school, the other can also lay a part of the economic foundation for their future.

My boyfriend's point of view is to consider the development of the two people in the future, while Su Guo is from the perspective that my boyfriend and I are a whole, and we will get married in the future. In fact, neither of us is wrong, it is all for the other's good.

It seems that from that time on, a estrangement between Su Guo and her boyfriend has emerged.

Lin Zhi often saw her sitting alone in the archive room, instead of chatting about gossip like a group of gangs in the lounge, eating melon seeds and chatting about gossip.

Another time later, before they signed a formal contract with their unit, Su Guo took a week off and almost failed to sign a contract with the unit.

In five years, she has gone from the silly girl who had been so heartless that she smiled with a heartless smile to the point where she always wears a fake face, she is very good to everyone but never really smiles to anyone.

It’s like hiding all your love and sadness and not swaggeringly.

"That sentence was clearly said by Shen Congwen."

"What?" Lin Zhi was immersed in his memories of Su Guo five years ago, and did not react to her words for a moment.

"Your argument about your boyfriend is said by Shen Congwen, not you, and the original words are 'But I have only loved someone of the best age.'" Su Guo threw the file in her hand at Lin Zhi with force.

"Your sister's Su Guo!"

Su Guo decided to make a call and call the person who would never call him without any chance.

It took a long time before a sleepy and impatient voice rang out on the other end of the phone.

“hello…”

"Mom...it's me..."

"Su Guo? Is it you?"

“Yes, it’s me…”

"Your brain is broken, is it a slaughter? What time is it now? What time do you know about slaughter? One morning! You are going to die! You call me if you have nothing to do? You think I have lived too long and I am here to anger me! You'd better tell me some important things, otherwise you'll have to peel your skin when I come back..."

Su Guo held her cell phone and lay on the camp bed in the archives room, smiling with relief.

Even if I was scolded by my biological mother, I still felt unprecedented relief and joy.

When she was a child, she felt guilty and blamed herself when she did something wrong. But the teacher would say it was okay, you were still young, just don’t show up in the future; her father would say: It’s okay, it’s all your fault, it’s not your fault.

Only her mother would scold her while chasing her and running around the house, and would not give up until she interrupted a feather duster!

Every time she was beaten by her mother, she felt a little more relaxed. She felt that she could finally get even with a beating and scolding, and she could get over it with her conscience.

For five years, whenever she couldn't help but want to call Qin Yao, or simply traveled across the ocean to find him, she would call her mother.

As long as she makes this phone call, she can return to the cruelty of reality. What she needs most is not someone's comfort and encouragement, but a scolding, calling her unprosperous, insightful, and brainless! Then she can wake up from unrealistic fantasies.

Many times, two people sit down and have a heart-to-heart talk, and on the surface they talk about things, but when they finally say goodbye to each other, they are naturally out of sincerity.

But once I turn around, it's not the case. I always feel that I can't tell the other party about the grievances I have suffered in the past, so that the other party can feel the sadness of my years. I feel that I feel a little unwilling to let him (her) go so far as to get together, and why do I let go of the person who deceived me all my youth like this!

It would be better to pull each other's hair and fight each other. No matter what grudges or grudges you have in the past, you will be considered clean by beating and scolding. All of them will be completely eliminated.
Chapter completed!