"Overdependence?" Su Guo carefully chewed the meaning of these words.

Ding Lin said: "To be honest, I don't know how Qin Yao suffered from this mental illness, but I can be very sure that something he relied on was 'you'."

"I heard later that you were together," Ding Lin took back the card he had put with him and the scarf on the beginning of the sophomore year and wanted to give him a card from Xiaopang. What was written on it has become unimportant. What was important was that Qin Yao packed the envelope and asked others to return it to him. Ding Lin believes that only Qin Yao had seen this card, Su Guo would never know, and Qin Yao would definitely not let her know, "I didn't expect that he would still be with you regardless of my warning. In fact, I admire him very much. I would rather trap myself in the whole life than leave you."

"Ding Lin, if you keep talking so roundly, I don't think we need to..."

"Okay OK, okay, I will tell you everything I know. Let me slow down first. I need to criticize myself and salvation first."

Su Guo: "..."

Ding Lin took Su Guo around a greenery outside the community. The warm sun in the winter afternoon shone on people, making people feel warm all over. Ding Lin took a long deep breath and slowly exhaled, "That year I came to xx City to visit relatives. When I met you, I originally prepared a New Year gift for Qin Yao, but in the end I gave it to you by chance. In fact, it was just a scarf that I knitted with myself. It doesn't matter if I gave it to you by mistake. But I gave it to Qin Yao not only was a scarf, but also a card. As for the content on the card... I think you should know what I would write, right?"

Su Guo nodded. The girls' confession to the boys they liked.

"I was so angry later that I asked Qin Yao to come out and say it clearly. You said I was stupid at that time. He acted so obviously. He didn't like me just treat me as an ordinary schoolgirl. If I hadn't often appeared in front of him, he wouldn't even remember me. But I was unwilling to give up studying abroad for him and tried my best to get into his major in school. You know I actually didn't like this major at all. I like architecture. What I always wanted to study in the architecture major. But for him, I almost gave up my life, but in the end I got it completely self-indulgent."

"Because I was angry, I said a lot of things against my will in that conversation," Ding Lin smiled guiltily, "Qin Yao was just a little 'dependent' of you. I actually checked some information. His symptoms at that time were not too serious. It may be temporary caused by something that happened before. As long as he can keep his mood calm and his mood is not ups and downs, he may be able to recover."

"What happened before, which caused temporaryness," Su Guo suddenly remembered that when Qin Yao graduated from high school, he knew that he was not his father's biological child. It may be that this incident has always affected him. He also said at that time that he would never leave him. Perhaps because of this, Qin Yao regarded himself as a kind of "dependence".

"I told him that if he is with you, it will only cause his condition to get worse, because you are like a painkiller that can relieve his pain. Although you can save him for a while, you cannot completely cure his illness. If he wants to overcome his mental illness, he should gradually stay away from you and everything about you. He must rely on himself to get out of the shadow of the past. Your existence will not only not help him, but will affect his recovery."

"You mean I am like drugs. As a drug addict, if Qin Yao kept by his side and asked him to ask for it, then he would never be able to quit drug addiction?" Su Guo seemed to be able to understand what Ding Lin said.

"Yes, although I exaggerated a little, I shouldn't have made any mistakes in my judgment. And Qin Yao... In fact, he had already discovered his own problems. However, he was never willing to face them. I advised him not to confuse the feeling of liking someone because of his mental illness. He just depends on you and does not really like you. This is unfair to you, and he shouldn't be so selfish."

"You mean, Qin Yao... doesn't like me, but just depends on me?"

"When I first confirmed that Qin Yao was dependent on you, he really thought so, but later, when I saw him dependent on you... I think he was not only dependent on you at that time, he liked you, but also

I like it very much." If Qin Yao was just a dependence on Su Guo, then he would not kiss her after she got drunk on that snowy night, as if she was afraid of disturbing her. It was a true expression of love that even holding someone in his palm was not loving enough. If this was not considered a boy's love for a girl, then Ding Lin really didn't deserve to understand what liking and love is.

"Although he was too lazy to pay attention to me at the time, I knew what he said had an impact on him. I thought he would not be with you at least before he completely relieved his abnormal dependence on you. Because he knew better than anyone else that if his illness did not relieve but became deeper and deeper, then he might not be 'overdepressive', but 'depression'."

"Why have I never seen these?" Su Guo often recalled the time she spent with Qin Yao. Those unpleasant and painful memories were always deliberately swept away by her, leaving only the infinite beauty of youth.

"That's because he deliberately hid in front of you. Sometimes he suddenly became indifferent to you and didn't treat you well. It might be his self-resistance to rely on you. But at that time you just thought he hated you. But I didn't expect that he finally chose to be with you. He chose you when he healed himself and you. I guess he made up his mind to be with you because he was ready to not quit his drug addiction in this life and be with you forever."

"Always be together?" Su Guo sneered, "It seems that you made a mistake in your judgment."

"Do you still remember what happened during your breakup with Qin Yao?"

"Is it related?" At that time, she was already internship in the unit, and Qin Yao was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. During that time, the two did reduce their meeting and contact.

"That gathering in Qin Yao and his friends' bedroom was the last party before everyone went their separate ways in the future, and the other was because I chose to leave school at that time, Xiaopang and his friends planned to send me off."

"Qin Yao said you stopped studying because of 'depression'." Su Guo looked at Ding Lin suspiciously.

"Well... I did tell him that that. I also told him that depression not only suffers from it myself but also hurts the people around me."

"Actually, you didn't suffer from 'depression'!" Su Guo concluded.

"Yes, I didn't have any 'depression' at all. I took a break from school because I decided to re-study my major. I wanted to study architecture. I needed a year to change the department." Ding Lin, who was in the past, had a hint of grudge against Qin Yao and Su Guo until the end. She wanted to use lies to cause trouble for the relationship between the two, but she did not expect that the difference in her thoughts would lead to irreparable consequences.

Su Guo remembered that three days before the breakup, she had no contact with Qin Yao. She thought that she was angry that day and angered Qin Yao for no reason, so he did not contact him. It turned out that he was not angry, but because he heard what Ding Lin said. Su Guo didn't know what Qin Yao thought about, what decisions he made during these three days, or how painful he was. She didn't know all of these. The most profound impression of her at that time was that Qin Yao broke up with him, Qin Yao left him and went abroad, and then left for five years.

Su Guo heard that people with depression will be very pessimistic, and even a small thing will be infinitely magnified by him. Su Guo asked herself if she had really liked Qin Yao, and if she liked him, why did she never really understand him? She only knew that there were some bad things in his past memories, but she didn't know how such memories tortured him.

Su Guo remembered that she said to him, "Qin Yao, if you dislike me, just say it clearly. Isn't it just a breakup? I don't care! You can imagine how painful Qin Yao would be when he heard him say this."
Chapter completed!