Chapter 179 What She Wants is a Feeling
In the apartment, Tan Yanli was snuggling in Lin Runjie's arms and watching the movie. After returning from the wedding banquet, she didn't want to sleep, so he accompanied her to watch the movie.
The movie is actually an old movie. Tan Yanli watched it when she was in college, but she just wanted to revisit it with Lin Runjie.
What she wanted was a feeling that there was too little past between her and Lin Runjie. She wanted to leave more memories for herself when she got old.
"Yanli, why do I think you have some worries?"
Lin Runjie held her shoulders, and he could clearly feel something was wrong with her emotions.
"I'm fine!"
Tan Yanli smiled, she sat upright and looked at him, and said, "Runjie, Zhiyi and Xiaoxiao are married, and I don't feel so guilty about him anymore! After all, I have delayed him for so many years!"
"fool!"
Lin Runjie pressed her head against his chest and said slowly, "Men are willing to do these things. I believe Deng Zhiyi has never regretted it!"
In fact, he himself was willing to love Lu Yunxi? He liked her since he was in college, and when he met her again, his love for her was out of control. Unfortunately, luck made people so that she finally married Quan Tianyou.
But he never regretted this relationship. Even if he was given another chance to do it again, he would still choose to love Lu Yunxi, even if he couldn't get her in the end.
"What about you?"
Tan Yanli looked up at Lin Runjie's eyes, "Do you regret marrying me? In fact, if it weren't for Ranran's illness, I don't think I would have told this secret in my life! Maybe Deng Zhiyi and I are still entangled..."
Deng Zhiyi had a kind intention to help her, she knew, but she also mentioned it many times that once he had a woman he liked, they would divorce and she would not delay him.
But he didn't seem to take it seriously at all, and he was just treating her wholeheartedly, hoping to touch her heart.
To be honest, she couldn't bear to hurt such a man. If Ranran hadn't had such an accident, maybe she was still by Deng Zhiyi's side. Then would they possibly be together in the end? She couldn't imagine that after all, there was no if.
"regret?"
Lin Runjie frowned and said seriously, "Why do I regret it? Yanli, since I knew Ranran's existence, I have been thinking about giving you mother and daughter a future! It's just a pity that Ranran has been with us for so short time!"
Sighing, he continued, "During that time, I watched you feel heartbroken and depressed because of the departure of your child. I feel sad and even heartache! But at that time you were so repulsive of my approach, and I hate myself for being so incompetent! I can't comfort you well!"
During those days, both of them were not feeling well. Tan Yanli wanted to throw herself into his arms and cry, and how much he wanted to hug her into her arms and comfort her, but they did nothing.
"Runjie, actually, I always knew that I was doing this wrong, but I really couldn't help it, because at that time you married me entirely because of your children, I..."
Tan Yanli pursed her lips, smiled bitterly, and said, "After all, I confessed to you before, and even I was shameless and courted you, but I still rejected me indifferently, so I..."
Chapter completed!