Chapter 271 The hard days are over(1/2)
"If something really happened to that thing, it can only prove that God's will is like this. Mom, originally this year was the extra life I had, and it was Xuan Ye who helped me fight for it from God.
In this extra year of living, I have tasted the sweetness of love, got a man I love deeply, and got to know you. I have felt the love of a father and a mother that I have never felt since I was a child...family affection, friendship, love,
This whole year has enriched my whole life.
Because I survived, I had Xuan Ye, got to know Dahei, Xiaofeng, and Baihu, and had many happy memories with them... These subsequent experiences did not exist in my original life trajectory.
.
If I had not lived this year longer, I would have had many regrets. All my life, I have been kept in the dark and treated as a scapegoat. I have worked hard and been poor all my life. I have never done anything bad, but I was scummed for no apparent reason.
The man was killed.
I have never been treated honestly by anyone in my entire life, and I don’t even know who my biological parents are or where they are. After I die, there may not even be a grave, and my soul will have to be used to pay debts.
The only one who will be sad about my death is probably Shanshan.
Just thinking about it this way, I feel that my life has been boring and too cruel.
But this kind of cruel life should be my original, real life..."
"Child..." Mom held my shoulders from behind and sobbed with red eyes: "If possible, Mom would like to trade her life for yours."
"Mom." I raised my arm and patted the back of her hand, conscientiously comforting her: "It's not all hopeless now. What if A-Xuan can really get the magic fruit back? Everything should be done in a good direction.
think."
Mom bit her lip and nodded with tears in her eyes: "Okay, think in the right direction. Mom and your dad also hope that you can give your parents a grandson as soon as possible..."
Little grandson...
Perhaps, it's time to consider these things.
just in case……
Having a child to accompany him should alleviate some of his pain, at least... it can be a thought for him.
"Mom, I really want to have a baby with Xuan Ye. But my body...Mom, do you have any secret recipe for giving birth? Or a trick that can increase a girl's chances of getting pregnant? I don't know what ordinary medicines are for my current constitution.
Does it work for me, but I want to try it!"
"Ah?" Mom was stunned for a long time before she realized what I had said. She hesitated and said embarrassedly: "Mom, I really didn't understand this before. When I gave birth to you, my body hadn't recovered yet.
, I was told that you were missing. Mom couldn't bear the blow, so she cried during the day and at night, which laid the root of the disease.
After several years of recuperation, the condition was still not getting better. I went to the hospital for a check-up and found out that the fallopian tube was blocked. Moreover, the condition was serious and the possibility of cure was only 30%.
After your father found out about this, he also considered that you were still living outside, and your life and death were unknown. Even if we had another child, we would never forget you who had been lost. He was even more afraid that after having a child, I would sink into the loss of you.
In the shadow.
So we discussed with me and decided to treat the disease first to avoid other effects of the disease on me. As for the child, I don’t want it anymore if I don’t suffer from it in the future.
For so many years, your father has been concerned about my mood and has not allowed me to touch such topics... I really know nothing about the secret recipe for childbirth and the tricks to increase the chance of pregnancy.
However, I can inquire with those noble ladies privately. I remember that Mrs. Yin’s daughter-in-law once saw a famous gynecological doctor and became pregnant after only taking his traditional Chinese medicine for half a month. I will find her tomorrow.
Make an appointment with them and ask them carefully."
I nodded: "Sorry, Mom."
"This is no trouble. As long as you and your son-in-law are doing well and bothering your parents every day, your parents will be happy."
I sat tiredly in front of the dressing mirror, holding a small silver flower of Miao jewelry in my hand, with mixed feelings in my heart.
As soon as my mother combed my hair, Xuan Ye came over and brought me a marshmallow.
When my mother saw that he had come to stay with me, she simply told him to stay with me and take good care of me, then put down the comb and left.
I took the fluffy marshmallow made into a rose shape, tore off a little bit with my fingertips, and stuffed it into my mouth, "It's so sweet, let me try it for you!"
I tore another piece and gave it to him to eat.
But he didn't eat what I was holding. He leaned over to hold my head, kissed my lips, and swept his tongue around my mouth before withdrawing with satisfaction.
He rubbed my head tenderly and looked at me affectionately: "No matter how sweet the marshmallows are, they are not as sweet as Madam's... Madam, it's best if it stays sweet like this."
"Then, let's see how you behave. If you treat me better, I will be sweeter to you. If you always treat me better, I will always be sweeter to you." I turned around happily, raised my arms to wrap around his neck, and whispered to him.
He acted coquettishly: "Xuan Ye, hug me! I've been sleeping for three days, and my bones are almost falling apart."
"Okay." He agreed in a low voice, hugged me across the waist, and solicited my opinion with the utmost tenderness: "Want to go out and enjoy some fresh air? I'll carry you down."
I leaned my head on his shoulder and answered with a marshmallow: "I think, I remember my parents' house has a very large garden, as big as two acres of fields. Usually there are few people in the house. It's very quiet. Please take me there."
Let the wind blow in there."
He lowered his head lovingly and kissed my forehead: "It's all up to you."
After that, he carried me out of the room and went downstairs. Under the surprised look of the aunt who was cooking at home, he took me to the garden to enjoy the breeze.
The spring flowers in the garden are blooming, the willow trees are green, the water is clear, and butterflies are flying...
Dahei was chasing a pink butterfly by the river to bite, while Xiaofeng was holding a marshmallow, squatting on the stone and stretching out his chubby little fingers to play with the carp in the pond.
He sat with me on the swing. The swing swayed slightly, and the warm spring breeze blew in my face, feeling refreshed in my heart.
I felt that my waist was not particularly comfortable when I leaned on his shoulder, so I simply lay on his lap, pinched my orchid fingers and finished eating the marshmallow in my hand.
After finishing the marshmallows, I smeared the sticky fingers on his sleeves without even thinking.
When he saw my childish behavior, he blamed me for being helpless and said, "Just because you're sick, you can do whatever you want, huh? If you want to eat something more, I'll have someone buy it for you."
I clapped my hands and shook my head: "No, I don't really want to eat right now."
He covered my forehead with his hand and asked with distress, "Is it worth it? Every time, you do this for me regardless of the consequences and even your life."
I grabbed his hand and asked him with a smile: "Aren't you the same?"
He smiled bitterly: "You already know those things. I am such a ruthless, ruthless and cruel person. Have you shattered your three views? Are you afraid? I can even attack my own master...
A sword pierced through the heart. I still remember that when my master died, he had been enduring the pain and looking at me and smiling... At that time, I looked at her with eyes full of love and relief, and I had already begun to
I wonder if I killed the wrong person...
But, it’s too late, it’s all too late, I killed her with my own hands, causing her soul to break into countless petals, dissipate and burn in front of my eyes. I didn’t even give myself a chance to regret.”
"You hate her?" I asked gently.
"Yeah." He didn't hide it from me and told me truthfully: "I was taken to the ninth heaven as the son of the God of Sin back then. Because my father committed the crime of treason, I should be beheaded.
She was the one who brought me back to the Demon-Suppressing Palace from the dire straits of the Lingxiao Palace. She was very indifferent to me. At that time, she had a proud disciple named Bai Yu, and she treated me, the God of Sin, very coldly.
Quite disdainful.
No matter how much I try to please her, she will never look at me seriously. Sometimes, I suspect that she went to great lengths to bring me back from Lingxiao Palace, not because she pities me, but because she wants to change my mind.
The method is to torture me, the son of my enemy.
Ran'er, you must have never imagined that she was the goddess who was sent down to earth by heaven to lead the troops to quell the rebellion when my father rebelled. She was the one who cut off my father's head with her own hands..."
I frowned in surprise: "Your master...is your father-killing enemy?"
He nodded: "Well, she is the enemy who killed her father. That's why she is qualified to fight one against a hundred in such a place as the Lingxiao Palace, and forcefully take me back to the Demon Suppression Palace to educate him."
"Then you hate her for killing your father?"
"Hate is not a very strong feeling. After all, in order to win the battle, my father abandoned me with his own hands and turned me into a demon regardless of my wishes... In my heart, he is no longer my father.
The demon bone can be regarded as repaying him for the gift of childbearing."
"Then when did the knot between you and your master begin?"
"When I first entered the Demon Suppression Palace, she abandoned me in the Taihe Pavilion and ignored me. She only sent Bai Yu to take care of me. I have not seen her for three hundred years. She
I accepted you as my disciple, and you just sent me some heavenly classics from time to time to force me to read them.
If it weren't for those heavenly books piled up in the palace, I would have thought that she had forgotten my existence. When I was taken to heaven, my love roots had been taken away by my father, so I couldn't feel the love of people around me at all.
any emotion.
And I happen to be very lonely.
When we met again three hundred years later, Tianshu Pavilion caught fire, and Bai Yu and I were both trapped in the sea of fire. It was she who took the risk and rushed into the sea of fire to rescue us two. She took us back to the Demon Suppressing Hall, and we didn’t know the fault.
After a while, I lay on the bed and opened my eyes in confusion. When I turned my head, I saw her sweating profusely and desperately using magic to treat Bai Yu's injuries.
The concern in her eyes was like a sharp knife thrust into my chest... Later, she always acted ruthless and desireless in front of me, her six senses were pure, cold and indifferent, and she would only criticize my shortcomings blindly.
Never praised me for anything.
But for Bai Yu, she is gentle, kind, and kind, and behaves like a compassionate teacher. I am quite envious of Bai Yu. To be more precise, I should be jealous.
Tens of thousands of years of cold treatment gave me the idea of trying to please her, but she always looked like she was repelling people thousands of miles away.
Of course, the real trigger of my resentment towards her was the time when she ordered my bones to be broken and my tendons to be whipped. She peeled off my scales and destroyed my spine with her own hands, almost causing me to become a
A useless person imprisoned me in a fairy mountain in the mortal world to think about my mistakes.
She left an unforgettable wound in my heart. I still remember how humbly I knelt at her feet at that moment, begging her to believe me once, but she did nothing to protect her reputation as a just and strict demon-suppressing god.
Without hesitation, he seriously injured me...
Later, every time I thought about these things, I just felt that I was so ridiculous.
To be continued...