Song Muzhou weakly rubbed Shanshan's shoulders and smiled bitterly, "Human, this day will come one day. I'm just one step ahead of my parents. Shanshan, I'm sorry for you. Unfortunately, I can't control your future."

Participating again... Actually, Wenyu is a good person. You can follow him, don't worry."

"But how could you not know that I married him just to get angry with you? He is very good, loves me very much, and respects me very much, but brother, you can't force things in love. He likes me, but I like

But it’s you!”

"If I can still live, Shanshan, I want to marry you...I want to take care of you for the rest of my life. Then I won't have to ask others to do it for me."

"Brother..." Shanshan fell on him and cried bitterly.

"Shanshan...look out the window, it's snowing."

Snowing……

I was also surprised and turned to look out the window with Shanshan.

Sure enough, there were light snowflakes floating in the gloomy sky.

It is very unusual for it to snow on the first day of winter.

This first snow of the year must have been brought down by God for Song Muzhou.

"Brother, look, it's snowing, it's really snowing, brother..." Shanshan, with tears in her eyes, grabbed Song Muzhou's hands and shouted excitedly.

Song Muzhou opened his lips with difficulty and exhaled. There was a bit of moisture in his red eyes. He reluctantly stood up and discussed with Shanshan: "Let's go out to watch the snow. Shanshan, I'll accompany you and watch again."

The last snow.”

Shanshan gritted her teeth and nodded, suppressing the sadness in her eyes, and gave Song Muzhou a gentle and beautiful smile, "I'll help you, brother."

He helped Song Muzhou get up from the hospital bed. As soon as Song Muzhou's feet landed on the ground, his weak legs fell into Shanshan's arms.

Shanshan was about to call Secretary Zheng outside the door to come over and help, but Song Muzhou stopped her hand and refused: "Just help me."

Shanshan glanced at him distressedly, and had no choice but to nod in agreement with tears in her eyes. She supported Song Muzhou, who was already exhausted, and walked out of the ward very slowly to the elevator...

In the small garden behind the inpatient department, the begonia trees were still bathed in the cold wind, standing tall and tenacious in the snow.

Pieces of petals were wrapped off the branches by the cold wind, and fell on the long cobblestone road.

Song Muzhou leaned on Shanshan's arms, staggering every step he took.

"I remember that year, you first appeared in front of me. You were a little one. You were already eight years old, but you were shorter and thinner than your peers. You looked like a five or six-year-old girl.

You are hostile to both your father and mother. The way you look at them is filled with deep hatred. All day long, you have been holding a broken rabbit with several patches in your arms. No matter how you coax you, you

Don't let go.

The thing I remember most clearly is that you didn't dare to go down the stairs at that time. Every morning, Sister Zhang at home carried you down from the room upstairs. At that time, our whole family thought that you were just having a tantrum.

Mom also always said that you have bad habits. Because of this, she even beat you...

Then one day, I tried to let you go downstairs by yourself, but when you reached the edge of the stairs, you suddenly trembled all over and your eyes were full of fear.

I don’t know why you are so afraid of going down stairs. I thought you were just timid and scared because you had never lived in a building or gone down stairs before. As long as you walk a few times, you will get used to it and you won’t be afraid anymore.

I tried my best to coax you, encourage you, let you take the first step, and even force you...

But after you went down the first flight of stairs, you suddenly turned around and hugged me, buried your head in my arms, and cried loudly.

You say: Brother, I'm scared, brother, don't push me, brother, don't reject me...

I didn't expect that just a normal behavior could make you so scared. I noticed that your body was twitching and realized that something might be wrong with you, so I picked you up and asked Uncle Liu to drive us to the hospital...

After an examination, I discovered that my little Shanshan was not only severely malnourished, but also suffering from autism.

It turns out that the fear and restraint that she felt before was not due to Shanshan's naughty behavior, let alone some bad habit...but because Shanshan was sick.

After that, my father and I discussed letting you move to my place so that I could take care of you more conveniently. My father agreed, and you were happy to go with me at that time.

You, you were very clingy to me when you were a child. You were withdrawn at your parents’ house, and sometimes you wouldn’t say a word for a whole day.

But since he moved in with me, he has been pulling my sleeves and following me all day long, calling me “big brother” and “short brother”... You studied at night for several years longer than ordinary children, and you only entered the school for the first time when you were eight years old.

School, as soon as you enter the campus, you start directly from the first grade.

On the day I sent you to school, you threw yourself into my arms and cried for a long time. The children next to you all laughed at how old you were for not daring to go to school alone. But only I know how much my Shanshan has suffered... I don’t want to either.

I want you to leave me, but you have to learn to communicate with others, and you have to meet more different people..."

Song Shanshan lowered her head and chuckled with tears in her eyes: "I know that my brother was also very busy with his studies at that time, but he still rushed to the window of my classroom as soon as class was over and gave me candies... When I was a child, my classmates were very...

I envy that I have a brother who always brings me snacks...

Every day after school, I would wait for my brother in the guard room at the gate, and ride home with him in the car. My brother was mature and steady when he was a child. No matter what emergencies happened, as long as he was by my side, I would not be afraid at all.

"

"Shanshan, when you grow up, will you still regard me as your brother?" Song Muzhou tilted his head to look at her, his eyebrows and eyes gentler than usual.

Shanshan sobbed and blushed, raised her bright red wide sleeves with peach blossoms and phoenix patterns, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "I fell in love with you when I was in junior high school, and I even always imagined that you could become my boyfriend.

…At that time, I didn’t know that you were not my biological brother. I just felt that it was shameless for me to have such terrible thoughts.

So for a period of time, I always deliberately avoided you, but we lived in the same building, and there was only a wall between the bedrooms. You couldn't see you when you looked up. Even if I was hiding on purpose, I would still bump into you.

you……

I tried hard to restrain my inner urges, but brother... the most terrifying thing is that every time you have physical contact with me, my heart will beat wildly and my little deer will bump...

I was so scared at that time that I even thought about moving back to live with the old man and the others... But fortunately, I overheard the truth that you were not my parents' biological son. After that, I relaxed and became

In front of you, I am unscrupulous.

When I was young, I always wanted to only focus on the past and not care about the future, just for temporary happiness. As I grow up, my desire to marry you becomes more and more serious...

Brother, how about I marry you... No wedding, no ring, no betrothal gift, no big crowd of friends, world and earth, I just want to be your wife in name, okay..."

Shanshan held Song Muzhou's arm, stopped, and prayed humbly with tears in her eyes.

Song Muzhou's face became increasingly pale, and the snow fell on his eyelashes, which made him look particularly desolate.

Taking out a blue suede ring box from his trouser pocket, Song Muzhou raised his lips with difficulty and said softly: "Silly girl, how can you get married without a ring? I can't give it to you for the wedding. You still need the betrothal gift and the ring.

given."

Under Shanshan's shocked eyes, she opened the ring box, took out the small red fox gem-set diamond ring inside, took Shanshan's hand, and put it on for Shanshan.

"I bought it last year... Unfortunately, I never had the chance to give it away. I thought that this ring would turn into ashes and be buried with me, but I didn't expect that before I died, I would have the opportunity to give it away... Shanshan,

Be obedient and live a good life."

"Brother..." Shanshan's hand wearing the ring trembled slightly.

Song Muzhou held Shanshan's face, patiently wiped away the tears on her face, and smiled softly: "Stop calling me brother, call me Muzhou."

Shanshan's eyes were dim and filled with tears. She bit her lip and called him in a trembling voice: "Muzhou."

"It's my dereliction of duty that I can't spend the rest of my life with you. Shanshan, keep living. I love you too... very much."

After saying these words weakly, Song Muzhou held Shanshan's haggard face in his hands, moved up to her, and kissed her lovingly...

Shanshan froze in surprise and stared at Song Muzhou with wide eyes.

But under Song Muzhou's tender offensive, he slowly closed his tear-filled eyes, took the initiative to hold Song Muzhou's waist with his hands, and devoted all his love to the tender response at this moment...

The snow in the sky is getting heavier and heavier.

In the snowy sky, Song Muzhou secretly picked a peach blossom on Shanshan's head and held it in his hand...

After the kiss ended, Song Muzhou fell into Shanshan's arms, and Shanshan's body softened under the pressure, and she collapsed on her knees in the snow——
Chapter completed!