Am I fickle?

If I have to answer with my conscience, I dare not nod now.

But I dare to touch my conscience and say that I was not fickle in the past. I was not bragging, but I really lived in the flowers and didn’t touch my body. I have said this before, whether in a dance hall, a dance room, or other dusty places, I can control my own hands.

But from when it started, a strong beast appeared in my heart. It usually fell asleep, but whenever it touched or saw something that it shouldn't have seen, it would wake up and become manic.

I am not trying to make excuses for myself. A man of this age has such a virtue. Even if he can't see or touch it, he will find some erotic pictures to see and feel satisfied. Even a righteous guy like Hong Guoli has read erotic pictures - he has not only read erotic pictures, but also read erotic books!

Later, this guy got engaged and had a woman, so he didn't bother to look at these things. During the Chinese New Year last year, this guy showed off to me that he had taken down the girl and had taken it down several times, which made me very jealous.

No matter how jealous I am, I will still be responsible when it is time to do my duty. Duty is not an easy task, and I suffer a lot every time. After suffering for a long time, I feel unbalanced.

I started to ask myself, gun management, what are you insisting on? Everyone is happy, why can't you be happy? After being a person who has been a duty for so long, what benefits are you getting?

To be honest, there is no. Killing and setting fires, repairing bridges and roads without corpses. How many people have good people have a good ending? Besides, I was not a good person at first, I can only say that the essence is not bad. What can I do if I do this kind of thing I want?

But the thinking habits I have developed over the past decade cannot be changed by just changing them. Before being teased by Zhu Ying for a while, I—uh, wait.

If I remember correctly, before being teased by Zhuying, I was still a duty person - at least in terms of women. After being fooled by her, I felt like I had become a different person. The beast in my heart seemed to appear at that time.

In other words, the reason why I became like this is because of Zhuying?

When I realized this, I was almost at the barracks.

Si Congpo did not make things difficult for me. He said that I just need to help when I am free, and they will find a way for themselves at other times. This requirement is not an exaggeration, so I can only respond.

When we left, Zhuying took me out of the door and showed great affection. When we came out, we happened to catch the maid from the neighbor's house coming out to throw the garbage. When she saw us, she showed a disgust expression, stared at Zhuying with contempt, muttered in a low voice, and then hurriedly left like a hiding from the plague god.

I noticed that Zhuoying frowned. Although the expression on her face did not change, her eyes did not change, and her frown brows quickly unfolded, I still felt her depressed momentarily.

She had no choice but to do so.

I stood firm on the South Bridge and sighed helplessly.

She teased me at night, probably to examine my character and see if I am trustworthy. She teased me the next morning, because she was afraid that someone would monitor me, so she got tired of me and created the illusion that our relationship was very unusual.

It is difficult for her to be tired of being with a man she doesn't like and having to force her to smile.

Thinking of this, the resentment that had just arisen in my heart slowly dropped.

And this is not a bad thing either.

After experiencing yesterday's incident, I have figured it out. As a man, he should think about the lower half of his body. He should touch him when he should touch him, and he should be happy when he should be happy. There is no need to hold himself in his arms. Whether it is a payment or a friendship, as long as it is your affection and my will, what can I do?

If one day I don’t dodge the bullet and make someone shoot the head, and I will still be a boy until I die, that would be too cowardly!

If you die under the peony flowers, you will be romantic even if you become a ghost - I will not become the kind of person who thinks with my lower body, but in the future, I will definitely not feel wronged in my lower body.

When I was about to reach the gate of the military camp, I saw the old farmer standing outside the gate, chatting and fucking with the sentry under the dim light. He was talking in a striking manner, and the sentry was listening, swallowing while listening, and he knew that he was not talking seriously at first glance.

"...I squeezed my fingers hard! Then I pushed hard! She called 'good brother' and went to heaven!"

Damn it, this guy must be talking about the fun that he had with Sister Wu yesterday.

I frowned and kicked the old farmer's butt, which made him so shocked that he bounced up from the ground. When he landed on the ground, he almost fell to the ground.

"Damn! Who dares - uh, Master Gun? Ouch! Master Gun! Why did you leave without a sound? Isn't you supposed to go home today? Why did you leave with the deputy company commander?"

"Something is wrong." I curled my lips unhappily, "By the way, I haven't asked you yet, are those Wu Jie still there?"

"Are you here, there is a deserted building." The old farmer replied, "In the afternoon, my brothers wanted to go and have fun. You have nothing to say, so I didn't let them go."

"It's right if you didn't let you go."

I took out a stack of money from my pocket, counted out 16 ten-dollar bills and handed them to the old farmer.

"You go to the deserted building now, take them out, send them back to the dance room, and settle the account. The dance room can refund a deposit of 16o yuan, and each of them is 2o yuan. This 160 yuan is the extra reward I promised, and it is also 2o yuan per person."

"Hey! Okay!"

The old farmer put the banknotes in his pocket and ran towards the direction of the deserted building. I continued to walk towards the dormitory slowly.

There was no one on the road. When I was about to arrive at the dormitory, I suddenly felt someone staring at me, and then there was the danger that had happened.

There is a killer?!

Before I could think, I rolled sideways and crashed into the bushes next to the road. There was silence around me. I lay in the bushes for a long time, but I didn't dare to move at all.

Just as I wanted to call for support loudly, a slightly hard touch came from behind. I turned around and saw a petite figure squatting behind me, poking my back with a long branch.

A little red?!

I opened my mouth in surprise. Before I could make a sound, I threw down the branches, stood up, and left silently. When I got out of the bushes and stood up from the ground, the guy was gone.

I stood there for a while, and then stomped my feet angrily.

It's fucking!

I slapped the dust, snow and dead leaves on my body and sprayed it out with my nostrils in anger.

As I took another step, I began to think about the purpose of Red. Just as I was thinking about whether she did this to verify whether I really had danger perception ability, a "click" sound came from beside me.

I turned my head and happened to see a little red standing up from behind the bushes beside the road.

"You're dead."

She said so in a calm tone.
Chapter completed!