Chapter 68 Ambition
Although I always say that the old farmer is not smart enough, I never think he is stupid.
He has a bad memory, and when encountering emergencies, his reaction is not flexible enough, and sometimes he is very emotional. However, it is too arbitrary to think that a person is a fool based on these alone.
In my opinion, the old farmer is not bad in terms of ability, otherwise I would not give him many things to do with confidence. As long as the old farmer is given a proper explanation, he will definitely be able to do things well. If he doesn't do things well, it means that you haven't given the things properly, and it's no wonder that he is.
Moreover, the old farmer is not the kind of person who is like a doll who tells you one sentence. He will think about what you say, observe your words and expressions, make your own judgments, and then act through his own judgments.
For example, this time, I just asked the old farmer to go to the store to buy me some small cakes and put them on the bedside table so that I can eat them after I wake up. When I wake up, the small cakes are placed on the bedside table, and this task has been successfully completed.
But this time the old farmer went out, not only bought a small cake, but also brought me the store clerk back. I knew his idea was that when I saw that I was bullied by Miss Bi, he felt that I needed comfort, so he found someone to comfort me.
Regarding the old farmer’s unauthorized actions, I just want to say four words: Do a beautiful job!
What is more exciting, exciting, and more exciting than waking up, opening your eyes, and finding that the dream lover in your dream that you have been thinking about all the time is right in front of you?
The morning of January 14, 1914 in the Western calendar was the most wonderful morning I have experienced since my eighteen years of life!
"That...please open your mouth..."
Ah! Because I was so fascinated by Yuying, I forgot to open my mouth and eat the small cake handed over by Yuying!
"Thank you, thank you!"
Maybe my heart trembled because of excitement, and my voice was trembling.
It's really strange.
It is obviously two eyes, one nose, one mouth, two ears, and one long hair that is over the shoulders. Why is Yuying so beautiful?
Although her skin is not as delicate as Miss Bi, her clothes are not as gorgeous as hers, and her self-confident temperament, why is Yuying more attractive than Miss Bi?
As long as I looked over, my vision was like I was being grabbed by dozens of crazy bison, and I couldn't move it away. Just a distracted skill, I was fascinated by seeing it again and forgot to chew the cake that was sent into my mouth.
"That...Li-Li, Brother Li... eat quickly... Brother Sheng said, you didn't eat much yesterday... your health is important... If... if you want... after you finish your meal... I...I, I...I will accompany you..."
If Yuying didn't say the last sentence, I would probably not be able to control my desire and pounce on it at all costs and eat this pitiful little lamb. But after hearing the last sentence, my desire would instantly go out, replaced by a stinging sensation on the tip of my heart.
She doesn't like me.
Not only did she not like me, she also treated me as a rich young man who had played with her, and treated me in the way she treated them.
If this is not the case, why did she use "you"? Why did she use "accompaniment"?
She was not willing to do so. Although I really wanted to get her, and even wanted to get her desperately, I didn't want to hurt her. From the age of thirteen to eighteen, she had experienced countless injuries in these six years.
No matter whether she is willing or not, in order to support her younger brothers and sisters, and to make her younger brothers more promising, she will grit her teeth and bear it no matter what kind of hurt she is. Not only did she bear it, but she also showed a submissive look, making people feel that she likes this, she is such a person.
But I knew that she was not that kind of person. From the first sight I saw her - to be precise, from the moment I met her eyes, I knew she was not that kind of person.
This can't continue like this anymore.
With a sigh, my brain calmed down completely.
Yuying needs two things most now.
First, work - to be precise, financial support. Before Yumi or Yujia's third brother could earn money to support the family, the family could only rely on her to support it. Without financial support, Yujia would collapse. Once Yujia collapsed, Yuying's heart would collapse.
Second, freedom. Yuying has been bound by the family and this damn world for too long. She tried to change, but because the method was wrong, she failed. In the process, she was hurt, experienced disappointment, and felt desperate about the world.
She felt that her life was over. In her opinion, it was the best result to be the lover of a person who seemed to be a good person when she was young. I could clearly feel that she was resisting me - not resisting serving me or being with me, but resisting my feelings.
She just wants to maintain a pure physical relationship with me. No matter how much I love her, she will not accept my feelings and will only "accompany" me until I get bored and abandon her. This relationship that makes me heartbroken will end.
No, no. I don't want to do this.
This woman is mine. Not only is the person mine, but the heart must also be mine.
It’s not that I am domineering or that I am unreasonable, but because I know very well that I can’t live without her in this life. And for now, I am the only one who can give her happiness.
I'm different from the past.
Although I am still just a small lieutenant platoon leader, I already have money and a lot of money. Even if Bi Jin doesn't share the reselling arms with me, I still have a huge sum of 14,000 yuan. This money is enough for ordinary people like us to live comfortably for the rest of our lives.
But that's not enough, and far from enough.
I need a higher status, greater power, more money, and even my own industry. I must become a big shot, a big shot who can control my life.
If I can’t even control my own life, how can I talk about changing my life? Real power is the hard truth. Only with real power can I accomplish things. So I must have real power and have a lot of real power.
But I am just a small lieutenant platoon leader now. According to Bi Jin, as long as Jia Long’s plan is successful, my status will be improved, but I don’t know how much it can be improved.
No matter how much you can improve, it is a good thing to be promoted. As long as you can get promoted and be rich, what can you do if you get married to Miss Bi? As long as you don’t do anything to do, you can start your own family, let my child’s surname be Geng, and get married when you get married!
Isn’t it normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines? Before my status is stable, I can have an underground relationship. When my status is stable, I can marry Youying into the house in a grand manner and live a loving life with her.
As for Miss Bi, as long as she lives up to her, it’s fine. If she really doesn’t like me, at worst, she won’t touch her, and don’t care about her! When she finds someone she likes, she will naturally care about me having a divorce. As long as the time is right, we can break up peacefully and live our own lives. Wouldn’t it be awesome?
In other words, there are only two things I need to do now.
First, try to climb up and become the one who can control your life.
Second, let Yuying find hope in life - to be precise, it turns me into her hope in life and makes her fall in love with me.
I would never touch her until she fell in love with me.
Chapter completed!