The goddess is finished.

Although there are only five words, they carry too much.

At this moment, my hands were shaking, and my eyes were blurred.

Deyin is the author's account registered on August 1o, 2o17, and it will be officially serialized on August 15.

Then, Deyin was lucky enough to meet a group of lovely you.

One year and two months.

More than four hundred days.

The full text is nearly 30,000 words.

Even Deyin himself did not expect that he would write so many words.

The goddess is Deyin's first online serialization article. Deyin knows that she still has many shortcomings. Deyin wants to thank all the little fairies who tolerate Deyin in front of the screen.

Without your support and tolerance, Deyin will not be able to persevere now.

Especially the management in the group, Ayi and Amu~

Ayi is a minor and is still in high school, but when I am in love with her, she will immediately jump out to comfort me. Her language is humorous, making me forget my worries...

Although Brother Yi always dislikes me in various ways and calls me an old aunt, I know that I still love me~

Then it's stupid.

I am a very delicate person. She can dress and dress up and look pretty. I always like to learn from her, but she has a bad memory and always likes to lose all her life. Fortunately, she has never forgotten me~

Companionship is the longest confession.

Needless to say, I know, you love me too.

And Amu, Amu should have accompanied me to the end of the cute little girl.

Although I don’t communicate much, Amu is really a very heartwarming little fairy.

I know we all love each other.

There are also many little fairies in the group, and many little fairies who have not joined the group~

Thank you.

Thank you for fate, let us meet!

**

Looking back on the past year, there are joys and joys, sorrows and sorrows, full of thorns and bumps.

Deyin is actually a person who cares about the outside world's evaluation. I can feel sad because of a comment like a discarded erhat, or I can laugh like a 2000-pound child because of a comment.

I can't forget the excitement when I first opened the article, the nervousness when I was pk, the nervousness when I was put on the shelves, and the excitement when I received the first comment...

Deyin still remembers the first time he received the manuscript fee.

Although the money is not much, Deyin is more heavy than a thousand pounds in his hand.

For Deyin, this is not money, it is your recognition.

I remember Deyin once said outside the title.

When I was in junior high school, the front desk study committee member took advantage of the physical education class and secretly took away the first novel written by Deyin at that time and read it aloud on the podium in front of the whole class.

He used a sarcastic tone, sarcastic gaze, and exaggerated body movements, which made the whole class laugh.

The eyes of those classmates were like knives, and I didn’t know what language to use to describe my mood at that time.

Fear, uneasy...

That year, Deyin Grade 2nd and Class 10th.

At that moment, I felt that my whole life had lost its luster, and the world had become dark, even if it was a glimmer of light.

After reading it, he looked at me condescendingly.

Said something that I remember for a lifetime.

He said, "xxx! This is what you have in your life!"

I'm not willing!

I am unwilling to be bullied by the study committee members like this, and I am even more unwilling to be ridiculed by him like this.

I tried to steal the notebook and then fought with him with all my strength.

More and more people are involved in this matter.

Later, the incident happened to the head teacher.

The head teacher looked at me with complicated eyes, tore off the notebook, and then slammed it hard on me.

The confetti were swaying like my heart at that time.

Broken.

The first time in life.

I cried at school.

In a mess!

Like a clown for people to have fun.

What he tore apart was not only a notebook, but also my dream when I was young.

The head teacher said: "It's right that the roots are produced. There must be people in this world who serve others and rank at the bottom of others."

And in the eyes of the head teacher, I have completely become the one who serves others and is at the bottom of others.

This incident is like a nightmare, reminding me all the time, I must work hard! I want to cheer up! I am no worse than others!

After that, for eleven years, I have been sticking to my original dream.

I always love words and dreams

...

In order to survive better in this world, to prove that I am not the person who gives people the lowest, I have been to a factory as an assembly line worker, and have also served plates in small restaurants. I have been greeted by others and felt the warmth from strangers.

I once walked back to the dormitory alone at three o'clock in the morning.

The road was very quiet. In order not to be afraid, I turned on the music on my phone to the maximum, and I didn’t even have the courage to turn back.

Thinking about it now, I don’t know how I survived it back then.

Perhaps, when people are at the end of their journey, they do not know how to fear.

...

later.

I've graduated.

The first city after graduation was Shanghai.

A prosperous city with a very fast pace of life.

It was this city that taught me life.

It taught me to grow.

...

Later.

Because of my work, I transferred from Shanghai to Suzhou.

Suzhou is a very mild city.

The four seasons are distinct, with birds singing and flowers blooming. In this city, I feel the feeling of love and comfort.

Days begin to get on track.

I can live well in this city with my own hands. Occasionally, I can go out for a walk with my sisters, see the outside world, and feel the customs and customs there.

...

So, the little fairies in front of the screen.

If you have a dream, don’t give up!

Isn't there a saying?

"As long as you don't fall down yourself, others can press you to the ground, but they can't stop you from standing up with dust and scars on your face!"

In the days ahead, let us work hard together and run towards the direction of our dreams!

As long as you are willing to turn back, Deyin will be here, and you will advance and retreat together.

...

The previous topic may be too heavy, so let’s talk about some relaxed topics next.
To be continued...