【Change yourself for love】

Women can have a month. The period is the initiator for good news to break out at the same time, but men are not so lucky, or they do not see it in the case that women think is good news.

After rolling through the bed sheets with An Xing, Qiao Xu was not as happy as he thought.

Today he was in a hurry to have an appointment with Yoon Eun Hye for dinner, told her what happened on the night of her wedding in Hawaii, and said in a particularly crazy way: "Oh my God, why did I sleep with him? You said, are my eyes blind?"

"Please don't wear colored contact lenses to see the world. I think An Xing is pretty good, but... whoever attacks you two will suffer?" Yoon Eun Hye asked curiously - as a boring woman who is about to marry a rich man, only gay's gossip can add a little color to her life.

"Don't mention this, I don't want to admit that I've slept with him. If this is spread to the circle, how can I meet people in the future?"

"You guys have a boyfriend, really only look at their appearance?" Although this is a fact that everyone understands, Yoon Eun Hye still asked Qiao Xu again.

"People are used to using flowers to symbolize beauty. People who are beautiful but have no talent are called vases. Men with a little beauty and cynicality are called playboys. There is a saying called icing on the cake. A390 shows the face of the famous socialite in front of us." Qiao Xu said, "There is a saying that 'It is easy to add icing on the cake, but it is difficult to provide timely help.' In other words, this is a bad elite community phenomenon. Just like a group of master players of "Glory of Kings" brings everyone to share their game experience. Various high-end operations are easy to say. The community atmosphere he formed makes everyone feel as if this has become the social average. Beautiful appearance is the average in our circle, just like having a car and a house is the average in your circle. The two are the same. I don't believe that Yin Eun-hye will marry a man with clean arms!"

Yoon Eun Hye was not convinced of his statement. She thought An Xing was a very good person.

Yin Enhui used her knowledge system to explain to Qiao Xu: "Qiao Xu, listen to my advice. There are really not many things that can affect appearance. In Ziwei Doushu, it is opposite to the Illness Palace, which indicates health. After all, a person with congenital health is more likely to have correct facial features. It has three parties and four positives that influence each other with the Children's Palace (that is, the Sexual Love Palace) and the Friendship Palace. Therefore, appearance affects your success rate and the first impression of your friends, rather than a persistent love oath. As you grow older, the weight that looks can dominate your destiny is gradually decreasing. Almost when you meet someone who is intimate, you will be together. Don't be like an ignorant child all day long, and it is a superficial phenomenon."

"But An Xing is in his thirties and has more experience than me. Will he really devote himself to my feelings?" Qiao Xu asked.

"Actually, it's great to be in your thirties. For men, this is an age where they wake up every day.

The love spoken from his mouth will be much thicker than that of twenty years old. In the past, it could only cover you as a blanket to block the wind, but now it can wrap your whole body to keep the cold.

The smile on his face would be much warmer than he was at twenty years old. It used to be like a cup of tea, but now it has a little bit of a stove.

Fortunately, this gift given to us by age has nothing to do with appearance, but is connected with our character, and we finally call it - temperament.

Haven't you noticed that An Xing is more elegant than the Yingying Yanyan who usually surrounds you?"

Qiao Xu nodded slightly and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I didn't expect that Qiao Xu, a famous internet celebrity, was still unable to find an enviable boyfriend in the end. It's really a creature to mess with people..."

"What's the use of handsomeness? Liang Yu disappeared for no reason. What's the use of charm? Xiao Yong will get married on the 15th of this month. Actually, I think Li's development is also good now, just let it go!"

Yoon Eun-hye just advised Qiao Xu, but in fact she was not so easy to settle down!

On the other hand, when Hawaii was at the end of the HM marriage plan company, An Xing told Hawaii about him and Qiao Xu. An Xing's face was full of joy, and he was worried about gains and losses. He said: "To be fair, I am indeed not good-looking, but I am not so ugly. I just have an ordinary face. Everyone around me evaluates my appearance this way, and some people even praise me for being good-looking in dimples! But I know that I don't have any market in this circle!"

Hawaii comforted: "I think you are pretty good... How can you be so unconfident? And you did a very good job in my wedding. You are meticulous and good at discovering beauty. You have love in your heart. It is his luck who is with you."

"Yes, I am good at discovering beauty, but I am not." An Xing took a sip of ice tea and continued, "You straight girls think I am good, but I understand that the gay men don't think so, tell you my experience... In the past 10 years, I have to use social apps on average several times a month. From college students to working class, from 18 to 30, I have seen many, many, but no one has ever considered meeting me for the second time. They have deleted my contact information after meeting. A considerable number of them left a sentence "inappropriate" in less than 5 minutes after meeting. No one has ever asked me "what do you usually do, "what you have any interests and hobbies," and never asked me "how much income". The most extreme one turned around and left before I spoke.

These things hit me a lot, and I was suffering from severe depression. I almost couldn't survive several times, but I told myself again and again, "Maybe the next person will be willing to calm down and understand me." I just struggled to this day. Now I am in my 30s and still alone.

The wedding scene I made was full of love, because I longed for it, not because I had really experienced it, it was just a dream for me. It was not until I met Qiao Xu that I felt that God was fair, but I was also afraid, because he was drunk that night, and when I got up the next day, I was going to kiss him. He hid, got up and put on his clothes and left, but now, I couldn't even send a message to him, because I didn't have his contact information at all."

"This is easy to say. Now I will push his WeChat business card to you." Hawaii said that, and then pushed Qiao Xu's WeChat to An Xing. "Don't worry, Qiao Xu is our friend, you have the chance to meet again..."

"But, in this way, he looked down on me... I used to think that no matter how hard I tried, I would not be able to find love, so I gave up on myself and ate myself like this, trying to make money, thinking that if I have money, I could eat all the young meat all over the world, but that was not me, I longed for love more." An Xing thought for a while, and just wanted to pick up the iced tea to drink it, and put it down and said, "I can't drink anything with high sugar content anymore. I want to lose weight! I will go to apply for a fitness card tomorrow."

"An Xing, I am a senior hr. I have seen anyone. There are probably more famous gay men in Chinese society than 50 million. Some are active in public toilets and parks, and some are wandering in the bath room.

There are employees who are dormant in the company, and there are also fathers and husbands who are tolerant in the family.

I really want to tell you that you can make appointments with those guys on small software are really the tip of the iceberg of this world.

But you just think this is the whole world. Everyone is not as handsome as you think, and their appearance cannot push this group forward.

Don’t be inferior. If you really like Qiao Xu, find a way to transform him with your personal charm and true emotions.

Don’t look at his nostrils as arrogant as he is facing the sky on weekdays. In fact, he is very vitiligo and easily moved.

But he is like you, he was deceived by the appearance, but he just went to this dead corner, and his love will not go far."

An Xing said: "But, your Li Ming is very handsome... Otherwise, how could you fall in love with someone?"

"An Xing, these are fates," Hawaii said to An Xing seriously, "I don't think every man I like is so handsome and miserable.

I don’t think that every time I break up, it’s because they are not handsome enough. In those memories that have passed away, I miss the days when a guy and I passed notes to each other in class, and I miss the guy and I say good night to each other every night for a year...

An Xing...

Each of us has our own food. I loved my male god until I died when I was in college. Then I posted a photo in the QQ space and was sprayed with blood by my roommates for not once or twice.

As the saying goes, it doesn’t matter if you are ugly, what if he is blind.”

"Yes, then I will try to make myself better! Chase me until Qiao Xu!"

Seeing An Xing full of positive energy, Hawaii smiled, Hawaii continued: "I'm very curious, who is 1 and who is 0..."

"Of course I'm 1." An Xing showed a mysterious smile.

"Ah?" Hawaii was a little disbelief, "But I feel Qiao Xu is very manly!"

"Don't you understand? Mother 1 is the real 1, Mother 1 is the battle 1 in the fierce 1!" An Xing smiled proudly.
Chapter completed!