Chapter 1098: Leaping
Feng Shu was silent.
Since even Feng Yun thinks so, Feng Shengzhe is probably really awkward. In other words, her son is really not very mature now, at least, he is far inferior to his uncle.
"If you are here, even if he has a quarrel with me, he will still give me some face, right?"
Feng Yun was amused and crying, "Sister, if he kept hiding from you, even if he followed Feng's house, you wouldn't be able to develop feelings. He is particularly good at ignoring people. You can tell from his experience of getting along with Xiao Fan. Anyone who is so proactive can be disheartened by him. Sister, if you are not far or near, he will always keep a distance and take the first step without taking the initiative."
"You don't understand this, right? Some people are like this. The more you take the initiative, the more they retreat, the more they ignore him, the more they take the initiative to come to you. Even if he is my son, there is no reason to ask me, a mother, to accommodate him. He is already an adult, and he must learn how to interact with adults.
I am not Tu Fan, I will have such high tolerance and coordination with him."
Feng Yun was very suspicious whether Feng Shu could really not pay too much attention to Feng Shengzhe.
"Sister, you are a damn person. It's impossible not to care, right?"
"Who said that when a mother, you must care infinitely about your children? Many mothers are also children, living with self-centered life."
"But you are not that kind of childlike mother." "That's because you don't understand the difference between being a mother and being a sister. As an older sister, even if she is still a child, she is still the eldest sister. As a mother, even if she is already an adult, there will always be a little girl in her heart."
Her words stunned Feng Yun.
When Feng Shu saw his stunned look, he knew that he had subconsciously believed her words and couldn't help laughing.
"Sister, you're too much."
Feng Yun also laughed, "If you have a child in your heart, what should we do with you?"
Feng Shu blinked playfully, "Occasionally, I think of me as a child."
"Is it necessary to feed and help you dress and play with you?"
He also became naughty.
"You don't need to worry about your help when you take care of your own small things, but occasionally, you can really listen to me as seriously as a child and listen to me say something strange. Seeing me doing strange things can be both patient and tolerant. It would be even better if you are willing to take me everywhere.
But now I guess I won’t have time to play around for a long time, so in the end I will leave this wish until I retreat from the position of Chief of the Feng family and have plenty of free time to talk about it.”
Feng Yun was also very happy and immediately promised, "If you have the chance, we will go on a trip together in the future."
Feng Shu felt very comforted.
You know, not only was his parents dying during the journey, but even when she took their two children out for a trip, she met interstellar pirates one after another, and they almost died. But now he is not afraid of traveling, but still yearns for him, which shows that he has really overcome the pain.
"What's wrong, sister? Don't you want to go?"
Feng Yun also thought of the past, but he was worried about her.
"I think. I like to walk around and see people in my life. When I was a child, I was so suffocated at home, so when I could walk freely, I never stopped. If I hadn't died suddenly, I would still fly around like a footless bird in the second half of my life. My master and my senior brother are the same, and I keep walking on the road."
"The teacher I've mentioned before is actually your former master?"
"Well. Because it's hard to explain, only a few people know."
Feng Yun keenly grasped the key words, "How many people? Who are they?"
"Your brother-in-law, you, my brother-in-law, and his brother probably knows a little.
There are also a few people from the Feng family. I have not mentioned it in detail, but they vaguely guessed that my origin is not simple.
In the Feng family, the name "Feng Shu" was passed down from ancestors, and it is said to be the ninth girl. However, for so many generations, either there are not enough children, or the ninth one happens to be a son or not a daughter. It was not until this generation that there were ten girls.
This name itself belongs to the Qijie's sister, but by chance, her sister was regarded as me and stayed in the Federation. As for me, I was regarded as her and took to the Feng family in the inner region.
Then, because we all lost our memory, I used to be ranked ninth and was always called Xiaojiu or Miss Jiu. Although I realized something was wrong, I also said that there was no problem where it appeared. So I later accepted this name that was an exception to their family and officially entered the Feng family's genealogy.
In addition, there are several ways for the Feng family to choose heirs. The most special way is that it is somewhat mysterious, but the mysterious way is superior to other ways.
After I appeared, the mysterious way was soon fulfilled in my body. So I had almost decided to be the official heir of Sister Qi, but in the end I unexpectedly changed it to me.
Sister Qi and another sister received a complete heir training process, but in the end they were unable to bear the responsibility of the family. As for me, I always said I was missing and disappeared. The elders of the Feng family are probably having a headache now. How to train me to bear the burden of the family?
Because the name was passed down from ancestors, and I was different from ordinary people, the elders had some guesses. But when you go there in the future, you don’t need to pay attention to anything that anyone asks you about me, especially what I took the initiative to tell you. You just need to selectively talk about some scenes of our life in the federal."
Feng Yun nodded, "I still know the right way to do this. Even if you don't tell me these things, and if others ask me about you, I won't tell you everything. People are still close and distant, and you will always be my closest person."
Feng Shu said in a narrow-minded manner, "I think the sage is your closest person."
"So too."
"The most font is not used like this."
"Sister, don't scrutinize the words."
Feng Shu laughed loudly.
"You're bullying me."
"Well, I said it all, my brother is used to bully."
"Brother-in-law is so pitiful."
Feng Yun said and laughed.
"He doesn't have to be so pitiful, but he just likes to find abusive."
Feng Shu has completely given up on the idea of getting rid of this marriage.
"Sister, you really look different now than before." Feng Yun was very happy to see her change. "You used to always look like you were not close to your brother-in-law, and you were all in your body with a rejection. Now you seem to be used to your brother-in-law's approach, and you seem to be very used to whatever he does."
"That's because you didn't know that your brother-in-law used to treat me like this. He hated me very much at the beginning."
"When did my brother-in-law hate you? I see that he has had a good impression of you from the beginning and his first impression is particularly good."
Well, Feng Shu really didn't expect Feng Yun to speak for Junlin.
"Hey, are you my brother or his brother?"
"I am your brother and his brother."
Feng Yun is not stupid, how could he be like this?
"It's a pity that if he hadn't wanted to kill me at the beginning, I wouldn't have attacked him.
Everything is like this, and it can't be slapped. What you see is only appearance, and more are buried underneath. If he hadn't hated me so much, I wouldn't have had such a bad first impression of him.
It was because I had a bad first impression, so when I got along, I always felt that I was not happy with him anywhere. He was very impatient with me at the beginning and always wanted to throw a real knife to me. If you could tell the eyes of adults at that time, you wouldn’t have misunderstood that he had been kind to us from the beginning."
Feng Shu remembered the time he had just met, and couldn't help but touch the bridge of his nose.
Looking back now, it really seems like a different life.
When did Junlin change his attitude towards her? She really couldn't guess the specific time point, but it was obvious that before she left Jun's house, he knew that his thoughts about her had changed. However, he was also very shaken at that time, maybe he was hesitant, maybe confused, maybe afraid. No matter what the reason was, he was indeed struggling and unwilling to face her.
And she became even colder at that time. She had no good opinions from beginning to end. Even though she understood that he would try hard to learn how to be a good father, she never treated him as a partner. No, she didn't even intend to regard him as a serious spouse. Compared to him, she actually did not do well.
But she would not feel guilty about him because of this. Feelings and other things must be fulfilled by each other.
Just like she used to like donkeys to roll, even if the two of them got together because of their mutual understanding, they would eventually turn against each other for no reason. She had no basic feelings for Jun Lin and had no high trust, so naturally she would not think about considering his position and mood.
"My brother-in-law is not that way. Although I don't get along much with my brother-in-law, I get along a lot with my third uncle. My third uncle always said that my brother-in-law is the softest child among my brothers. He said that not only he thinks so, but even grandparents and the other two uncles also view it this way. Is there any mistake in the family's judgment?
They all watched him grow up. Especially the third uncle, who is twins with his brother-in-law and does almost everything they do during his growth. How could he not understand his brother-in-law's nature?
Maybe I was hit at the beginning and didn’t expect that a child would be born, so I couldn’t control my strange mood when I saw a real person.
Uncle San said that during that time it happened to be when my brother-in-law had a conflict with his family. Although I and Ah Sheng and I were not clear about the specific conflict, Uncle San said that my brother-in-law had been wandering around for those years and did not contact anyone at all, which shows that the conflict was quite big.
However, even though he had cut off contact for many years, after knowing that you had given birth to Ah Sheng, he still rushed back to Tianji Star immediately. Doesn’t this just mean that my brother-in-law is soft-hearted?
If he is a cruel man, he can ignore the news and pretend that he has never heard of it. He will still live his own free life outside, without any worries until he dies of old age. If he is more cruel, he can even send someone or himself to kill us and erase all our traces.
The third uncle said that his brother-in-law had a very powerful skill, and it was not difficult for him to erase the traces of life of a few ordinary people. But his brother-in-law did not do this. On the contrary, he returned home at a speed and soon officially registered and married you, sister. After you disappeared, he had no complaints, just worried that you had encountered an accident, so he looked for you everywhere hysterically.
I guess my brother-in-law already liked you very much at that time. People with eyes can see how much he cares about your safety. If you also see him looking for you crazy, you will definitely love him."
It would be great if love was that simple.
Feng Shu sighed.
"If others give everything to you, it does not mean that you are willing to accept his efforts, nor does it mean that you can really accept his feelings with peace of mind, nor does it mean that you will naturally like him.
In love, it does require two people to be in love and intentional to experience sweetness. But on the other hand, if one party has feelings and the other party has no intention, and if it is too persistent, even if not both parties are in pain, the one who pays will definitely be hurt.
I just told you that I died under the sword of a lover. I have been in love with him for many years, and I have reached the point where I vowed to get married, have children and live together forever. But in the end, he attacked me without warning. I never dreamed that love would become my grave. Until today, I have no way to find an excuse to make a perfect past to explain his behavior.
So you see, even if you clearly love each other, you may not necessarily have a good result. What's more, it's other situations."
Feng Yun was silent for a while.
"Okay, sister, I'm relieved. My previous life has passed a long time ago, and I haven't lived to be very old. Strictly speaking, my life here has truly taken root, sprouted, and blossomed and bear fruit.
Your brother-in-law also knows what I did in the past, and he also knows that he can't | force me to be too tight, let alone let him fall into paranoia. Otherwise, we are still in harmony and will disappear. Now we are both very calm and enjoy this state of trust and relying on each other. You don't have to worry too much."
Feng Shu rubbed his hair.
Feng Yun nodded, "Sister, then don't think about going back.
It is indeed your home, but it is also your home. If you suddenly think about the past, then tell yourself that it was the place you came from, but now it is your final destination. When you think of your former relatives and friends, think about us as soon as possible, think about your brother-in-law, Ah Sheng, think about me, and in this way, you won’t be uncomfortable all the time.”
"I know. I haven't felt bad about what happened in the past for several years. Even if I think about it, I miss it more and thank them."
Why is Feng Shu not clear?
She had already crossed the pain. She had really crossed the hurdle. She had completely left the abyss in the distant past.
Chapter completed!