Chapter 1095 gentle
She used to be the youngest girl in her family. Later, she left the Feng family and was Huishan's youngest apprentice. In fact, when she looked back, she had always been very favored.
Even though the family's training method was very cruel, almost making her an autistic person, after all, she still did not lack her food, clothing and supplies, and even taught her martial arts foundation. It was a treatment that other sisters did not have. Strictly speaking, this treatment was also given to her by the Feng family at the risk of being in the world.
The master and his brother were better at her and really took care of her meticulously. In those years, she lived exactly the same as the girls in the palm of her parents who were afraid of melting their parents, and she had never suffered any grievances.
But she had no experience in taking care of younger children. Feng Yun still suffered a lot of grievances when he met a sister like her.
"I thought about it all over the years and thought about it over and over again, and then came to a conclusion that no matter whether you are the original sister or not, you are my sister, and I will always be grateful for you to come to me.
If it weren't for you, I would probably not be in this world. But without if, sister, you have always been by my side. Even if you disappeared, I know you will definitely come back and you will never abandon me. Just like my parents, unless it is force majeure, you will never abandon me."
It is precisely because of this regained sense of security that he was able to be reborn and no longer panic all day long because of the death of his relatives.
Feng Yun stood up and bowed to her.
Feng Shu laughed and scolded, "You boy, you have started thinking about this question many years ago? I have been keeping it in my heart and not saying it?"
"Sister, you are not here, who will I tell you to go?"
"You can ask your brother-in-law directly about anything about me."
Feng Yun shrugged, "When my brother-in-law was still here, I didn't expect this problem. I went to college later. Because I always recalled the scenes of getting along with each other before, a strange sound slowly appeared in my heart.
When I graduated from college, my grandfather took me and Ah Sheng back to Sadaxing to worship. I also went to meet some of my former classmates. When I knew I was back, several of your classmates also came to see me. We talked about a lot of past events together, and my ideas were confirmed. So I have been thinking about whether there is really such a possibility over the years. I didn’t expect that sister, you would answer me directly.”
"I just want to tell you the truth on the day I decided to survive.
At that time, I didn't have much feelings for you, and my position was based on myself, so I'm afraid you wouldn't understand what you were saying to you, let alone accepting my appearance. This means that you may have emotional collapse and aggressive behavior after you know the truth. I don't want to be trapped at home every day to face you who are out of control.
The pregnant body also made me know that I would become weaker and weaker until I gave birth to a baby. Since I decided to live, I wanted to reduce the trouble, maintain the lowest survival benchmark first, give birth to the child, and then consider other things.
I thought about what to do with you. The initial idea was to earn money to support you in school, and when you can work and support yourself, you can live separately from you."
Feng Yun was very quiet and did not interrupt her.
"You are a very delicate child. I don't know if it's because of this in nature, or because there is a sudden change in your family, so you are frightened and anxious, so you are always nervous and facing the outside world.
As for me, at the beginning, I didn’t have any sense of belonging to this time and space. I always rejected life here. I really disliked myself from being unable to commit suicide. I really disliked the existence of you and your children. I really disliked the peeping and inquiry from the outside world, not to mention the covetousness of the so-called uncle.
That period was a day of a state of collapse caused by pain. If you hadn't been by my side, I wouldn't be able to hold on anyway. So after getting along for a long time, I really liked your temperament, and I knew not only you needed to rely on me, but I also depended on you very much.
After understanding that I have developed a relationship with you for life, to be honest, I feel much more at ease. It’s like as an unexpected guest, I finally took root in this time and space because of you.
After the birth of the Saint Sect, the fragments of life with you two little ones made the storm in my heart truly disappear. Although it was not healed, it was still a waste of grass, but at least I had the idea of living and wanted to live well."
Feng Yun was very grateful that she could think so that her eyes were red.
"Sister, when will we go home and have a look?"
"Well. Sister Qi said too, I want to go to Sadaxing to have a look."
"We'll go and worship our parents."
Feng Shu suddenly remembered, "The Feng family members should have gone there to sort it out, and the tomb must be an empty tomb."
"tidy?"
Feng Yun suddenly realized, "Is it because of your current identity as the young patriarch, so you have to be careful?"
Feng Shu nodded, "Yes, it's very troublesome. We must be careful at any time to avoid having to deal with bad things whenever there is a bad thing. Not only should I keep my own traces as confidential as possible, but the closer I am to me, the traces should also be blurred so as not to be used by those who are interested.
This is also the reason why I hope that your nephew and uncle will leave with us. The Feng family cannot send special people to protect you, and the two sides are too far apart. If something happens, the far water will not save the near fire."
"Sister, even if we all follow us there, won't we become targets for those who are interested? We really have to attack us. No matter where we are, whether we have someone to protect us or not, we will also be attacked."
Feng Yun felt that instead of worrying about them, Feng Shu was more important to protect her own safety. After all, she was sitting in that position now, and she was a human-shaped target.
"It will be much easier for the Feng family to protect you on the territory of the Feng family. If you are here, it will be too late to do something. And more importantly, in addition to hoping that you can go there to recognize your elders as soon as possible, you also hope that you can learn more and open your eyes."
It’s not that Feng Shu underestimated the outer domain, but from her limited cognition, the inner domain is indeed obviously better than the outer domain in many aspects.
Although it is unlikely that the inner domain will really crush the outer domain at the overall or average level, at the individual level, there are many people in the inner domain that can crush the talents in the outer domain, which shows that the gap in individual development is very large. If the outer domain is large in size, so it can barely tie with the inner domain, then the inner domain will have more outstanding individual abilities, small in quantity and excellent quality.
"Sister, at my current level, I need to study hard for a hundred years at Jijia to barely reach a good level. If I go there, it may be even more difficult. I am a bit talented, and compared with Jijia people, it is really hard to keep up with their progress."
Feng Shu was very funny.
"Every family will have their own way of training, and the more top-notch the stronger ones will be, the more unconventional they will be.
If you have difficulty learning at Zhijia, you may not be able to feel the same when you go to the Feng family there. Sometimes, it requires fate. Brother Mo is kind to you, which does not mean that you are suitable for Zhijia's style. Don't forget that your surname is Feng, and the blood of the Feng family flows in your body. If you don't try it, how do you know that the Feng family cannot teach you in a more suitable way?
You will also say that since Jiqing left, Ji's family seemed deserted, so you started to learn from Brother Mo. Ji's family was very happy, and everyone treated you as a serious young master of Ji's family.
What does this mean?
First, they really like you, and second, they really miss you and celebrate. Good intentions really may not be able to achieve good things. Many times, subtle differences will lead to the opposite results.
You are at home, no matter what, you can never replace Jiqing. But even though you don’t want to replace Jiqing, they may not be willing to let you replace your children who have seen you since childhood. But in actual life, there is indeed some empathy. At some moments, you replace Jiqing and make up for the gap in his absence.
This is indeed their performance that they like you very much, but for you, it is not necessarily a good thing."
Feng Yun was stunned without considering this.
Feng Shu took the railway while it was hot, "You are in the Feng family, and your seniority is relatively high. Therefore, the elders actually hope to see you as soon as possible. Because of me, they all know your existence now. The reason why they did not bring people back to the Feng family directly like Jiqing was because they considered the position of the Jun family.
After all, Shengzhe was the first great-grandson of his grandfather, and he was indeed not old but not young. If he didn't look at monks and Buddha's faces, as an elder, it was impossible for the Feng family to ignore his grandfather's mood.
Zhiqing is different. Zhiqing now has no direct elders on the family now. Brother Mo is not old, not to mention that his lover is a girl from the Feng family. Without the test of the family, he can hold the beauty back, which completely angered the elders of the Feng family.
Of course, the most fundamental thing is that Zhiqing's body is naturally poor. Although Zhijia has always taken care of him meticulously, he cannot cure the weak constitution brought by his mother's womb. He can also get better medical treatment there in time.
And you are different from them. Regardless of whether Shengzhe and Jiqing want to go back to Feng's house or not, you will go back with me. I also hope you can follow me.
I have been looking forward to having a younger brother since I was a child. Many things happened in the middle, so I didn’t have a younger brother until I died. I was always the youngest child of the Feng family. I had the greatest expectations, but in the end I did nothing and died tragically in a place where no one knew.
Because the pain brought to me by my brother's false existence is too far-reaching, although I look forward to his arrival, I hate the word "brother" because he never comes. This is why when I first met you and knew that you were my brother, I hated you for no reason.
Actually, I don’t really hate you, I just hate the word “brother” and I hate myself who suffered half a lifetime because I don’t have a younger brother.”
Feng Shu smiled at him, his expression was ethereal and his eyes were deep.
Feng Yun will never know how grateful she is to God, letting her be his sister, not anyone's sister.
From beginning to end, she felt that Junlin was very troublesome and very troublesome, and she didn't want to get close to him. Even if she knew that he really liked her, she wanted to stay away from him. She always felt that his love made her feel bound. The more Junlin loved her, the more she felt shackled and the more suffocated she felt.
But Feng Yun's closeness to her was different. Feng Yun was a gentle child by nature. Feng Shengzhe also instinctively liked her mother, but at that time, Feng Shengzhe was innocent and willful, and more like a childish heart that had no reason to love. Feng Yun slowly established feelings in every bit of life with her.
Without calculating, ignorant, timid, and resentful, he gave all his tenderness to his family to her new arrival sister.
"sister."
Feng Yun felt soft-hearted.
"I'll go with you. But I'll agree first that as long as I can come back, I will come back here as soon as possible.
I may not be able to play much role there. But if danger comes, I can do more or less something here. That is, the Major General has asked me to do some of the most basic designs, some have been put into commercial use, and some have also entered the basic platform of the military.
I think if I take one step at a time, sooner or later I will be able to reach his current level one day. No matter how high I am, I dare not imagine. As long as I can reach his current level, I will feel very good. Dad will be proud of me."
He is really down-to-earth, not even greedy.
Feng Shu felt that he and her were indeed very destined to be together. When she was young, she believed in the achievements made by blood and sweat, rather than talking big and looking forward to the future.
"Actually have you ever thought that Brother Mo is not convenient to go to Feng's house now. If he has the chance, he will go there no matter what. The longer he can stay, the longer he will stay in order to learn more knowledge.
Although not all aspects are stronger than this side, the overall level on the other end is indeed forward. Anyone who wants to go further and anyone with ambition will be curious about higher-level knowledge.
Does he not want to go? No. Does he have no chance to go? No. He just has no way to go for the time being. He is the head of the family, and he is also a major general of the federal government, and he bears the heavy responsibility of the military headquarters. Moreover, some strange phenomena have been discovered now, and he cannot leave the Federation at all.
You are different. You can leave at any time.
Our most urgent task now is to improve our strength as much as possible."
Whether in the outer realm or the inner realm, he is not the time to do his best to take responsibility. Before the racial war came, if the human camp needed their young trees to shelter from the wind and rain, then the towering trees would probably all die.
Not to mention Feng Yun, even Feng Shu doesn’t need to step forward at the moment. Even if you step forward, it probably won’t have much effect.
Chapter completed!