Chapter 1034 Night talk
Feng Shu was so rare that he didn't say anything, Jun Lin laughed again.
"How is it? Do you think what I said makes sense? Master will definitely not let you ignore your safety."
"Yes, you make sense, very reasonable. Those who don't know think you are my master's soundtrack."
"Are you very responsible as a melody?"
"Oh, I'm very responsible. It looks like you've seen my master's smiling face."
After the king's reign, he realized the teasing in her words.
"I won't use this trick too often. Don't worry, I will never put too much pressure on you."
"When I was with my master, I was at the least stress-free. No matter what I said and did, I was not afraid of making him angry. Even if he was angry, he would not use me as an angry bag, and would not ignore me."
"Your parents used to treat you as air?"
"Absolutely. My parents have indeed suffered a lot. Not only do I bear it, but they also bear a lot of pressure for me."
"That can't treat you as air, either."
"So we all lack the fate of our parents. But to be honest, I think I am still lucky, and my father has never been a bastard."
"My mother won't treat her children as enemies."
Feng Shu smiled bitterly.
That's what I said.
Seeing this, Junlin regretted it and shouldn't say it casually, "So we should be a good pair of parents and don't let our children grow up like us."
"But what we did not do very well. I hope that Shengzhe would leave with us, but I was afraid of worrying about grandpa. If he stayed, it would mean a long separation from us. Sometimes if he missed it, it would be missed. It would take a long time to become close again, and it might not be successful."
"Jiu Niang."
"Um?"
Feng Shu was very surprised. His sudden call to her like this made her feel the illusion of returning to her original time and space.
"Let's get along well in the future. When you and I were young, we lived too uneasy, so we always cared about other people's opinions and emotions. In fact, there is no need to care too much about how others view us and live well. Just be yourself. Most people are just passers-by in our lives, and a few people can get along well."
"I was not doing well when I was a child, but it doesn't mean you were not doing well when I was a child, right? You still have eight years to be truly carefree. Even if you are uneasy, it is not the uneasiness you have developed in childhood. You are at the age of beginning to be sensible."
"How come you become sensible at the age of eight?"
"We could get married at the age of fifteen."
"Can you get married at the age of fifteen?"
Junlin said he was hit.
"Well, at that time, the average life span of humans was relatively short. It is very rare for people who could live to a hundred years old. Even if they were sixty or seventy, it was normal to die at fifty. Under normal circumstances, marriages were basically concentrated between fifteen and twenty-five years old, especially for girls. If they could not get married at the age of twenty-five, the possibility of getting married would be cut off.
But there are a few exceptions, such as military officials and medical families. Children, whether they are married, they are relatively late, and they will basically consider marriage after they are eighteen years old. Especially for girls, they are not easy to have children, and the elders in the family will always cherish them more."
"Do you missed the golden age group for getting married because you were always outside, so you didn't get married in the end?"
Feng Shu was stunned for a moment, and thought for a long time before saying, "The children of the world are not careful about the details, fight and kill every day. When facing a life-and-death juncture, they often don't care too much about marriage."
"How long have you known each other? If your relationship is stable, you should hope to marry you as soon as possible. Although I don't know him, men are generally like this. If you are sure to fall in love with someone, you will hope to bring someone to your side, put your own exclusive mark, and declare sovereignty."
"Are you an animal-marked territory? We all said that we were children of the world at that time. If we had social relations, how could we need to declare sovereignty? Who would declare it to? It is enough to know heaven and earth, you know me, and I know it."
Junlin suspected that he had heard it wrong.
"You have never discussed marriage? Never once?"
"In those days, we were all implicit, and we were already quite out of the ordinary. Do you think the men and women in our place would have the opportunity to meet up and cultivate feelings before marriage? Most men and women were blindly married and married. The so-called marriage is the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker, and it has nothing to do with personal will.
Because he and I were exiled by our family and were both people who fell into the world, we did not need to pay attention to red tape and travel together openly. But if we get married, we also need to get the approval of our master. If the master does not nod, he and I will not be able to get together."
"Did the master nodded in agreement?"
"We were in harmony at that time and confessed to each other, so we confirmed that we would stay together for a lifetime.
But we have never had the chance to see the master after so many years. Either the master is not available, or he disappears, or he can't find me, or he is in danger, and he always heals his wounds. Anyway, it's really a coincidence when it's a coincidence, and when the opportunity is good, he just lets go."
Junlin was silent for three seconds.
"Even if there are all kinds of accidents, we will be together for so long, not a few months, but a few years, and we can always find an opportunity to get married. It only takes one morning to hold the ceremony. Even if the time spent at that time is more, how long can it grow? Does it take a whole year to get married? Even if it takes a whole year, he has enough time to arrange it."
"So, what do you want to say?"
Feng Shu pursed her lips.
"Either he doesn't really love you, or he just has someone and can't marry you."
"He saved me many times, and without him, I would have died a thousand,800 times. If it is not love to pay the price of life for a person, then I really don't know what love is."
"I can also pay the price of my life for my elder brother and others, but this kind of love is family affection, and I can also pay the price of my friends, but this kind of love is friendship, and even for strangers because of identifying with a certain person or a certain idea. Not all love comes from the kind of feelings between men and women.
How do you make sure that he doesn’t treat you as a sister, a friend, or because he pity your childhood experience, that he takes special care of you, tolerate you, and sympathizes with you?"
Junlin's doubts made Feng Shu laugh.
"I'm not so ignorant that I can't even tell whether he treats me as a lover or a brother or a friend."
"Then tell me, why do you just believe that he did not betray you? If you already have a wife whom you know from relatives and friends, of course he would not marry you again. If not, it would be even more impossible for you to follow him like this.
Haven’t you said before that the hiring person is a wife and a concubine? Living together without a name or separation is very dangerous and indecent for women at that time. If you love someone, you will naturally do your best to plan for her. How could you be willing to let her take such a risk that could have been avoided?"
“Strictly speaking, I didn’t live together with him. We just walked together.
Moreover, I also said that we were already people who walked around the world at that time. Unlike most ordinary people, we had greater freedom and did not need to abide by the red tape that ordinary people needed to abide by. When walking in the world, men and women rely on their brains, real skills, luck, rather than the strict etiquette of secular life."
"So marriage doesn't matter? Are you all your children in the world so casual? As long as you are together, it's the same as getting married?"
"I said we were just walking together, and we couldn't be considered living together at that time."
"Don't you spend time together?"
"It's time to spend together, but not the way you think you're going to spend together."
Feng Shu knew that he was jealous when he saw him frowning. He glared at him, "Although people who walk in the world are not particular about the details, serious men and women generally do not live together before getting married. Of course, it is not to say that men and women who live together without getting married are all unfair people, but they say that he and I are people who cannot break through etiquette.
Oh, it’s so ridiculous. Although we are in the world, our hearts are sometimes bound by the etiquette and law I have learned before.”
"I don't like you classify yourself and him as us."
Junlin suddenly protested.
"You mentioned it yourself, otherwise how could I tell you this here?"
"So strictly speaking, you are not really married to him?"
"No. In strict or broad sense, he and I are not husband and wife."
Feng Shu was stunned after saying that.
I have the illusion that I am talking about other people's things.
Is it an illusion?
She actually mentioned the past to Junlin in a plain manner. Although her mood fluctuated, she did not feel heartbroken.
"I just want to verify whether I was an underworld third and fourth person or something. You know, that's a very bad behavior. Although I'm certainly not as polite as the people used to be, some bottom lines still have to be kept. I'm not the kind of person who destroys the relationship between other couples."
"So if I had married you and I, you wouldn't have asked me to marry you?"
"One time and another time. Why did we get married back then? If the conditions remain unchanged, you wouldn't have confessed to me from the beginning, so we will eventually get married. It's better to be able to prove now that I have not destroyed other people's families. Do you want to be the third party in the relationship between me and whom?"
"Do you think I'm crazy? I can't be crazy if you're crazy."
Feng Shu suddenly felt a little irritated and gently pushed the person away.
Junlin sat upright.
"I don't care how much you have to me now. Feng Jiuniang, a promise is a promise. You have to make a promise. If you say you want to be with me, you have to be with me. In the future, I will treat you seriously as my wife, but I won't be as relaxed as before. You should give me what I deserve, otherwise it wouldn't be living together."
Feng Shu was a little confused.
"Did you jump too fast? Since I chose you, I naturally consider the issue of life. Are you still afraid that I will abandon you? I used to treat you like this, and you didn't run away, and I had to rush to find me. Now I surrender to you, why do you still look nervous when you are ready?
I should be worried that you will break the contract? If you run away, I will have a headache to get to know a stranger again. I think that Brother Chongshu has a headache, let alone Fengshan. He is an upgraded version of Brother Chongshu, and I am full of confusion. I am not a match at all."
"Just don't give him a chance. If he is really a person like Brother Chongshu, no matter what version it is, he will have his pride and will definitely not do anything without bottom line. If you make a clear idea, he will naturally understand your rejection and there will be no scenes you are unhappy to see."
"You have a high opinion of Brother Chongshu."
"He was recognized as a genius back then. He had high talent, but not the highest talent. Some people had similar talents to him, even surpassing him, but he had excellent character and the best comprehensive development level. Whether it was the Federal Empire or the Chaotic Star Domain, he knew that he was very likely to be the future coach.
After he was found dead, even some powerful families of the Empire and the Chaotic Star Domain officially commemorated in silence. Since then, no one among the young people has received such respect. You can imagine his influence at the beginning."
This is the first time Feng Shu has heard of this kind of thing.
"Why did everyone officially observe silence for him? He was still young when he disappeared? It was impossible to have an influence of this scale."
"Young people with great potential are highly anticipated. Everyone knows it. Such real talents need to be left to be the pillars of the battlefield in the future. Real strong people will not kill this type of young people. Small fights and small punishments and big warnings are also possible, but they must not take their lives.
He was taken seriously as the leader of the future human camp, so his death was considered a loss to all mankind."
"Didn't they say you are the recognized successor of Brother Chongshu? Could it be that grandpa and others also train you as a future coach? If we leave in the future and the Federation loses two geniuses at once, will our Feng family become the target of public criticism?"
Feng Shu had a vague premonition that the external and internal domains would most likely be connected in her lifetime, and it would be necessary to communicate at that time.
"He is, I am not. Grandpa knows that I have a problem, so he has always trained his elder brother to become the next patriarch. The elder sister-in-law is also a steady person and has a good overall view. The three of us brothers do not have any intention of fighting for power and profit, and we don't need to worry about internal struggles. Even if an accident occurs in the future, there will be second and third brothers on the other side."
"I don't really believe that grandpa has never considered you. It can be seen that he actually feels sorry for you the most."
"Because I feel I owe it to me. The same is true for my elder brother, I was the first to discover my problem. Then I have been a father for those years, hoping that I can come out earlier. Unfortunately, I am too stupid, so I never realized that he is also in the same pain."
When Junlin thought of Jun Hua’s experiences over the years, he couldn’t help but lower his eyes, his eyes full of gloom.
Chapter completed!