Chapter 6 Where will our tomorrow go

"Fang Qianyi, this is impossible. And this is really unfair to you."

"Fair? There is no unfairness. The only regret is that fate arranges your encounter first. But it's good, if there weren't those bastards and scumbags, how could you know what I am good?"

"Fang Qianyi, you are still young and cannot view your life correctly. Feelings are not a joke or a temporary rise. Stop making trouble. So far. If you want to start a new life, don't waste your time on me. We really will never be together, and I will never fall in love with you."

"Feng Yi! You are still the same as before, without any change. Do you think I will let go like this? It seems that you are more naive than me! Stop saying that I am younger, I will definitely not fall in love with you on a whim. It has been a year since we met you? Will you persist again and again on a whim and curiosity? If that bastard cherishes you well, I will not be a villain and come out to make trouble. But if he lets down your love for him first, then I can't blame me."

"Fang Qianyi, you don't understand the truth of many things, not what you said. He didn't let me down, he wanted to protect me."

"Oh, you have figured it out these days, right? Do you understand the crack? Many things, once they happen, can never be compensated and cannot go back to the past. And I can assure you: I will definitely take responsibility in the second half of your year. I am already twenty-four years old, don't think I don't understand anything. Now I know very well what I am doing."

"Do you still insist on saying that you are an adult? You are twelve years younger than me. There are many things. I don't want to make it clear. You have to know what it means to stop at the right time."

"Feng Yi! Why do you understand and be confused sometimes? If you give up, I would have given up long ago. Why do I have to insist on what I think is right? In love, age is not a gap. The most important thing is to see if the two people holding hands want to go together for the rest of their lives. So don't hesitate anymore, and don't hesitate anymore. Just let me accompany you for the second half of your life? I'm going to start my new life, that is, from now on, I will continue to accompany you."

Seeing that Zhang Fengyi didn't interrupt, Fang Qianyi continued to speak:

"I'll explain it again: I don't think being with you is a waste of time. All my time is yours. You should really think carefully. If you want to find someone to be yours in this life, then this person must be me! Please face up to the relationship between us. I can give everything others can give you. I can give you the same thing. Don't you forget him? Don't you still love him deeply? It's okay! This is a stunning fact before I fall in love with you. I just fall in love with you. We don't discuss such issues in the future. Think whatever you like, it's your business. I want to love you well. This is my business, and you have no right to interfere. Be well, rest assured and take care of your injuries. Then open your heart and feel my existence well. You will find that I am different from those who say you love you."

When Zhang Fengyi faced this little devil who talked to him, he suddenly became silent. He was helpless and didn't know where to start. This might be the reason why he failed many times in front of him!

When two people analyze problems, they are not on the same level, and they think about problems in different directions, and they also have their own opinions on their feelings. The young and handsome guys born in the 1990s have bold and enthusiastic pursuit of feelings, avant-garde thinking, and do not stick to the rules. The way they express love is simple, direct, not shy, and not artificial.

Fang Qianyi's innocent feelings for Zhang Fengyi are not contaminated with the world. He is the most primitive pure love of mankind, and he is full of fantasies and expectations for love. Zhang Fengyi's heart tortured by reality and is already full of holes. He no longer has the ability to love anymore, and he dares not love anymore. He really can't resist this innocent temptation. This time he really wants to escape.

He stared at Fang Qianyi, speaking in front of him very seriously. He chose to be temporarily silent, and at the same time, he was also fighting fiercely deep in his heart. He asked himself over and over again: Am I really falling in love with this little ghost? No, I always love Long Xing alone! Yes, it has always been him, and has never changed!

But why did I seem to lose resistance to this little kid? He is so much like myself. What I like is this feeling of pure love, the kind of yearning and persistence that is not mixed with any worldly things.

Suddenly I miss Longxing so much! Isn’t he treating me the same? Maybe there are too many misunderstandings between us. After thinking about it, Longxing is not wrong. He loves me, not unreasonable, unable to accept or understand. He is tolerant of the extreme patience!

Perhaps it was because I was too strong that the two of us could not communicate carefully, which created a rift, so that other people could take advantage of the opportunity, so that we could go further and further! But when the love between us was already beyond life and death, when it was in danger, I could still use my life to protect him without hesitation. I would rather sacrifice my own life than want him to have any mistakes or dangers.

Sometimes love is: lonely! quiet! Zhang Fengyi has figured out a lot of things recently and has also seen a lot of things. So what about Xu Xiaoyu and Wang Haitao? They are not wrong, and they are all insisting on what they think is right, just like Fang Qianyi! Who can really distinguish between things in the world: who is right and who is wrong, and who is right and who is wrong?

"Fengyi, you ignore me again? You are talking! I will prove to everyone: I am absolutely no worse than Long Xing. I will help you with what you want to do. I will not limit what you want to do like him."

Seeing that Zhang Fengyi stopped talking to him and fell into deep thought alone, Fang Qianyi suddenly felt very lonely. What he feared the most was that Zhang Fengyi didn't say a word to him, even if he shouted at him. Today he finally wanted to talk to him, but he chose to remain silent for a while, and Fang Qianyi also felt at a loss.

"Love has bothered you, but it has imprisoned me. You go out! Let me be quiet alone, and I don't want to eat dinner anymore. Don't let anyone disturb me."

"Fengyi, you can say whatever you are angry with me and any dissatisfaction with me, okay? What I fear most is that you ignore me. How can you not eat? Look at yourself, it is thinner now than before, don't torture your own body anymore, okay? What should I do to be happy? Tell me! Fengyi, I know I'm wrong, it's because I'm wrong, it's because I'm wrong, it's because I won't be angry again, please tell me something! Don't let me be anxious?"

Fang Qianyi was very anxious to coax Zhang Fengyi and please him. If this stubborn man was silent for several days, or he would not care about his body at any time, Fang Qianyi would definitely go crazy.

"I have already explained everything I should say to you. As for what you want to do, I have no right to interfere. My body is my own, so I won't bother you. I am not familiar with you, you are not my own, and I am not your own. Thank you very much for your care for me all the time. As for my tomorrow, I will be my own decision. Please don't disturb my rest anymore. Now, go out immediately."

Zhang Fengyi spoke very tough and his attitude was very firm. If he hadn't done this and let Fang Qianyi retreat, how could he face it? This person is not someone else, nor is he an outsider. He is Long Xing's younger brother! Isn't Long Xing's various accommodation with Fang Qianyi for a long time because of this blood-thickness than water!

Zhang Fengyi turned his head and looked out the window, no longer looking at Fang Qianyi, nor did he pay attention to him. Having hurt Fang Qianyi, he was also hurting himself...

Fang Qianyi didn't say anything anymore, he could only choose to leave Zhang Fengyi's room, and then gently closed the room door outside. His heart was very complicated, and many emotions mixed with entangled up to him...

Hearing the sound of closing the door, Zhang Fengyi slowly turned his head. He looked at the door of the closed room, two lines of hot tears followed him perfectly, his handsome cheeks flowed down, wetting his clothes. He let the tears flow freely, and ignored...

Many thoughts surged up, and the gate of memory was opened, one by one, one by one, all vividly in my mind. The claws of memory pulled him back to the time a year ago. He wanted to remember everything that happened in the year with a clear mind. He wanted to give his own tomorrow a perfect answer, where will we go tomorrow...
Chapter completed!