shameless(1/2)
My heart seemed to have opened a hole, and it was empty for a moment, and hot wind filled the gap.
My heartbeats so fast that Xie Wenxing even felt that he might be lacking in oxygen because of this.
Just one sentence.
But he was so happy that he didn't know how to react. Because he wanted to see this person, Xie Wenxing could force himself to leave the warm quilt in winter and get up to school. After evening study in the summer, he stood in the corridor of the senior high school for an additional hour... When he thought of Guan He, his whole world was bright.
It turns out that they are like that, he is so important to Guan He.
So happy, and a little bit of wanting to cry.
Guan He looked at his expression and was a little surprised at his reaction. After a while, the corners of his lips slightly raised.
"I had known that the effect was so good, I told you from the beginning."
"It's okay, you can say it anytime, I, I'm very happy, just say that..."
He spoke in a bumpy manner, and was a little confused, and Guan He laughed out loud.
"I'm not as smart as you, and I can't say such things," Xie Wenxing was embarrassed by his smile: "But... I am the same as you. No matter how you think, I think so."
"knew."
He smiled again: "I just said something I just confessed to me."
On the way back, I passed a large supermarket. Xie Wenxing said that he wanted to drink Coke. He asked Guan He to wait in the car for a while and then entered the supermarket by himself.
When he came back, in addition to Coke, he also carried a shopping bag. Guan He glanced at him: "Buy so many potato chips?"
The upper layer of the shopping bag is filled with potato chips of various flavors. Xie Wenxing responded: "I haven't eaten it for a long time."
Guan He doesn't care much about eating. Xie Wenxing is thin, and it's a good thing for him to eat. After thinking about it, Xie Wenxing hasn't eaten puffed food for a long time. Even though there are so many potato chips that are scary, Guan He didn't say anything.
Xie Wenxing was resting in the evening and couldn't start the live broadcast. He and Guan He found a movie to watch together. While sitting on the sofa, Xie Wenxing hesitated for a moment and sat very close to Guan He.
Almost knees close to knees, very close.
"My legs are uncomfortable," Guan He suddenly said, "It's a little sore and it hurts."
"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable all of a sudden? Or..."
"If you sit on it, I'll feel comfortable."
Xie Wenxing was stunned for a moment, and Guan He actually urged him: "Sit on my lap."
Their relationship was like this, and Xie Wenxing had no reason to twist. He leaned over with his teeth and really sat down, his mind was empty after he really sat down.
Seeing that he was motionless, Guan He shook his legs with a bad intention. Xie Wenxing didn't sit firmly and then conditioned reflexes to catch the surrounding objects.
He grabbed Guan He's arm.
"Sit down," Guan He let him hold him, and hugged him with his other hand: "I will hold you up if it falls, it's so troublesome."
Xie Wenxing clenched his hand tightly. When Guan He teased him like this, his heart beat extremely fast.
After sitting for a long time, Guan He said, "My legs are a little numb."
No wonder, even if Xie Wenxing loses weight, he will be 1.8 meters tall. Such a big person will be tired after holding him for a long time. Xie Wenxing felt relieved and just remembered that Guan He locked his shoulders and pressed them down. Xie Wenxing slid from Guan He's legs to the sofa.
The whole back was hugged, Guan He's arms crossed and pressed against his chest. He sat between the other party's legs, which was closer than before.
Guan He had a smile in his voice, "Do you want to run?"
Xie Wenxing whispered: "...no."
"It's all my house, where can you go?" He said this, Xie Wenxing couldn't help but think of Guan He's words last night. Today, the other party did what he said and brought him back. Guan He kissed his earlobe: "...I'll do it sooner or later."
Xie Wenxing took a deep breath: "Then do you want to do it now?"
He asked too directly, which made Guan He stunned. After a moment, Guan He smiled slightly: "Do you want to?"
Xie Wenxing even said the most shameful words. He simply nodded and responded to such questions.
Guan He's eyes became darker, and his gaze fell on Xie Wenxing's lips, like beasts looking at prey. Xie Wenxing thought they were about to happen to them on the sofa.
Guan He first staggered his eyes and said, "Tomorrow, there is nothing in my room."
Xie Wenxing blinked. He really didn't expect Guan He to do this as a gentleman. He obviously tried his best to take advantage of him just now.
As if he saw his surprise, Guan He was helpless, "I can't ask my parents for it, right? Why do I say, do you want it or do I want it?"
“…”
"Go to buy it tomorrow," Guan He gently patted his face: "Even if you beg me tomorrow, I won't listen to you."
*
Xie Wenxing went back to the room to take a shower. He slept with Guan He, but he still lived in the room he had lived last time. He hesitated for a moment while taking a shower, and when his face turned red, he gritted his teeth...
When he came out, he was wearing a bathrobe. Guan He asked, "Wash for so long?"
"Um……"
Xie Wenxing looked up, and his eyes always felt wet. Guan He's throat tightened and his tone also subsided: "I'll go take a shower first."
After Guan He finished washing, he saw Xie Wenxing huddled on the bed and played with his phone. He heard his footsteps and Xie Wenxing put the phone aside, looked at him without a moment, and even moved his lips slightly.
Guan He walked over and kissed him, very close. Guan He hesitated a little, reason told him that he should stop. He didn't want to hurt Xie Wenxing, but he let go of this situation again and again, even he couldn't stand it.
Xie Wenxing saw his hesitation, reached out to pull the bedside table open, and saw the things inside Guan He breathed lightly: "Did you buy it? When did you..."
"In the afternoon, I went to the supermarket and I put it under the potato chips." Xie Wenxing asked him: "Do you want to use it, or do it yourself?"
His words made Guan He's mind confused. Then a stream of blood surged onto his brain and his scalp became a little numb. His palm pressed on Xie Wenxing's face, rubbed it very slowly, and his eyes were locked on Xie Wenxing.
He suddenly realized what Xie Wenxing had done in the bathroom before, and his eyes swam past the bathrobe on Xie Wenxing.
Guan He took the right track and tried not to be too excited in his tone.
"Why are you... so well-behaved?"
*
Xie Wenxing woke up naturally until he slept, and no one asked him to get up. Seeing that it was already noon, when he thought that Guan He wanted to tell his elders that he would not go downstairs to have breakfast, Xie Wenxing closed his eyes a little embarrassedly.
When Guan He was not here, Xie Wenxing slowly got off the bed, and his body was still a little sore. His clothes and washing were slower than usual.
He went downstairs and Guan's mother asked with a smile:
"I'm getting better, are you feeling more comfortable?"
Xie Wenxing responded. He hesitated for a moment: "Auntie, Guan He told you..."
"He said you had a cold last night and was dizzy," said Guan's mother: "The season has changed recently. I think you are wearing very thin clothes. Do you want to add a piece of clothing? If you don't bring a coat, you can wear his."
Xie Wenxing breathed a sigh of relief. He hurriedly declined Guan’s mother’s kindness. After looking around, he didn’t see Guan He. Xie Wenxing asked, “Auntie, isn’t Guan He at home?”
"He was forced out by his father and said he was going to see a new project." Noting that Xie Wenxing was a little disappointed, Guan's mother paused and added a detail: "When he left, he looked reluctant. It was rare to see him like this. I was so surprised."
Xie Wenxing agreed in a low voice. He wanted to ask Guan’s mother if she knew how long Guan He would come back, but the phone she held in her hand was shocked.
It was Guan He's phone number.
Xie Wenxing pressed to answer the call. He noticed that the expression on his face gradually became softer and even a faint smile appeared. Guan’s mother knew who was calling.
She thought of Guan He asking him twice in the morning if he could not go, and she felt it was a little funny.
These two children can't tell who ate who died.
*
After nightfall, Guan He pushed open the door of the room and saw Guan Sha moving a chair next to Xie Wenxing.
Xie Wenxing is broadcasting live:
"Where you are outside, don't turn on the camera."
"It's okay for me, Riven, to put on the top lane. I haven't played it for a long time, so I'll try it."
"Why are you outside again? Well... on vacation."
Guan Sha is very close to Xie Wenxing, and her eyes are bright and admiring. Fortunately, Xie Wenxing did not turn on the camera, otherwise who would be ambiguous about this kind of scene.
Guan He didn't say anything, sat behind and played with his cell phone.
More than half an hour later, after Xie Wenxing said goodbye to the audience, Guan He pressed the phone to destroy it. He glanced at Guan Sha who was still and wanted Xie Wenxing to bring him a secret, smiling and said, "It's eleven o'clock, won't you go back to your room yet?"
"I don't have classes tomorrow, and I'll be on weekends tomorrow!" Guan Sha added: "And my sister-in-law promised to take me to play games, and I'll be able to get to the master in one go."
Xie Wenxing helped Guan Sha speak: "Before you come back... I promised her."
Guan Hecai doesn’t care whether he is a master or not. Now he just wants to pull Xie Wenxing into his arms and chew on it.
Yesterday, Xie Wenxing was crying by him, and now he still feels a little blood boiling when he thinks about it.
But Guan Sha said she didn't leave anything, and the little girl hugged the computer desk: "Brother! Let's fulfill your sister's dream of being a master! This may be her closest opportunity to the master this season. This season is too unfriendly for her, an AP player..."
Guan He couldn't bear it anymore and suddenly said:
"I want to play games with your sister-in-law, too."
Guan Sha looked at him suspiciously: "You are the only one? What can you play?"
"Eat chicken."
To be continued...