Chapter 177 Junko's state of mind (2)
She began to think, maybe, Kurohazawa is also a man...
I compromised myself and built a family with him, and it is still acceptable...?
The premise is that he must apologize sincerely to himself and tell her the reason for doing so back then.
Kuroyu Junko also began to have a good impression of Kuroyuzawa.
In addition to shopping, she also tried to make some more willful demands on Kurohazawa, such as renovating the house, or adding servants to the family... or saying that she should be quiet when sleeping alone, so she hopes Kurohazawa can also give her the master bedroom.
All, Black Haze was satisfied.
What is more convincing than words is action.
Kurohazawa really satisfied her.
From then on, Kuroha Junko was willing to work harder after her acting, performing the image of a cute little wife who truly loves her family and her husband.
At some point, Kuroha Junko even felt that she had almost forgiven Kurohazawa.
After all, nine years have passed, everything has changed, and you may really try to accept this person.
However, Kurohazawa is still the same as before, and after they finished acting, Kurohazawa would tell her.
I won't touch you, don't worry, so don't care too much when acting.
I won't touch you.
"I won't touch you."
This sentence is no longer a word to make her feel at ease, but a word to make Kuroyu Junko feel humiliated.
What's the meaning?
I have already begun to say that I can accept you, but you still have this attitude towards me?
Do you feel shameless? Or are you ungrateful?
You did such an excessive thing to me, I can forgive you, it's already very good that you even...
You even told me, you won’t touch me?
Do you think I want you to touch it?
The rage in Kuroyu Junko's heart emerged again, but she couldn't vent such emotions because she knew that this must be a bit inexplicable for Kuroyuze.
And now Akiri Kuroha is growing up, and he can see a lot of things.
So, she had to hold back.
However, after this, Kurohazawa's attitude towards her was still that cold and unrestrained. He even had to speak in a command and trade-like tone to give himself a sense of distance, which was completely different from the gentleness he comforted himself before.
Now Kurohazawa is also resisting himself...?
Kuroyu Junko was really angry many times, and she was deeply angry by Kuroyuzawa.
The long-term accumulated resentment was buried deep in his heart. The later he went, the less patient Kuroyu Junko treated Kuroyuze, nor did she have the same kindness as before, nor did she mean to forgive him.
Then you keep using shopping to wash away your worries and pain.
But she also found that she couldn't do it.
Resentment cannot be eliminated, and it is necessary to find a period of outbreak and venting.
So, she proposed to divorce.
This time, Kurohazawa also faced him.
He was willing to divorce himself, but he put forward a condition.
They were asked to divorce again when Heiyu was twenty years old.
At that time, adult Hei Yu should be able to accept such facts. Divorce between parents is inevitable, but they have insisted on taking care of you for twenty years, which is already a good result.
In addition, Kurohazawa also offered to give Kurohazunko a divorce fee of 20 million yen.
The main reason why the shared property cannot be divided is that Hei Yuze is also a member of the Hei Yu family. Except for the house where Hei Yu Akiri lives is shared by them, everything else is the property of the Hei Yu family and the consortium.
These are indivisible.
That's why there is a divorce of 20 million yen and a breakup fee.
And Kuroyu Junko did agree.
At that time, because my mind was a little confused and I didn't think too much, I believed Kurohazawa so much, and was willing to cooperate with Kurohazawa so much to continue acting.
But, just as she said just now.
The longer you accumulate grievances, the worse your mood will be.
This led to the various resistances of Kuroha Junko after this and the satirical words of Kurohazawaya.
There is also confusion about real life and desire for the future.
The complex mood has kept Kuroyu Junko in a bad mood for a long time.
Even when I was shopping, I felt like a walking zombie.
This behavior that can bring happiness will eventually make her feel numb, which is indeed quite ridiculous.
After arriving, the reason why I want to commit suicide.
It was because the people from the Heiyu family found her.
When she took the initiative to drink, she showed some undeniable evidence to her.
It was a day that made Kuroyu Junko despair.
Kuroyu Junko saw photos of Kuroyuzawa and other women turning wild and having a bright smile. Compared with the previous treatments, she suddenly felt that she was really stupid.
Why do you want to forgive him?
Why?
I want to die very much, I want to die very much...
When he tried to accept him, he was with other women...
I said I didn't touch myself either because of something or because I was not interested in myself...
Those so-called "gentlemen" actions are essentially manifestations of indifference, indifference to oneself, and no feeling about oneself?
What a joke!
Then why did you rape me?
Why do that kind of thing to me!!!?
Kuroha Junko remembers that she was crazy about tearing off all the photos.
Then, the people from the Heiha family also explained to themselves the loopholes in their 20 million yen agreement and the current career status of Heihazawaya.
He needs money when he is in the rising period.
In other words, if he is in the rising period, two thousand yen may not necessarily want to give it to himself, but rather to develop his career...
Very reasonable, with these photos and evidence.
Such a speculation is really reasonable.
Kuroyu Junko feels that she is just a clown.
At that time, she tried to forgive Kurohazawaya, what did she want?
Do you want to get love?
Do you want to get love?
Or do you want to give an explanation to your life?
What is it for?
Too ridiculous, too ironic.
So, she chose to commit suicide.
Choose to leave this world.
However, even if I couldn't do this, I saw my son's extremely cold attitude...
Did his son really follow Kurohazawa...?
Is that her fault?
Is it her fault?
Is it her that she is sorry for Kuroyu?
She doesn't know.
I really don't know.
She was really confused.
She just felt very painful...
After wiping the wet areas, Kuroyu Junko found that her cheeks were wet.
She laughed uglier than crying, but she was still laughing.
Her condition may be similar to Chiyo Akane, but... 南 Yunxuan Pavilion 南
The mood is far from the same.
"Am I really wrong?" Kuroyu Junko asked herself.
Chapter completed!