Chapter 21 Be a good person(1/2)
The reason why Li Xuanji repeatedly refused to pretend to be someone else's boyfriend is not a straight man, nor is it a pretentious person.
But as he said himself, he was afraid that he would be too entangled with Zhang Xiaotong and would lead to greater cause and effect.
This is an extremely rational judgment and choice.
Li Xuanji knew very well that he was definitely not Liu Xiahui who was calm in his arms.
Even if there are tragic memories of his previous life, he has no confidence to resist the enthusiasm and initiative of other girls for a long time, especially a beautiful and cute girl.
Although Zhang Xiaotong only has a good impression of herself now, if she continues to bond like this, this kind of favorability may become a liking.
Then, if you like it becomes love, it will be a headache.
At that time, I can really ignore it, ignore the actual issues, and not care about other people's lives and be with each other?
If you are with each other desperately, then the various contradictions and twists and turns in the marriage in your previous life will definitely be staged in another form even if it will not be repeated!
In my previous life, I was too stupid and naive, and simply thought that love was marriage.
I thought I was excellent enough and could succeed as long as I worked hard, and I thought everyone could be content and contentment just like him.
But the truth is, the saying that marriage is the grave of love is correct at all.
Excellence and hard work are not the only two factors of success, and not everyone is as contented as themselves.
Various comparisons and endless desires in life can subtly change and destroy a person who is originally pure and simple.
So in the end, I got a scar.
So, do you have to make the same mistake again?
Only idiots do that!
Li Xuanji doesn't want to be an idiot, nor does he want to play with his feelings and end up hurting others.
Then the only choice is to draw a clear line as soon as possible, which is the truly responsible choice for a mature man!
As for being regarded as a straight man by the other party, being scolded for being ripped off, or even being mistaken for having problems with sexual orientation, it is not worth mentioning!
Zhang Xiaotong naturally couldn't guess what Li Xuanji was thinking, and she took the other person into the cafeteria in a dignified manner.
With the meal tickets of the hospital staff, I made two fast foods and sat with each other while eating and chatting.
In the eyes of others, the two of them are very loving in talking and laughing.
But in fact, the content of the conversation between the two is ridiculous.
"Hehehe...you're really fine with your sexual orientation?"
"Do you want to find a place to test after dinner?"
"Hate! Stinky hooligan!"
"Beauty, it's you who touched me, right? You also mentioned this topic first, right? And you are also contradicting yourself - are Is I having a problem with my sexual orientation or a hooligan? If I'm a hooligan, then I'm sure there's no problem with that, otherwise the same!"
"You, what you said makes sense, I was speechless..."
"Then I'll give you another chance to make a new choice. Which kind of person do you want me to be?"
"same?"
"Then let's go and test it."
"Get out! Then... flow?"
"That needs to be tested even more!"
"Go to die!"
"Actually, if you continue to reason about this question, it means that no matter which person I am, it is not suitable for you."
"You, what do you mean? Haha, you're so laughing. Don't be self-indulgent. I just asked you to help me block the peach blossoms in the hospital, and I didn't really let you be my boyfriend!"
"Then I'll feel relieved..."
"You just don't like me?"
"How could it be? You are so beautiful, have a good personality, have a wealthy family, and have a stable job. I don't have confidence in myself."
"Hmph! You have vision! But why are you not confident?"
"Oh, this matter has been a long story. In short, you don't understand. If you say too much, you will be tears..."
"Tell me, maybe I can be your intimate sister!"
"Come on, I'm intimate sister... You are just a part of me, talk to me about these things? When you get married and have children in the future, let's talk to me about my experience!"
"Hate! Before you say such words, can you consider the feelings and mood of the person involved?"
"This is something that someone broke the news online, and it has nothing to do with it."
"I really regret helping you, afternoon..."
"Hey, this is boring! Just kidding, don't threaten me with serious matters."
"I think there's a reason why you're not married yet at the age of 30 and don't even have a girlfriend."
“Each one another.”
"I'm only 27!"
“It’s almost the same rounding…”
"I, I'm angry! I'm really angry!"
At this point in the conversation, Zhang Xiaotong's eyes were really red and she was about to cry.
Zhang Xiaotong has a good temper, or she has no temper, but being bullied and hit by Li Xuanji like this, hurt her most sensitive age problem. She didn't know how to attack, so she could only wipe her tears.
Li Xuanji had never expected that the other party would have such a reaction.
He thought that his ability to resist strikes in reality was as powerful as online.
But it is obvious that Zhang Xiaotong in reality has a completely different personality.
Just when Li Xuanji was at a loss, Zhang Xiaotong sniffed and controlled her emotions, Zhan Yan smiled: "Actually, I understand what you mean. But I want to tell you that even if you don't look at your appearance, you are a very charming person in my opinion, but you may not know it."
Li Xuanji, who was said to be central to the point, smiled embarrassedly and remained silent.
Zhang Xiaotong took a deep breath, avoided the previous topic and said, "The person I met on the road just now is the hospital medical department officer. Don't you look at the face? What do you think of him?"
After recalling it carefully, Li Xuanji said, "It's not very good. Although he has a rich life, he has poor character, is petty, dark, suspicious, bullying the weak and afraid of the strong, and is not a good match."
Zhang Xiaotong nodded: "He is the son of the vice president. He has access to it by his connections. He has a little ability and is good at it... But since you say that, then PASS!"
"No!"
Li Xuanji waved his hand repeatedly and said, "You make your own decisions on your own. I just learned some knowledge of fur facials and just said it casually!"
Zhang Xiaotong laughed: "You can't be jealous of him and say nothing about him, right?"
"Ha? I'm jealous of him?"
Li Xuanji smiled disdainfully: "You may not understand me. I am a person, and I have always said everything and never told lies..."
Zhang Xiaotong was stunned: "No? I have never seen someone as shameless as you! Who just lied to me that I was from the Provincial Central Hospital?"
The smile on Li Xuanji's face froze.
Uh? Was he slapped in the face so soon?
Can I say that I was indeed a good person in my previous life, and I never told lies?
Zhang Xiaotong looked proud: "How is it? I have nothing to say? I had no idea you were a good person before, but I didn't expect it... Humph!"
Li Xuanji, who came to his senses, couldn't help but touch his nose and said, "Girl, I think you may have any misunderstandings about the word 'good person'."
"Oh? Then ask this young master to help me relieve the misunderstanding?"
Zhang Xiaotong looked at the other party in a tragic manner.
Li Xuanji thought about it and said leisurely: "First of all, I want to tell you one of the truths of this world: In this world, it is not the right person who is good, but the right person who is strong! You should have heard another similar sentence: history is written by the winner!"
"The second truth: If there is no restraint in the face of interests, human nature is evil. Therefore, don't be superstitious about human nature and goodness. The so-called good people are superstitious about this and always think about people's benefits, so the one who suffers losses is always good people."
"The third truth: Good people may not necessarily have good rewards. The reason why they don't have good rewards is actually a manifestation of lack of strategy and incompetence. Being a good person is simple, but being a good person is difficult. And my creed in life is to be a good person!"
Seeing Zhang Xiaotong appearing cute and giving up thinking, Li Xuanji couldn't help but smile.
"Do you feel it's so lingering? Then let me put it another way... Kindness is a precious quality, right?"
Seeing the other party nodding, Li Xuanji continued: "But compared to wisdom, rationality, calmness, and sedacy, kindness is actually very easy to do. So if you want to be kind, it is not difficult. The difficulty is that you have to have the ability to maintain your kindness, otherwise it is bad to yourself. Since you are so cruel to yourself, how can you be called true and kind?"
Zhang Xiaotong opened her admiring star eyes and murmured: "Although I still don't understand it very much, I still think it makes sense!"
Li Xuanji smiled and said, "So, I may not be a good person in the traditional sense, but I am a 'bad person' who wants to be a good person. At that time, if I didn't say that I was a provincial central hospital and I would have given up so easily?"
Zhang Xiaotong gradually understood the other party’s meaning and said thoughtfully: “This is the right way to be a good person?”
"answer!"
Li Xuanji snapped his fingers and smiled, "Do you think I'm still a bad person now?"
“Emmmm…”
To be continued...