Chapter 1188 It’s hard to survive

Author: When the Swallow Returns

Chapter 1188 It’s hard to survive

It's just that the two people compete for favor in different ways. Sometimes there is a hint of childish provocation like an immature adult, while Hua Sha is just a silly big girl who has never had to make friends of the same sex.

This feeling is like those naughty and ignorant little boys in school who especially like the little beauty at the same table. However, instead of cherishing and caring for her, he bullies the little girl everywhere in order to win the little girl's attention.

That's the case with Hwasa.

Hearing He Xiaoran describe Hua Sha like this, the couple Yu Shuiyuan and Hua Zhen remained silent because they felt guilty when they mentioned this.

The family attaches too much importance and attention to their daughter, resulting in her having to have bodyguards around her all year round. Because of this, it is difficult for her daughter to make friends of her own age.

Because among the other girls, once they see Hua Sha accompanied by a big bodyguard, who would dare to get close to her?

Young girls should become good friends with younger girls, but Hua Sha has never had such an opportunity and knows how to get along with her peers.

Other good friends had conflicts and quarrels, and there was a process of reconciliation, but Hua Sha had never had such an experience.

This is also what Yu Shuiyuan and Hua Zhen owe Hua Sha.

He Xiaoran had lunch at Hua's house.

In addition to Yu Shuiyuan and Hua Zhen, there are also Hua Moyan brothers and Hua Sha.

Originally this was Hua Moyan's family portrait, but it was originally supposed to be a pair of twin daughters, but now it's just a family of four.

If you think about it, it's no wonder that Yu Shuiyuan and Hua Zhen get sad every time they mention their lost daughter. Who wouldn't be sad about such a thing?

Not to mention anything else, just her rice grains and Huohuo, if she loses either of them, she will go crazy.

"No one in our family is picky about food. We eat everything. I don't know what you like to eat, so we have prepared some of everything. If you like anything in particular, we can add some extra dishes at short notice."

Yu Shuiyuan was a little careful when talking to He Xiaoran, because she didn't know whether Xiaoran liked it or not!

He Xiaoran raised his head: "I'm not picky about food, I eat everything."

He Xiaoran was telling the truth. It was mainly because when he was in the orphanage, it was already great to have something to fill his stomach. How could he be qualified to choose the taste?

At that time, she could grab food, but she had to give it to her two younger sisters first. After all, He Miao and Shi were as thin as little bean sprouts at that time. When they were full, He Xiaoran felt at ease, and she herself

It's a great way to fill your stomach.

Thinking about it this way, He Xiaoran felt that Zhou Huohuo was quite amazing. In a place like Liuli Island, such a small little thing had made himself fat and fat, and knew how to secretly hide food. He was worthy of being her dearest brother.

Daughter.

Yu Shuiyuan obviously guessed the reason why He Xiaoran was not picky about food. She lowered her eyes sadly and said: "I guessed that you must have suffered a lot, but I could never imagine what kind of suffering you suffered.

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"When Mo Yan gave me the information, it was impossible to write down what you ate, what you drank, and what kind of sins you suffered. They didn't see it with their own eyes, so they couldn't write it down...

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"But I can imagine it without thinking. How scary would it be for a little girl to be taken to a place like that and forced to learn this and that?"

As she spoke, Yu Shuiyuan's tears fell down. How could she have thought of that!

He Xiaoran knew that Yu Shuiyuan had already assumed the role of mother in advance, so she began to feel sorry for her.

Although she was the one being loved and the person involved, He Xiaoran felt very calm inside. Even when she thought about the past, she did not have too many emotional fluctuations.

how to say?

When she was in that environment, when she adapted to that environment and got used to that environment, she didn't have the slightest fear or uneasiness.

Before leaving the orphanage, she even felt that everyone should be in such an environment. No one brainwashed He Xiaoran, but the surrounding environment was confusing to her.

To be honest, He Xiaoran felt that she was at home in such an environment, and she always knew the best way for herself.

If there was anything that really touched her, it might be the first time she saw the little monster protected in the corner. It had a big head, a small face, and it was so white that it almost turned transparent. She could see anything.

They all had frightened faces and looked so thin that their bones could be broken by just one kick.

She really didn't feel anything else.

"Actually, it's not bad," He Xiaoran said sincerely: "I am a person who can adapt to the circumstances. To put it harshly, I enjoy endless blessings and endure endless sins. No matter where I am, my only principle is

Just survive.”

Hua Moyan suddenly said: "But it's difficult to live."

He Xiaoran nodded in agreement, "Yes, the standard of survival seems simple, but in fact it is very difficult, because many times, in order to survive, one needs to abandon one's conscience and morality. In extreme environments, those things are burdens.

So at that time, I no longer cared about my conscience, after all, life is the most important thing."

She said it in an understatement, just like saying that yesterday I ate fish, meat, and ribs.

He Xiaoran felt that Yu Shuiyuan should have thought her experience in the orphanage was too miserable. He Xiaoran felt that it was not to that extent. She spent the longest time in the orphanage, ate the most, and everyone was skinny.

When she was young, she kept herself white and red, and red and translucent, at least that's what she thought.

The environment was a little bad, but it was not difficult for her to survive.

Hua Moyan glanced at He Xiaoran, "I see you have been boxing for a long time? Is that the result of training at the Liuli Island base before being sent to the orphanage?"

He Xiaoran suddenly smiled sheepishly after hearing this. The main reason was that she studied very well, but the study time was really short, and she was too young when she studied. Many of them were her fault.

She figured it out later. She doesn't need to participate in any competition anyway, the core is to defeat the opponent.

As soon as she fought against Hua Moyan and Hua Xuan, she could already feel the gap. After years of experience gained by her predecessors, as well as the traditional moves, they were indeed more reasonable, more scientific, and more powerful.

But there was no way. She couldn't study systematically when she needed it most. At that time, she just wanted to win.

He Xiaoran has always known that the gap exists, but she rarely has the opportunity to meet people who study martial arts orthodoxly.

Of course, He Xiaoran also believes that people have unlimited potential. People who get up to survive in desperate situations are different from people who live in a superior environment.

If one day she faces a life-and-death crisis, she will never back down, even if she faces someone more powerful than herself.
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