Chapter 25: There is a Grave in My Heart(1/2)
The next day.
Yan Zheng, who doesn't drink, doesn't know how much he drank last night and how many jokes the lantern ghost made.
Last night was probably the happiest Mid-Autumn Festival he had ever had since his parents passed away.
Looking at the mess on the ground, Yan Zheng's head, which was already suffering from a hangover headache, became even more painful.
When he saw the takeout box next to him, he couldn't describe it as having a headache.
I vaguely remember that I was so happy last night that I ran out of food and drinks. In my drunken state, I ordered takeout drinks...
Judging from the situation, last night the delivery man escaped crying and screaming.
Oops, why don’t I have any impression at all?
Yan Zheng patted his head, drinking was causing trouble. How should he explain it to others? Thinking of this gave him another headache.
Yan Zheng kicked the lantern ghost in a puddle of mud and cursed angrily: "It's all your fault! Look, you scared people so much last night that you didn't even take the box!"
Ah~
The Lantern Ghost was so confused, what did he do?
Xiao Cao woke up with the movement, his drunkenness had no effect on him, and he even seemed to be in high spirits.
"Good morning, boss."
Yan Zheng held his head and asked, "Are you okay?"
Xiao Cao: "What can happen to me?"
Yan Zheng held his forehead and felt more congested: "Damn! I forgot that you are a ghost. I actually drank with a ghost all night! I am such a fool! Thank you for your hard performance last night!"
Xiao Cao smiled slyly: "Boss, you'd better go back and rest early. You have to look for the ghost car at night!"
Last night, Xiao Cao kept pretending to be drunk, which made Yan Zheng mistakenly think that he could get Xiao Cao drunk right away. Unexpectedly, Xiao Cao was always on the verge of getting drunk but never got drunk.
Seeing Xiao Cao's appearance, Yan Zheng could not imagine that he had been deceived.
Angrily, he said to Xiao Cao: "I'm leaving! The company will clean it up for me. Otherwise, your salary will be deducted!"
Then he said to the confused Lantern Ghost on the side: "And you!"
After that, he reached out to catch the lantern ghost and closed it. Carrying the lantern, he staggered towards the outside.
Yan Zheng didn't know how he got into the car and returned home. The whole journey felt as light as stepping on white clouds.
After I got home, I threw up while holding the toilet, and fell asleep lying on the toilet while vomiting.
Yan Zheng slept soundly. If the smell of vomit in the toilet was not so strong, Yan Zheng felt that he could sleep longer.
When Yan Zheng woke up, he was no longer sleepy. In addition to having a headache, another drawback of being drunk was thirst. His mouth was dry and he couldn't continue to sleep. After drinking a large bottle of mineral water, he was resurrected with full health. His head was still a little drowsy but he was gone.
No big deal.
I took out my mobile phone and searched yesterday's news online. I found that the country and the people were in a peaceful and festive atmosphere.
There is no news about missing persons on the Internet, not even negative news. Everyone is immersed in celebrating the Mid-Autumn Festival.
Yan Zheng flipped through his phone thoughtfully, his thoughts not focused on that at all.
There was always a lingering shadow in his heart.
When he was in college, Yan Zheng's life was no different from other people's: teaching building, cafeteria, dormitory, three points and one line.
Just wait for four years to graduate and get a diploma to find a job.
It wasn't until he met that girl in his sophomore year that he felt that his boring college life had become colorful.
The girl has long shawl hair, delicate facial features, and a little baby fat on her face. She is cute and tranquil, especially her big eyes that seem to be able to talk, and all the joy, anger, sorrow, and joy can be seen in them.
When Yan Zheng met her, it was in the library at dusk. The sadness in the girl's eyes seemed to be flowing out as she sat in the sunset, and she looked very pitiful.
In the past twenty years, Yan Zheng has never believed in love at first sight.
But the moment he met the girl, he realized how wrong he was.
It turns out that love at first sight really does exist.
After a brief glance, Yan Zheng found that he could not forget that figure at all. The girl's appearance was like a brand that was deeply engraved in Yan Zheng's heart.
If he could, he would be willing to bear all the sorrow for that girl and let her only have laughter for the rest of her life.
Love is so unreasonable, there will always be someone in the world who makes you willing to give everything for her.
He would sacrifice his life for her, and he would not hesitate to be the enemy of the world for her.
Li~meng~wei.
Yan Zheng silently recited these three words slowly and softly.
His face was full of pain, and he didn't know what these three words meant in his heart, whether he should love her or hate her.
I don’t even want to recall too many memories, I just let the time freeze in that library in the beautiful sunset, at the moment of meeting.
If life is just like the first time we met, why should the autumn wind draw a fan sadly?
It would be great if I never met.
But I want to thank you. If you hadn't come tonight, I wouldn't have been able to get out of the taxi. You are my inner demon and my debt.
At this time, Yan Zheng had already burst into tears, and the sunset outside the window seemed to freeze time. Memories that he did not want to recall flooded into his heart like a tide, and scenes from the past replayed in his mind like a movie.
It's really troublesome. Every time I think of you, I shed tears. Yan Zheng shook his head as if he was talking to himself, but also as if he was talking to the shadows in the sunset.
The sunset recedes and the lanterns begin to shine.
Yan Zheng returned to his calm and calm demeanor. It's not that he didn't have too many emotions. Those years had exhausted all the joy, anger, sorrow and joy, leaving only coldness.
He had also thought about dying at first, but the death of his heart was more painful than death, so he did not die. He had to bear the greatest pain in his life.
Perhaps the lingering will to die in his heart was the fundamental reason why the town came to find him.
After sorting out his mood, Yan Zheng took the lantern ghost and went out with a faint smile on his face.
When did you learn to keep smiling? Was it because you attempted suicide and your parents looked sad and sorry?
It’s still that bowl of chicken soup that faces life with a smile.
At least the moment he was rescued, Yan Zheng understood that he lived not only for himself but also for others.
Don't cause trouble to your parents at any time, they will always love you the most, so Yan Zheng learned to fake a smile so as not to worry his parents.
It's hard to change something once you're used to it. Even if his parents are gone, Yan Zheng still retains the habit of smiling.
When he reached the door of Entrepreneurship Building, Yan Zheng hurriedly dispelled all these miscellaneous memories, but he could not hide his sadness.
The devastated Yan Zheng walked into the company with sadness all over his body, and his strong negative emotions were incompatible with the whole world.
"Boss! Are you okay?" Xiao Cao looked at Yan Zheng worriedly.
Xiao Cao discovered that there was no need to use illusions in his boss's state, and now he looked like a man who was seeking death due to excessive emotional trauma.
Yan Zheng was a little distracted and returned: "No, it's okay. Let's start quickly. I have to lure out the driver of the ghost car tonight!"
Xiao Cao: "Boss, you are so sad that you are in a state of death. I don't think you need to cast a spell." Yan Zheng's look makes people feel distressed. The sadness that cannot go away even makes Xiao Cao, who is a ghost, feel distressed.
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Yan Zheng tried his best to smile, but the smile made people feel even more distressed.
"Don't talk nonsense. In my current state, I have no love and no obsession. This will not attract the ghost driver. Although there are some memories that I don't want to touch, I have to admit that only those memories can stir up the deep feelings in my heart.
Deep obsession. Have you ever loved someone?"
Facing Yan Zheng's question, Xiao Cao shook his head, and Yan Zheng continued: "No? Then you don't understand! Let's get started."
Xiao Cao wanted to give some advice, but then he thought that what Yan Zheng said made sense. Yan Zheng looked like a ghost now, full of death aspirations.
Only without obsession.
Ghost car drivers are looking for people with deep obsessions, not people who want to die.
Before casting the spell, preparations must be made first. Yan Zheng woke up the lantern ghost and prepared to explain the funeral arrangements. When he found that communication was difficult and unable to communicate, he just handed over the task of instructing the lantern ghost to wake him up to Xiao Cao.
Yan Zheng lay on the sofa and soon entered a familiar dreamland.
In the dream, I was still Cao Haidong, and the school was still the same school.
The opening scene is basically the same as the beginning of the last dream. After living in college as Cao Haidong for a period of time, Yan Zheng has basically forgotten that he is dreaming and completely inserted himself into the character.
One day, Yan Zheng met a girl in the library where the setting sun was shining. The girl's back was turned to the setting sun. The setting sun stretched her shadow long, and her eyes were full of sadness.
The dream was seamlessly integrated into Yan Zheng's memory, and Yan Zheng was himself in the next dream.
I began to relive that warm, sweet and heartbreaking experience.
After experiencing crazy pursuit, passionate love, and vows of eternal love, the memories finally came to an end.
Yan Zheng's last memory was heart-wrenching, and the huge emotional fluctuations made Yan Zheng break through the illusion and wake up from his dream.
But he still hasn't come out of his own world. His eyes are scarlet. Sisty suddenly stood up and pinched Xiao Cao's arms like pliers with his hands. He babbled wildly: "Why! Why do you want to leave? What I did is not good enough, you tell me."
!Since you still love me, don’t leave! What did you say? I don’t want to be so naive. Sometimes love can’t represent everything! Are those vows of eternal love all fake? You said we will get married and have a lovely daughter...
To be continued...