"You do it yourself..."

Xian Fen was stunned. He almost suspected that he had heard it wrong.

"No, you know the heart in addition to liver resection?"

"I understand..." Fang Han nodded. He just copied it and he understood it.

"That's true..."

Xian Fen was depressed: "I said you really understand the heart, your heart valve replacement and repair?"

"Well, I really understand." Fang Han gave a definite answer.

"Then you just looked for Zhang Jiahao..."

Halfway through, Xian Fen found the answer by himself: "You are afraid that you will be affected by doing it yourself, so you plan to find Zhang Jiahao to do it, and later changed your mind?"

The patient is Fang Han’s girlfriend, and this is the closest relative. If the doctor performs surgery on the closest relative, the doctor may be unstable in his mentality and his emotions will be affected.

Medical treatment is not autonomous.

When it comes to close relatives, doctors will be worried about gains and losses, have a bad mentality, and will easily perform abnormally.

Xian Fen also studied medicine, so he was very clear about this. Fang Han just found Zhang Jiahao, but said nothing, and now he said he did it himself... This explanation is very reasonable.

"Well, that's it..."

Fang Han nodded, and he was thinking about how to answer, but Xian Fen explained it himself, so he nodded directly.

Well, this explanation is reasonable, even if Zhang Jiahao knows it, he will probably understand it.

After copying Zhang Jiahao's skills, Fang Han didn't want to have a quarrel with Zhang Jiahao.

Although the skills are copied by a copy card, Director Zhang has the willingness to teach, which is worthy of gratitude. You must not be without a conscience in life.

"In other words, do you think your level is comparable to Director Zhang?" Xian Fen asked again.

Fang Han glanced at Xian Fen. When did this guy become a curious baby?

"It's okay." Fang Han gave an ambiguous answer.

"I'll go..."

Xian Fen didn't know what to say, and he couldn't even find suitable words to describe his mood at this moment.

Fang Han still understands Fang Han's temperament, is relatively modest and is very steadily doing things. Fang Han said it's okay, and he has to take the initiative to take the surgery himself, which shows that Fang Han is still very confident in his level.

The Chinese medicine level is not low, and he has the best liver resection, and he is still very aware of it now?

Xian Fen really wants to ask, are you still human?

......

"vomit!"

As soon as Fang Haoyang walked into the ward, he heard vomiting sounds coming from the ward, accompanied by a cry of pain.

The ward is a single ward. On the bed, a middle-aged man in his early fifties was thin and thin. He had just vomited and was holding his stomach and feeling uncomfortable. On the bed, a woman of 25 or 26 was taking care of her.

"I said **, why haven't you seen each other for a while, you're like this?"

Fang Haoyang hurried over, put the gift in his hand next to him, and looked full of concern.

"It's Lao Fang."

When the middle-aged man on the hospital bed saw that it was Fang Haoyang, he forced a smile: "Hey, there is no way, birth, old age, sickness and death, natural disasters and man-made disasters, who can escape? He used to treat diseases and save people, but now he has become a patient... Hiss!"

As he spoke, Hu Wanshou subconsciously took a breath and frowned.

"What happened to this?"

"cancer!"

Hu Wanshou spit out a word and said bitterly: "I had another chemotherapy just now, but I almost couldn't get through it."

"Have you had surgery?"

“Did it.”

Hu Wanshou nodded: "It has been more than half a year since the operation has been transferred..."

Fang Haoyang opened his mouth, not knowing what to say. As a doctor, he knew very well what this means. In layman's terms, to this extent, it basically prolongs his life, and anti-cancer treatment is just a delay...

No, it may be a bit optimistic to delay the time, to be precise, it should be to seek comfort in your heart.

Hu Wanshou looked at Fang Haoyang and smiled bitterly, "I know that this situation is basically the only way to die. Instead of suffering, it is better to be free and easy, but..."

"But in the face of death, there are a few more people who can be free and easy. There may be a slight hope of treatment, but if you want to give up... Then you will be left to wait for death. After being a doctor for so many years, I will only realize that it is really difficult to see the prescription after actually changing myself."

Fang Haoyang sat next to the bed and reached out to grab Hu Wanshou's hand.

He and Hu Wanshou are not only classmates, but also childhood friends. They went to school together since childhood, applied for medical university together, and became doctors together...

Seeing her childhood friend look like this, Fang Haoyang felt a little sad.

"Dad, stop talking, you will definitely be fine." The next one was taking care of Hu Wanshou's daughter.

"hehe......."

Hu Wanshou smiled bitterly. He thought about it, and he didn't want to die. Otherwise, why would he suffer such serious side effects and undergo anti-cancer treatment again and again?

"Pour Uncle Fang to pour you a glass of water." Hu Wanshou said to his daughter.

"No need, no need to worry."

Fang Haoyang waved his hand and looked at Hu Wanshou and said, "Why didn't you tell me before you have the surgery? It's been half a year..."

"What's there to say? I'm a doctor myself. In this case, I have to do surgery or wait for death. Can I have a third choice?"

Hu Wanshou took a deep breath and said, "Surgery is just a gamble of luck. I have a lot of luck and have to fight for two years. I may have to leave earlier if I have bad luck, but I am afraid of death, so I have to gamble."

As a doctor, Hu Wanshou looked at problems thoroughly and spoke very directly.

As long as cancer is involved in this word, the probability of curing is basically very low. All patients who undergo surgery and then undergo anti-cancer treatment are probably gambled for their lives. If they win, they live for a few more years and lose...

"I'm using a new anti-cancer drug this time."

"Where are you doing the experiment?" Fang Haoyang frowned.

"There is no way, I can't bear to die, just use it as a test subject."

"No wonder you are like this, the side effects are so great."

Fang Haoyang's face changed. Hu Wanshou is really... afraid of death but not suffering?

The new anti-cancer drug naturally requires patients to achieve clinical results first, but during the experiment, doctors really treat patients as test subjects. What they want is research and paper data...

As a new drug experimental subject, patients have signed agreements with the hospital before treatment. Doctors will hardly consider the patient's condition too much. Whether it is good or bad, they all follow the treatment plan formulated at the beginning and then obtain the corresponding data.

"There's no way, just bet on your life..."

Hu Wanshou said: "In my case, many hospitals have stopped accepting it. If it weren't for this reason, would you think I could live here for treatment?"

"But what is the significance of such treatment?" Fang Haoyang asked back.

“Maybe it just needs a sustenance.

Hu Wanshou said: "I only now understand the state of some patients before their death. The more they reach the end of their lives, the more lonely they are, the more afraid they are. People often say that life is worse than death, but in fact, it is not as good as death before death."

"Drink some water."

Fang Haoyang held the water cup and asked Hu Wanshou to take a few sips. Hu Wanshou continued: "Now every time I do chemotherapy and treatment, I feel uncomfortable, so I feel that I am still alive..."

"I don't know what to say about you."

Fang Haoyang was really speechless.

"What's the solution? Without the courage to face death, I can only drag it like this. Even if it's a straw, I always feel a little safe when I hold it in my hands?"

Hu Wanshou's daughter beside her was already in tears.

Fang Haoyang held Hu Wanshou's hand and didn't know how to comfort him. As a doctor, Hu Wanshou actually understood more clearly than many people, but seeing clearly does not mean that he could see it.

Without the courage to face death, a straw can have a little sense of security. This may be a true portrayal of Hu Wanshou.

He knew the result, even the current treatment effect might not be great, but the treatment process might be the support before his death.

......

After spending more than two hours with Hu Wanshou in the ward, Fang Haoyang came out for lunch and then stopped the car to go to Yanjing Hospital.

Originally, Fang Haoyang really didn't intend to disturb Fang Han this time, but looking at Hu Wanshou's appearance, Fang Haoyang still planned to meet Fang Han. Maybe Fang Han had some way.

There are still several patients treated by Fang Han at the Jiang Intermediate People's Hospital. Chen Yuan will report to Fang Han every day, and several patients have also been discharged from the hospital for treatment, and the results are also good.

Of course, Fang Haoyang didn't mention it to Hu Wanshou just now.

First of all, some patients treated by Fang Han meet some conditions, and not all patients can be treated. To put it bluntly, the conditions are still very harsh.

Before there was no result, I rashly said that it would not be consistent at that time, which would be even more troublesome. So Fang Haoyang decided to meet Fang Han and took Fang Han to see Hu Wanshou in person to see if there was any solution.

......

"What, you do it?"
To be continued...