Chapter 029 Small Expectations
"Luo Ziling, I tell you that when I was living with you, I did not have any intimate contact with another man." Ouyang Feifei lost her mind a little and said angrily: "I gave you all the firsts, all the firsts. Even if I went out with Yang Yunlin, I didn't even let him hold his hands, let alone other intimate actions. Don't judge a gentleman by his villain's heart. After you asked for a breakup, I didn't throw myself into Yang Yunlin's arms. He has been in the United States for a while and we haven't even met."
"Then I'm really honored!"
Ouyang Feifei was so angry that her plump breasts were rising and falling.
"Yes!" she said firmly.
Luo Ziling's face changed and he took two steps back, "You don't want to say that you rejected Yang Yunlin's courtship and want to continue with me, right?"
Ouyang Feifei said nothing, her teeth bit her lips tightly, and the anger in her eyes became stronger and stronger.
"Your parents always think I am too poor and not worthy of you. This time I reminded you to not affect you, don't drag you down, and ruin your career and happiness." Luo Ziling sighed, "I promised them! I will definitely do what I promised them!"
Luo Ziling's words made Ouyang Feifei stunned for a moment.
Luo Ziling said again: "In the lifetime of gain, there will definitely be losses. Therefore, we don't have to worry about anything. Let's go over what happened. Since you have already felt the passion of love from another man and can still live a good life with him, then I will bless you! You have gained something and I have gained something, so don't worry about anything. After experiencing the tragedy once, I can't repeat the same mistakes. Perhaps, we can still be good friends in the future."
Ouyang Feifei was a little excited. Luo Ziling knew her personality, so she did not speak coldly, for fear that she would do irrational things.
"Since you want me to be with Yang Yunlin, then I will be as your wish!" Ouyang Feifei sneered.
With an emotional excitement, she did not carefully understand the meaning of Luo Ziling's words.
"You can't have both fish and bear's paws. Everyone is the same. I will not repeat the same mistakes. I must change my destiny. If you hope we are still friends, then wait until we calm down before talking." Luo Ziling smiled and stretched out his hand to Ouyang Feifei calmly: "It's night, please go back. You have a hard time at work, so you can rest early, otherwise you will become a yellow-faced woman."
"I hope you don't regret it." Ouyang Feifei glared at Luo Ziling for a while, then left angrily.
But when she reached the door, she stopped again, turned around and asked Luo Ziling in confusion: "What did you mean just now?"
Luo Ziling shook his head, unwilling to explain too much.
"Before I met Yang Yunlin, I did nothing to be sorry for you. What do you mean by repeating the same mistake? What do you know is the result?" Ouyang Feifei walked back to Luo Ziling and looked at him with an aggressive look.
"I hope we all live a happy life, and I hope I will not be plotted against again!" Luo Ziling pointed to his head.
Ouyang Feifei looked at Luo Ziling hatefully, said nothing, and ran out of the house quickly.
Luo Ziling did not chase after him. Since he proposed to break up rationally last time, he did not want Ouyang Feifei to intervene in his life again.
The tragedy of his previous life left too many shadows on him. He didn't want to get into trouble because of Ouyang Feifei, so he was unwilling to see her again.
Since we don’t love each other anymore, let go completely.
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In the next few days, Ouyang Feifei did not come to see Luo Ziling again.
Although the weather in Hangzhou is still very hot, for Luo Ziling, life has returned to peace.
Since he was driven away from the yard that day, Ouyang Feifei has not come to disturb him again.
Fang Dongxun, Chen Yining was very busy, busy with work, and Luo Ziling became a "lonely man" again.
Luo Ziling did not go to Zheng Sheng, the director of the First Hospital.
Zheng Sheng had asked him through Wu Ningjing and asked about his work status.
Luo Ziling told Zheng Sheng that he had just arrived at the hospital for a few years and did not want to get special care so that he would avoid being talked about.
He also told Zheng Sheng that he might be suspended from pay and hoped that Zheng Sheng would not make things difficult for him when he applied.
Luo Ziling said this, and Zheng Sheng did not take the initiative to mention changing jobs to him.
September 25th is coming in a blink of an eye.
A typhoon brought coolness to Jiangnan.
September 25th is grandma's death day.
His mentality has recovered and his feelings for his grandmother have returned. Luo Ziling must go to the cemetery to worship.
September 26th is his own birthday.
That year, my grandmother couldn't make it until his birthday and cooked him another birthday noodles. After he passed away the day before his birthday, Luo Ziling was in great pain.
When grandma was there, every year on his birthday, she would cook him a bowl of longevity noodles and add two poached eggs.
Eating the longevity noodles cooked by grandma and the poached eggs cooked by her are the warmest and happiest things that Luo Ziling feels.
When eating longevity noodles, grandma would sit opposite him and look at him with loving affection.
When Luo Ziling thought of his grandmother's kind and loving gaze, he couldn't help but feel sad and tears couldn't help but flow out.
"Grandma, are you okay in heaven?" he murmured to himself. "Or, you have been reborn and returned to your youth? If so, you will definitely change your destiny, right? That would be fine."
He was also a little regretful, why not reborn and return to before his grandmother's death?
After grandma went there, he could no longer eat the longevity noodles as good as the taste and poached eggs.
This is his eternal regret.
Many things will never come back if they are lost, and they will become eternal heartache.
When grandma was sick, he was already secretly dating Ouyang Feifei.
Grandma likes Ouyang Feifei very much and always treats her as her granddaughter-in-law.
The night before her death, she held Luo Ziling and Ouyang Feifei's hand, hoping that they could take care of each other for the rest of their lives.
At that time, Luo Ziling and Ouyang Feifei, who were holding back their tears, solemnly promised their grandmother that they would take care of each other for the rest of their lives.
Luo Ziling in his previous life never thought that Ouyang Feifei would betray him and chose to be with Yang Yunlin.
In the years when my grandmother passed away, although Ouyang Feifei would celebrate his birthday with him every year and cook longevity noodles for him, she never tasted the noodles cooked by her grandmother.
On this year's birthday, Ouyang Feifei couldn't come back to celebrate with him.
Although grandma is gone, Ouyang Feifei can't come to accompany him, but she has to celebrate her first birthday after rebirth.
You don’t have to celebrate with great fanfare. Buy a small cake, a few candles, take a photo and leave a picture to tell yourself that today is my "one year old" birthday, which is also a celebration. Life requires a sense of ritual - this is a very popular saying in the previous life.
Luo Ziling does not plan to invite anyone to entertain his birthday this year, and spend it alone.
Because he has other small expectations.
Chapter completed!