1. I am not schizophrenic!(1/2)
A dim room.
Things were piled up at will, as messy as if occupied by Husky.
A head came out of the messy pile of waste paper, and the hair was messy, like a weed.
In modern society, this is not a shameful thing.
At least proved a little...
He is not bald.
Li Qiu reached out and pulled his messy hair, with a pair of dark circles and a kidney-deficient look. He exuded a breath of indulgence. He stared at a piece of paper on the table and murmured:
“It’s really schizophrenia…”
The paper was densely filled with words.
Two types of handwriting: one is sloppy and the other is even more sloppy.
The more sloppy type is also a bit better. It is considered to be a simple "sloppy" that can be described as flying dragons and phoenixes, and it is approaching the edge of cursive script.
The column on the far left is a series of descriptions, such as:
“Recurring verbal auditory hallucinations”;
"Obvious relaxation of thinking, rupture of thinking, and incoherence of speech";
“Thoughts are inserted, withdrawn, dispersed, interrupted, or compulsory thinking”;
"Primary delusions (including delusional perception, delusional state of mind) or other absurd delusions";
...
Wait, there are more than ten.
On the right is a judgmental evaluation: "Yes" and "No".
But the "yes" and "no" throughout the article are like the east wind and the west wind. Sometimes you press past me and sometimes I press you under my body and make changes.
Generally speaking, the word "No" is basically sloppy, while the word "yes" is mostly more sloppy, and a small number are more sloppy.
For example, after the "repeated verbal auditory hallucination" in the first line, Long Feifengwu wrote "yes", and then it was cut off and changed to an extremely abstract "no".
"No" was also cut off and turned into an extremely abstract "yes".
After repeated changes, the "yes" of dragons and phoenixes are finally displayed.
This is quite a few, the most one has been repeatedly modified more than ten times.
In the final result, four items show "Yes".
According to the judgment criteria for schizophrenia collected from the Internet, if it meets more than two of them, it can be preliminarily judged as schizophrenia.
"How could it be schizophrenia..."
Li Qiu supported his hands on the table, his fingers penetrated deeply into his messy hair, and murmured.
He doesn't believe it.
Suddenly.
He sat upright, stared at the paper on the table, thought for a while, and suddenly grabbed the neutral pen on the table, and painted the word "yes" on the end of the first line hard.
Then I used my pen to fly, solemnly wrote the word "No", murmured: "Repeated verbal auditory hallucinations... I only appear occasionally, so it should not be repeated!"
After thinking about it, I did the same thing and changed the other "yes" to "no".
The remaining two "yes".
After hesitating for a long time, Li Qiu scratched his head, but the last two "yes" still failed to change.
"According to the Chinese classification and diagnosis standard for mental disorders CCMD-3, at least two of them can be preliminarily judged as schizophrenia."
"I only have two items..."
"It shouldn't be counted as more than two items..."
"Or count?"
"Not count!"
After scientific and reasonable self-diagnosis, Li Qiu, who finally ruled out the possibility of schizophrenia, finally breathed a sigh of relief.
"I just said, how could he be so handsome?..."
For the past few months, Li Qiu has lived in dire straits.
I don’t know when it started, but Li Qiu was in a daze from time to time. He seemed to be able to hear someone talking in his mind, which made him unable to sleep well even if he often did.
At first, Li Qiu thought it was because of his kidney deficiency.
So I cultivated my mind and cultivated my nature and accumulated my energy for a while, and even took several bottles of Liuwei Dihuang Pills, a century-old brand.
As a result, the symptoms did not improve, but became more and more serious.
Later on, I even saw that the sun was green...
So, he reasonably suspected that he had schizophrenia.
Over the past few months, Li Qiuchou was almost killed by death, and he couldn't sleep well and could not eat well.
But now that I'm fine, schizophrenia has finally been ruled out, and Li Qiu can breathe a sigh of relief.
After stretching, Li Qiu finally got up from the garbage-like chair and opened the closed balcony door.
The tender green sunshine shines on him, feeling warm and life is full of hope.
Li Qiu was feeling unprecedentedly relaxed when he lit a cigarette and looked at the bustling crowds on the street and those words he couldn't understand.
"The words I can't understand..."
Suddenly, Li Qiu was stunned.
He held the cigarette in his mouth, held his head with both hands, and inserted his messy hair hard again: "Then the question is..."
"How come I came to Japan?"
The streets are full of crooked and skewed like Chinese characters but not Chinese characters, and they are clearly Japanese.
And here is Japan...
Because of his poor mental condition during this period, Li Qiu took a leave of absence and thought of relaxing outside.
However, according to his original plan, he just wanted to go to the southwest, and go to the Tibetan area or the northwest to take a walk, but for some reason, his mind was thrust...
He actually came to Japan?!
You know, this is definitely not where he will come.
It’s not because he is poor, but because Li Qiu is a completely angry young man who is called “little pink” and “patriotic traitor” on the Internet!
People who don’t even get into Uniqlo Sanlitun on weekdays, God knows that they need to get more brains to come to Japan to contribute GDP to Japan?!
Of course, he is indeed poor...
Li Qiu was confused when he looked up at the green sky...
"Damn it, I've come here, I have to feel the ugliness of capitalism!"
Li Qiu gritted his teeth, threw the cigarette butt downstairs viciously, turned around and went out.
Japan’s foreign language education is very famous. When you come, you always have to do something to win glory for the country!
But it's still early, and Li Qiu is not in a hurry and walks around the streets of Tokyo at will.
It has to be said that Japan may have all kinds of shortcomings and ugliness, but their national quality is something that Li Qiu has to admit and is worth learning from.
The streets are neat, not to mention the cigarette butts that can be seen everywhere on the streets of China, even flyers, tissues, etc. are basically invisible.
At least this is not comparable to that in China.
"Hey, no! There is a cigarette butt!"
Suddenly, he saw a cigarette butt on the road from the outskirts of his eyes.
Li Qiu is so excited!
But subconsciously, he felt something was wrong.
The cigarette butt looks familiar.
Look up again at the upstairs.
"Damn, I just threw it away!"
Li Qiu was discouraged on the spot, but when he thought that the Soft Yuxi he brought from China had already finished smoking, and now he was smoking Japanese cigarettes bought in Japan, he didn't want to lose face from the Chinese people, so he was relieved.
So he took a deep breath of the cigarette he held in his mouth with peace of mind, and flipped out into the middle of the road with his backhand.
After the matter, I will leave with my clothes and hide my merits and fame!
"ah--"
At this moment, the high-pitched and sharp scream with deep fear suddenly came into Li Qiu's ears.
To be continued...