Chapter three hundred and eighteen helpless numbness
Zhang Qingshan stared at the two bodies in front of him blankly, with no sadness or disappointment in his eyes, and even no intention, but it was not that empty, which should be said to be numb!
Indeed, when walking on this road, I heard too many wounded and sick people sacrificed their ego in order not to drag down their comrades and complete the ego; I saw too many bodies and bones. I rushed up happily, and how many words came back disappointed, from expectation to pain to grief and anger, I walked step by step, hitting it again and again, and the rest was only numbness.
Seeing Zhang Qingshan standing there blankly, Qin Fang knew in her heart that she was definitely not a living person. But she still rushed over and asked loudly, "Brother-in-law, how about it?"
He received no answer, and even Zhang Qingshan did not turn around, as if he had not heard it.
Zhou Baoyu, who was following closely behind, immediately slowed down, and disappointment flashed in his eyes, and then he became cold: Yes, after so many expectations and blows, even if he was small, it was enough, he could definitely face this coldness now.
Qin Fang, who hadn't experienced this several times, suddenly understood that the expectation of her finally dissipated, and her pace gradually slowed down.
When she came to Zhang Qingshan, she covered her mouth and tears fell down.
These should be two corpses who died for two to three days, because their faces were faintly blue and black, which was mostly due to food poisoning and long-term innocence, which led to their current face. And their bodies have not rotted yet, but if you get a little closer, you can faintly smell the slight rotten smell of their scent, which is obviously not far from rotting
Zhang Qingshan glanced at Qin Fang, stepped forward, squatted down, and touched them, but there was nothing. Finally, he had to silently take off the five-cornered red star from the two men's military caps and put it in his pocket.
I stood up and looked around. Seeing that there was no place for burial, I had to sigh.
He turned around and said to them, "Okay, let's stand in a row and say goodbye to his comrades."
Zhou Baoyu had long been familiar with this situation. After hearing this, he stepped forward and stood on the left side of Zhang Qingshan. However, Qin Fang was obviously not used to it. He looked at Zhang Qingshan in shock and couldn't help asking, "Will you bury them?"
Zhang Qingshan just stared at the two bodies without answering. Zhou Baoyu replied: "Sister Xiaofang, look at us, there are all water plants around us, how to bury it? It would be better to let them lie down like this and not disturb their rest."
Qin Fang looked around unwillingly, and finally, lowered her head and tears began to fall again. However, she stood by Zhou Baoyu very consciously.
"stand at attention!"
"Say goodbye to your comrades, please walk your way! Salute!"
The three of them saluted the two bodies at the same time.
"The ceremony is over! Come out." After saying that, Zhang Qingshantou turned around and left without looking back. Zhou Baoyu followed, but Qin Fang was a little uncomfortable with this indifference, but he knew in his heart that this was the helplessness of reality. He had to look back at the two of them, as if he wanted to remember their faces, but in the end, he could only leave.
After walking out for more than a hundred meters, Zhang Qingshan turned around, lit a cigarette, and watched while sucking, waiting. Zhou Baoyu and Qin Fang were confused. It was obvious that Zhang Qingshan stopped, so they had to stop and look back.
"Brother-in-law, what are you looking at?"
"If you don't look at anything, just wait for Lao Zhou and the others."
Soon, Zhou Ping and the other two came to the bodies of the two comrades.
Zhou Ping looked at the two corpses, looked up and glanced at Zhang Qingshan and the others, then helped Peng Bing and Wu Shaohong off the horse. After the three of them saluted the two corpses, they got on the horse. Zhou Ping led the other two horses and walked towards Zhang Qingshan. Apart from this, there was no stop, not indifference, but because there were too many!
After we got together, we looked at each other and nodded slightly. No one said anything and continued to say something. However, everyone felt a little uncomfortable, so no one was intent on speaking and rushed to the road. Even Qin Fang was like this. It can be seen that although everyone was a little numb about such things, they were still a little uncomfortable, or it was more appropriate to be sad and angry.
"Why don't you stop talking?" After walking for a while, seeing that everyone was not talking, the atmosphere was very depressing. Zhang Qingshan felt that he was the leader and could not let everyone be suppressed too much by this dullness, so he felt that his pace was much heavier. He turned around and said with a smile: "How can revolutions be immortal? You can just be used to life and death. Okay, don't worry about what happened just now. I haven't heard you sing for a long time. Come on, start and lead everyone to sing, so that the atmosphere is more lively."
Among the six people, Qin Fang was the most disappointed and had no intention of singing. But she was not stupid, and knew that Zhang Qingshan’s words meant for everyone’s good. Moreover, as a nurse, the habit she had developed for a long time let her know when to restrain various emotions in her mind, just to make the patient feel comfortable and recuperate. Although this is what the nurse should do, because of the long-term lack of medicine, everyone had to use this way to make the patient feel comfortable and make up for the shortcomings of medicine from a psychological perspective. This is also a solution.
"Okay!" Qin Fang replied with a smile and sang loudly: "Everyone who serves in the army must be a red army, cooperate with the workers and peasants to fight the enemy! Prepare to sing!"
Qin Fang has worked in the ward for a long time and has many patients. Even if she has time, she still works hard to learn medical nursing knowledge. She doesn’t have much time to learn anything else. So she can sing, and it has to be a song that everyone can sing. There are not many songs. The song she sings now is because she listened to others singing after joining the Red Army. She thought it was very good and could reflect her ideals. But she could only hum a few sentences. Later, it was taught to her by Xiang Xueqin during her rest.
"Everyone who serves in the army must be a red army, cooperate with the workers and peasants to fight the enemy, and fight the Chiang Kai-shek reactionaries."
Everyone got used to it, so they could relax. Several people sang along with it. Time and the song broke the deadly world and drifted far away. Although the voices were not very good, they gathered in it, but they felt the magnificent feeling of vicissitudes, which made people feel
Perhaps because of the sadness and anger of the bodies of the two comrades before, when singing the song, everyone's mood gradually merged into the song, so when singing, there is a tendency to be unable to stop.
It was not until lunch break that several people stopped. Although their voices were a little hoarse, everyone had a smile on their faces, and the previous feeling of grief and anger buried in their hearts had long dissipated.
After resting for half an hour, everyone continued to rush.
It’s around 4:20 pm!
"Brother-in-law, I see that it seems to be raining, and the sun is about to set. When will we camp today?"
Zhang Qingshan looked at the pocket watch, looked at the orange sun again, turned around and smiled at Qin Fang, "I knew you wanted to find some fishing, right?"
It was only noon that Zhang Qingshan was criticized for being unorganized and undisciplined for this matter. Now that I suddenly heard Zhang Qingshan say this again, Qin Fang lowered her head with guilt and swept Zhang Qingshan again. Seeing Zhang Qingshan smiling, she was a little bolder, but the volume was still a little low: "Well! I want to drink some more fish soup."
In fact, Qin Fang, who is covered with mud marks, wants to say even more: I really want to take a shower, but this mud is smelly and uncomfortable.
"Look, you're so greedy. Well, let's continue walking. If you encounter dry land such as dirt slopes on the road, you can rest wherever you encounter it."
Qin Fangyi laughed when she heard this.
Zhou Baoyu, who was next to him, asked in vainly: "If I didn't meet him, wouldn't he have to go straight?"
"I'll lend you a good word!" Zhang Qingshan turned around and glared at him, and replied angrily: "Then you can stand on the yiye's post."
Zhou Baoyu looked at Zhang Qingshan depressedly and shut up directly.
Qin Fang also glared at Zhou Baoyu's words with dissatisfaction and threatened in a low voice: "If I really didn't meet it, hum! Baoyu, you can catch fish at night tonight. Moreover, if you haven't caught it, you will go fishing tomorrow. Anyway, I won't eat the fish, and you will feel better."
Zhou Baoyu touched the back of her head, and her face was depressed.
But Qin Fang was even more depressed than him, and subconsciously patted the mud on her body. In fact, most of the mud had been taken off, leaving only the mud mark on her body, making her look gray-black and black, making her always want to sniff and wash it. But Zhang Qingshan said that the water was very cold at this time and it was easy to catch a cold if it was washed. After camping, it would be better to cook a pot of hot water for her to wash it comfortably. Therefore, Qin Fang, the most looking forward to a dirt slope to camp, so she was the most angry about Zhou Baoyu's incomprehensibleness.
After walking for about ten minutes, Wu Shaohong suddenly pointed to the left and let it go, shouting: "There is a big earth slope over there."
Everyone laughed when they heard this, especially Qin Fang, who stood on tiptoe, stretched his right palm straightened, placed it on his brow, and looked into his eyes.
But after Wu Shaohong paused for a moment, she shouted in surprise: "It seems that there is someone on the earth slope."
Everyone smiled again, and the surprise and expectation in their eyes were still revealed. Qin Fang was still running to Wu Shaohong the most actively, stretching out her hands and shouting directly: "Brother Wu, please pull me."
"Then you promise, this time, you won't run over impulsively and fall into the swamp accidentally."
"I promise not to run away from Brother Wu, please pull me up!" Fortunately, there were mud marks on her face, making people blush.
After arriving on the horse's back, Wu Shaohong took the initiative to hand the telescope to her, pointing to the front left and saying to her, "Look, is there someone sitting there?"
Although it was very far away, I did see clearly this time and I was sitting alone.
In order to be afraid that he would read it wrong, Qin Fang looked at it twice, and finally laughed wildly: "Ha! Ha! That's great, I finally met a comrade-in-arms."
Zhang Qingshan and others also smiled: Come on, they have never encountered two waves of comrades in a day. In terms of proportion, the chances of surviving this comrades are much higher, so luck cannot be so bad, right? Second, if the other party sits back to back, there is still the possibility of supporting them back to the present before death, but if the other party can sit alone, he will definitely be alive.
This time, Qin Fang was suppressed by Zhang Qingshan's eyes, but she still ran to the front to lead the team, and others were thinking that they would soon see their new comrades. With a stir, their pace became much faster without realizing it.
Chapter completed!