At the dinner table, Brother Zhang was roughly bragging about how he came back to life, and also told Yanzi how accurate I was when I helped him calculate it.

His mouth like his running around the world generally means that he is giving me in front of Yanzi. It is a bit fake to praise him too much. This is definitely obvious to Yanzi, who is used to big scenes.

I just kept a low profile and modest state: "That was all by chance. Brother Zhang, you still have this kind of fortune."

Yanzi said: "Brother Zhang, my brother is not that amazing. He didn't count when he met you today."

This seemed to have hit my mind. The person I least wanted to meet was met with Yanzi. At this time, I was not worried about Brother Zhang's big mouth. I was worried about Sister Qiao's performance. If there was something that made Brother Zhang and Yanzi suspected in her performance, it would be miserable.

"Sister-in-law, it's not a good thing to meet us today? If there is a good thing, you still need to calculate it? I think Brother Xiaozhuang may have known for a long time that we must meet, but he just didn't. Let me tell you, when he was calculating business with me, I was half-believing and half-doubted. Anyway, there was no way out back then, so I had to believe him and be a living person. Who knows, God, as he really said, this matter is getting better and better."

"Is that so? Didn't I see it?" Yanzi pretended not to understand, as if she was going deeper into the topic.

Sister Qiao quickly stopped this direction: "Yanzi, don't listen to your brother Zhang's brag. He is nothing but business. Lao Zhang, Yanzi and us have the first time they met, so what do you mean?"

"By the way, right, I was excited. Look at this, Yanzi, I haven't seen Brother Xiaozhuang for many years, and my emotions are not controlled. By the way, brother and sister, where do you live? We must at least visit and recognize the door, right?"

I quickly said: "Our home is in Wenzhou, now in Beijing, and we live with Yanzi's parents."

"Oh, then you come to my house, no problem? My house has not changed, you know."

"I will definitely go when I have time. Brother Zhang, what are you busy with now?"

"The most important thing about railways and coal mines is transportation. Let me tell you, brother, this line has finally been opened. Don't talk about the transportation of our mines, many other large mines and railway matters, and I still need to ask me for help."

I already knew what he said. In the club, he was mixed with people on the railway, and Sister Qiao also told me about this. This topic is related to business, and there is really nothing to say. I have too many interactions with Brother Zhang, and there is almost only business, which is a clean and avoid suspicion.

"Have you said you won't talk about business?" Sister Qiao said.

But what should I talk about if I don’t talk about business? Do I talk about private life? Do I have to poke a hornet’s nest? Although Sister Qiao and I don’t communicate too much with language on the table, her every move is under my close observation. So far, her performance is considered appropriate.

What a nightmare.

"Yanzi, don't listen to their men saying this and that, we are not interested. You two drink honestly and our sisters talk, can you do it?"

Brother Zhang realized that he was talking too much and said, "You guys say, let's listen. OK, brother Xiaozhuang, let's go?" He raised his glass and signaled me that we had a drink together.

The two women started from the weather, to skin care and clothing styles, and then to physical condition. This is a topic that women often talk about, nothing special. But I heard that Sister Qiao was still very careful. She deliberately avoided the question of having a child and did not ask about my private life with Yanzi.

What is decent means not to make things difficult for the other party. The weather is so good today, and it is the best common topic under the blue sky.

The wine ended with the next invitation to each other. Finally, I said goodbye, and I breathed a sigh of relief.

I looked at the time and the meal was only one hour, and I seemed to have spent a century. I was most afraid of too many flaws, most afraid of Yanzi's thoughts, and even more afraid of Brother Zhang's discovery.

When I came out, the sun was already above my head, and my harsh judgment made me feel ashamed. Yanzi was still holding my hand, but I was afraid of her problems. On the way home, the shadow was under my feet, and I stepped on the dark place, feeling a soft feeling.

"Brother, you guys have a good relationship?" The question always comes, Yanzi finally spoke.

"When I first came to Beijing, I rented a house and the same community as them. We turned out to be neighbors."

"The relationship must be extraordinary, and it is a sibling. When they get married, you are still a guest, which is great."

"I had nothing to do at that time, so I'll help. I don't have any relatives in Beijing, so I'll just treat it as a relative."

Before every question comes out of this kind of dialogue, I feel like I am waiting for trial. Although Yan Zi’s problem is still a normal problem.

"What, I haven't heard you mention it later?"

This question is the key. Since the relationship is so good, I have been in Beijing for so long, so don’t talk about meeting you, at least I should have talked to Yanzi. Why not? Are you deliberately avoiding something?

There are already several flaws today. For example, if Sister Qiao said that she would teach me a lesson for Yanzi, this is not something that ordinary relationships can be said. For example, Brother Zhang said that it was unusual that I suddenly left as soon as they got married.

"I guess you're leaving long ago." Yanzi said without waiting for my answer: "It's considered that they're going to get married, right?"

What a good guess. If I ask myself to answer, I can't make it so reasonable. What is love? She knows what you like, including what you want to say, she has thought about it for you. Yanzi at least once liked me so much, but I was only ashamed.

"Well, I moved to Li Mao and the others in order to study in Wudaokou." I also deliberately avoided Zhang Siyuan and kept our topic in a smooth scene so as not to stir up this unbearable mood.

"Well, no, brother, there's a problem. I guess you're trying to avoid them, right?"

This question made me feel sank, and it was difficult to answer. Take off the attack as the defense, and blocking for a moment is counted for a moment. "How did you see it?"

"I haven't drunk yet, can't I tell you? You are so intimate about it. Brother Zhang probably drank a little too much, but you didn't have much, and when you left, you didn't even leave a phone call. It's definitely not that you forgot, but that you didn't want to leave the contact information at all, right?"

I suddenly remembered that this was an important detail. I didn't pay attention to it at that time and was discovered by Yanzi. Her suspicion was based on evidence. Since such a good relationship, I had to leave a phone number after a long time of separation. Brother Zhang had drunk too much, and Sister Qiao didn't drink too much, so I was also awake. I didn't keep it to explain, but Sister Qiao didn't make this request. Isn't it suspicious?

Trouble, but you can't be angry, let alone show it, this is a torment.

"You are right. Actually, I have never mentioned them to you, and I don't want to date them too much. It's mainly because of fortune telling." This is my urgent wisdom. I have the ability to defend myself and have not thought about it. As I was talking, the genius' idea came out automatically. It seems that it would be a pity for me to not be a lawyer.

"Why?" Yanzi asked.

"Because he calculated that time, he wanted to ask me to calculate every day. You know, my fortune telling was not so accurate, but I succeeded by accident. What if I did it? I can take responsibility for such a big business? It's not that they treat me badly, but mainly because I'm afraid that I will make mistakes and ruin their business. Therefore, it's better to meet less."

"No wonder, you had such a good relationship, why didn't you contact me later? It turned out that you took the initiative to not contact me. That's right, business mainly depends on hard work and some luck. Just relying on calculations is not a solution."

She accepted my explanation, and it seemed that my urgent wisdom was successful.

As he spoke, he got home. When he got home, he found that his father was not at home. Yanzi asked, and his mother said, "Your father is obsessed with seals. You know, the boss is looking for seal carving in the shop that sells jade. Your father has been exploring this thing these days, so he has a hobby. So he doesn't want to play chess with Xiaozhuang all day long and annoy Xiaozhuang to death."

"I'm not annoyed. I've played one game one morning and I just thought it was learning technology. Besides, when I played the game, he told me a story, and I learned a lot of things."

Mom laughed: "I understand. He probably finished his story and went to get the seal, so that you wouldn't have a story to ask him to play chess."

We all laughed and showed our skin care products to my mother. While looking at it, my mother complained: "This thing doesn't need to be bought for so long. If you don't come back for lunch, it's not easy to call in advance."

Only then did we remember that when we met Brother Zhang and Sister Qiao suddenly, we were in a panic. We forgot to call our family and ask our family to wait.

The difference between having a home and not having a home is: Is there anyone waiting for you?

Sleeping, drinking tea, reading books, everything seemed to have never happened. Yanzi was as calm as ever, meditating and chanting scriptures to chat with her mother. However, deep down in my heart, I always felt that something was about to happen.

The next day, we continued to go to Yansha with Yanzi. We drove there. According to Yanzi's determination, we would definitely make some achievements this time.

Since it is not a double holiday, Yansha doesn’t have that many people. This is working hours, and most of the people who come to visit the mall are tourists from other places, and some foreigners.

Originally, the aisle was still very spacious, but you didn't meet the two guys on the other side. A pair of black sisters came across from each other, with huge bodies and difficult-to-distinguish expressions, only the whites of eyes and teeth shone brightly with bright white light, and the bright red lips opened and closed with passionate flashes, unrestrainedly squeezing the smooth flow of the coming and going.

A perfume smell aggressively pushed Yanzi and me to the side. The passionate sisters left, the air filled with their unrestrained breath, and the floor retained their vibrating sound. I smiled, looked at Yanzi, and she smiled rare.

"What are you laughing at? Brother?"

"I remembered Squad Leader Wang. Is his situation in Africa good or bad?"

"You guys always like to think about it. I think they are so beautiful. At least, they can do whatever they want, unrestrained and direct, not like you, they can hide some thoughts about anything, not bright."

"What's the meaning?"

"You have always been worried all the way. Brother, I know what you are thinking. Why can't you let go?"

"Is that so? What do you think I'm thinking?" I couldn't answer her question, so I had to use the method of asking back. This is a sign of my guilt and the only way to get rid of the condom.

"You are definitely not worried about the style of the clothes. You are not in that mood. Brother, stop pretending, can't I see your little thoughts? What's there? Who doesn't make any mistakes when he was young, and who doesn't want to? Even if you don't want to say it, I'm not interested."

"Then you said, you guessed what I was thinking about in space?" He asked again. If the method of attack as defense is used too much, I guess Yanzi will be able to see through it sooner or later.

"You are still thinking about yesterday, are you still struggling with Sister Qiao's affairs? Don't think I can't feel it. Brother, right?"

"How did you see it?"

"You don't want to leave your contact information. Brother Zhang is drunk too much. Did Sister Qiao drink too much? According to your relationship, why didn't she take the initiative to ask for our contact number? More importantly, I can see it. Brother, you and Sister Qiao have never communicated seriously in the whole process. You are avoiding each other's eyes, right? Is there any story about your past? Even if there is, it's nothing. After all, who hasn't been drunk? It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it, after all, it has nothing to do with me. But if you can't let it go, it's not good. You can't buy things with peace of mind, which affects your life, right?"

This string of words almost made me collapse and I had nothing to say. Women are almost keen to another woman and their husbands. The sixth sense of nature will play the greatest role here.

"Brother, don't worry." Yanzi still held my arm, as if browsing the clothes on the counter, but said to me very seriously: "Brother, no matter whether you have any stories in the past or not. But you haven't contacted each other for several years, which means that you have actually let go. Since you have let go, why pick it up? You know: the heart in the past is unattainable, the heart in the present is unattainable, and the heart in the future is unattainable. This sentence means that you can take it and let it go. Only then will you be relaxed and your heart will be free. There is nothing wrong in the world, and people disturb you. I still read this sentence when you read it. I remember. You deliberately did not leave the phone because you were afraid of causing trouble for yourself. This is right. But, you can't let go of your mood now. Isn't this a trouble in itself? Brother, you don't worry about my past, and I also hope that you don't worry about your own past."

I pinched Yanzi's hand, and this behavior indicated that I did not deny what she said, and agreed with what she said.

Not asking for trouble means not leaving any entanglement in your heart. As long as your heart is not entangled, you can maintain peace. Under a calm mind, your thinking and emotions are relaxed and free, so that you can give the beauty that may come and leave room for taste.

"Okay, focus on the clothes, we have to complete the task."

Since Yanzi returned from studying Buddhism, the roles between us seemed to have fallen out. It turned out that I was her mentor, and she always responded to my rhythm, passive and fragile. Today, she became my mentor and guided my attitude towards life. How did this happen?

Is Yanzi suddenly gaining wisdom after she studied Buddhism? Or is she having a higher understanding of feelings and life?

It's not that magical. Yanzi is still the same Yanzi, her intelligence has not changed significantly, and her life experience has not increased significantly. But why does her knowledge seem much deeper and more calmer than me?

My eyes with Sister Qiao were not found, but the focus of her observation throughout the whole process. Why didn’t I find traces of her observation? In fact, her observation angle is correct. The eye dialogue between two people who have had emotional experiences is the main observation window. During yesterday’s meeting, Sister Qiao and I deliberately avoided the eyes, but Brother Zhang didn’t see it. It was not that he was blind, but that he didn’t think about this at all, and he didn’t look at it carefully.

The confirmation of eyes sometimes shows a lot of things without words. This is the biggest flaw in my reunion with Sister Qiao.

Yanzi also talked about the issue of leaving a phone call and clearly analyzed the relationship between me and Sister Qiao. Although she did not clearly judge what nature this relationship belongs to.

In addition to normal siblings and friends, there are further relationships between men and women, so-called blue and beautiful women, and further spiritual love, including secret love, or vague love. If you go further, it is a lover relationship.

But Yanzi didn't distinguish this relationship at all. She didn't even say the conclusion she guessed, but just asked me to let go. This is a smart idea. This is a result-oriented way of thinking. This way of thinking does not require excessive analysis of the details of the cause, but only needs to find effective ways to solve the problem.

Result-oriented things can be used to solve most small problems in life. In fact, most problems in life are small problems. The biggest problem is that birth, old age, sickness and death cannot be solved well, and the problem of where life comes from and where death goes. The main thing is small problems. As long as the solution to small problems can be solved, it is the best way. Some problems do not need to be solved. Acknowledging the existence of the problem and allowing time and circumstances to automatically solve it is also a way. Letting go is one of these methods.

Logically speaking, we mainly study problems in three levels: what is, why, and what to do. But most small problems only require us to figure out "what to do". As for what is and why, we are so stupid, let's leave these things to smart philosophers.

When I was in the army, the instructor once taught us that after a problem occurs, the first thing we do is not to find the responsible person or punish the responsible person. The first thing we need to consider is how to solve this problem and prevent this problem from evolveing ​​into more and bigger problems. Only then will we have the opportunity to consider finding the cause and holding the responsibility accountable.

Problem-oriented thinking is simple and direct, and can minimize small troubles in life. Cause-oriented, easy to complicate simple things, which will increase troubles in life and even change the established direction of life.

Letting go means leaving trouble to time and change. Since the past is unattainable, then always tangling with the past is to carve a boat and seek a sword. Since the future is unattainable, always fantasize or fear the future, it is to worry about the sky.

I suddenly thought of a bigger question. If there is no past heart and future heart, where does the present heart come from? If the continuity of the heart is gone, then where is the heart? This is a big question, I know, I can't answer it.

Yanzi's words are like a wise man, as if she sees through everything, but she doesn't have to say everything thoroughly, but she gives the best solution.

What shocked me the most was her performance at the dinner table yesterday. Looking back, her performance was indeed unusual. Since she had seen that Sister Qiao and I had a story in the past, she did not show any abnormality at that time. She calmly and affectionately chatted with Sister Qiao and said what women should say when they met.
To be continued...