Chapter 296 Life is not perfect
Tong Dayong patted Xu Bingbing in his arms and comforted him: "A Bing, don't be too sad. Life cannot be perfect. Compared to many people, you are already very happy. You have parents who love you, beautiful looks that ordinary women do not have, and rich material life. All this you have is something that many people will never achieve in their lifetime."
After hearing this, Xu Bingbing stopped crying and looked up at Tong Dayong, "Yes, Dayong, I am very happy, and I am still asking God for perfection. I hope I am not so good in the world. Even if there is, it will be difficult for it to fall on me."
"I remember my father, Mr. Chen Jian, said that life is impossible to be perfect. If the moon is full, it will be deficient, and if the water is full, it will overflow. Everything in the world is like this, and our life is the same. Therefore, we need to be lacking but not perfect. In contrast, you are the happiest of our group of people. Think about it, God has given you all the benefits, so will we still live?"
Xu Bingbing burst into tears and smiled, wiped away the tears from her face, turned to look at the sea, "Indeed, if you think about it carefully, God has given me a lot, I am not satisfied. Look, Amei and I are twin sisters, but my fate is very different. God treats her so cruelly, but I live in a nest of happiness and try my best to be perfect in life."
"A Bing, it is right for people to pursue life, but when we still can't get it, we have to let go of what we should do."
Xu Bingbing dipped, "I understand, just do everything with a clear conscience, right?"
"That's right, why bother to be so persistent? Contentment is always the truth of life. Of course, I'm not saying that you will have no hope in acting in the future. You are still young and there are still opportunities. Don't be depressed because of this failure."
"Yes, I won't give up. I will still seize it whenever I have a chance."
"Think about it, a big star like Sister Guo must have experienced a lot of hardships to be today. If you have time, you can ask her about her successful management and learn how she got to this point. I believe that everyone's life will not be easy. Don't look at her glamorous now, if you want money and name, maybe she has experienced a lot of hardships."
Xu Bingbing shook her head gently, "You may have said this wrong. I have known her for so long, but I haven't felt how hard her past was. It seems that she was going well as soon as she embarked on this road. But she didn't seem to be willing to talk about her past. I know that the most bitter time was when she went to the countryside to do physical work, which was her hardest day. Later, after the educated youth ended, she returned to Beijing and embarked on the road of acting, and it was always very smooth."
"There are always things that are not satisfactory in life, but they are just as good as others. Sometimes, the suffering that cannot be said is real suffering, and it is not considered suffering that can be vented."
Xu Bingbing looked at Tong Dayong with a smile, "Brother Dayong, why do I think you are like an old man today, full of life philosophy, where did you learn these things?"
"Teacher Chen Jian is a person who likes to read books. When I was a child, I saw him often read books like this. At that time, I didn't understand what these words in the book meant. As I got older, I understood it."
"However, Sister Guo is in a bad mood tonight. Maybe she feels that she has missed my future."
"There will definitely be this, but I think there is something else in her heart."
"There is something else? The failure of this TV series is the most troublesome thing during this period. What bigger thing can she have?"
"Only she knows this." Tong Dayong took out a cigarette and lit it, "A Bing, I always think Sister Guo has something to do with your life experience."
Xu Bingbing smiled faintly, "Don't be too nervous. You said she might be my mother and Amei, but I personally asked her about her marriage and asked her if she had any children. She said no. If we were her children, wouldn't she recognize us quickly?"
Tong Dayong said in confusion: "She said she has no children? She was married, right?"
"Yes, she said she had experienced two men in her life. One was when she went to the countryside to educated youth, which was her first love; the other was her husband who married in her thirties. They divorced if they couldn't get along with each other, and then she kept being alone. I guess she might be a woman with infertility, so I didn't ask much."
Tong Dayong blew the ashes, "Then let me ask you, why did she get so close to you? A big star from Beijing ran to Shenzhen to live in your house and still lives in the nanny's room. Don't you find it strange?"
"What's strange about this? She said she likes Shenzhen. She is a single person. She lives wherever she likes. Many celebrities have houses everywhere. Her house is being renovated. After the decoration, the house is moved away. It is impossible for her to live in our house for a long time."
When Tong Dayong heard Xu Bingbing say this, his doubts in his heart slowly dispelled.
The two of them walked slowly along the stone railings by the dock. After the chat just now, Xu Bingbing's mood improved a lot and her pace became lighter.
While walking, Tong Dayong reached out and held Xu Bingbing's hand. Although they were lovers before, when the two hands were held together, their heartbeats were accelerating.
Tong Dayong simply stopped and hugged Xu Bingbing tightly in his arms, watching her motionless. Xu Bingbing hadn't been hugged like this for a long time, and she felt her cheeks hot and her heart was beating.
"What are you going to do?" Xu Bingbing asked.
Tong Dayong didn't say anything, tilted his head and kissed her lips. Xu Bingbing did not dodge, and the two kissed each other...
Afterwards, under the dim street lights, Xu Bingbing looked at Tong Dayong affectionately, "Dayong, are you serious?"
Tong Dayong nodded, "I'm serious, I swear, I'll belong to you only in the future."
Xu Bingbing laughed, "God is favoring me again."
Tong Dayong also smiled, "God is also favoring me!"
Xu Bingbing curled her mouth, "Of course, God has sent both of us sisters to you, and you have taken advantage of both."
"I've said it all, I'll only be with you in the future."
Xu Bingbing sighed, "Dayong, I feel quite sad. I always feel that I have snatched my sister's man. After all, you know me first, and I know my sister likes you very much. She used to lie to me, saying that she doesn't like you, think about it, you helped her chase the person who robbed her, took her in, and gave her money to let her find Ahua. Moreover, you are pretty good. In this case, any woman will fall in love with you. I actually believed her words at the beginning."
"Abing, let me tell you the truth. I have been struggling with this matter during this period, and I feel very sorry for Amei. But there is no way. After these things, I think I like you. Moreover, Amei has let go."
"She let go? When?"
"Yes, on the night you returned to Shenzhen, do you remember she sent me back to Xixiang?"
Xu Bingbing nodded.
"Just what she said that night, maybe she felt that the person I like was you."
After hearing this, Xu Bingbing lowered her head and tears came out. She wiped her tears and said, "Dayong, I'm sorry for my sister..."
"A Bing, there is nothing I can do about it. I feel very guilty. After all, I can't both, right?"
Xu Bingbing glared at Tong Dayong, "I know you just want both of you, but God won't treat you like this, at least I won't do it!"
"Okay, how is that possible? I said everything, I only want you in the future."
At this time, Xu Bingbing's cell phone rang. She took it out and saw that it was Amei who called it.
"Hey, sister!"
"Abing, come back quickly." Amei's tone seemed quite urgent.
"What's wrong, sister, is there anything wrong?" A Bing asked with concern.
Chapter completed!