My face remained calm as usual, but in fact, I was already confused and couldn't speak. Bi & Qu & Ge Bigif seemed to have no need to continue communicating after knowing everything, and even the motivation to communicate.

Caregus also realized that I might need to continue meditating here, so he turned around and gradually disappeared from his sight. The departure of this last friend means that no one will disturb my current purity today. Fanuc and others accepted Prodmore's invitation. As the host's daughter, Jaina, would definitely attend a banquet for them, or even without this party, I think Jaina would not have any reason to come to see me at this time.

I don’t know whether I should hope or disgust such a result. Although I want to be quiet, my lonely heart always wants to find someone to express my emotions. For example, she would better appear in front of me now, but this is tantamount to delusion. And not just tonight, I am worried that Jaina will also care about this curse and restrain our emotions in the future. Although she once swears to me that she will not reject me, who knows when she will inadvertently do something contrary to my wishes. After all, she is still a woman with strong independence, not a sheep who obeys, and this is why she attracts me. And I know that sooner or later she will reject me because of her will.

This means that everything will eventually be born.

Maybe there is a solution - never meet again until death, so that you will not be cursed. I think Jaina was hesitating when she left just now. Maybe she had quietly chosen to leave me...

But for such a result, if she was not by my side, I would rather choose to die.

I thrust my fist hard towards the floor. After anger, I was a little awake and began to regret my behavior, because I also brought the ring that Kadega gave me on my index finger. I don’t want the relics left to me by this great wizard to cause any damage. After all, this does not only represent his sustenance to me, but also has a deeper meaning, a unique attribute. But who knows whether I can avoid such an ending after taking off this ring? I don’t know or want to admit it…

I struggled in my heart on this issue and couldn't calm down. It seemed that the last time I felt so angry was also when their expeditionary forces were destroyed.

Thinking of this, the experience of the tragic mage of the tragic fate couldn't help but come into my mind again. This mage who knew he would have a tragedy finally chose to obey the final arrangements given to him by fate for the entire alliance. It seemed that his greatness could bring him a little courage to face difficulties.

It was these false encouragement that allowed me to continue meditating or any better solutions, but in the end I couldn't find any feasible except leaving Jaina's unacceptable result. The impatient mood had already overwhelmed my anger and finally made me yell out my own voice.

"But how can I accept the ending of my rivalry with the league!"

But no one responded to my voice, and no one even knew I was still here.

In the end, lonely and tired, I left here and returned to my room, fell on my beloved bed to temporarily forget this damn trouble.

...

Many times, if you look outside the circle and look inside, you will often have a more comprehensive understanding, or you can have a real understanding of yourself after you are truly calm, and now it will come true to me.

…………

When I calmed down again with a lot of forgetful worries and became conscious after opening my eyes and developing consciousness, it was hard for me to imagine that I could still remain calm. Then I was no longer in my bed, or even behind my bedroom, but in a strange world similar to a different dimension.

The external scenes constantly change with strange scenery, and the images I saw at first were very blurry, or just images of my subconscious experience or some of my own understanding inadvertently. However, after the images gathered, everything seemed to become smooth. I thought that this state of awakeness and sleep was influenced by some spells or a powerful will. Especially when I realized that a white old man with a strong light and very familiar appearance stood in front of me, I resolutely realized that everything was arranged like this

Because the man wore a ring that was exactly the same as mine, and the location was changed to the rooftop where I didn't go often and would not step into it.

"Long time no see, Alsace."

After the man "Kadgar" called out my name affectionately, I also excitedly called out the figure that I once thought I would never see again. "Are you still alive?" I couldn't help but run to him. After touching him, I found that he was just a soul and no entity. The smile that I briefly appeared also came to an abrupt end.

"It can also be said that I am now free from life and death." The white-bearded Kadega showed a kind smile I had never seen before. "We haven't seen each other for a long time."

"Yes." Although I was very happy that he had this attitude towards me, I was still not happy. Instead, my face became clearer with my consciousness in my sleep. My mood was also getting deeper because I slowly recalled the things during the day. "It's quite long..."

"Are you still worried about the curse of fate? Or are you worried about losing that Princess of Kul Tiras."

"The latter is more." Facing his sarcastic inquiry, I immediately responded to his guess frankly. When he heard this result, his smile immediately became solemn. Or I shouldn't have overshadowed her importance over my position in the entire league. But in fact, what I was telling the truth is that her position in my mind is indispensable. I couldn't help but laugh at myself for this, "I think you will be very disappointed in me."

"No, we are all the same" Kardga shook his head and then recounted his truest thoughts. "In fact, before she changed, I also wanted to abandon my responsibilities and go away with the girl I like."

"You're talking about the orc Garona."

"Who else can it be except her?" Facing my question, Kadega smiled bitterly again. "Isn't it disgusting?"

"All I can say is that you have been tricked by fate."

I tactfully expressed my confusion, but at this moment I seemed to have forgotten my understanding of ourselves.

"Then why are you the same in the future?"

"Yes..." When he said this, I couldn't help but fall down again. Or when I laughed at him in my heart, I realized that I was not qualified. Garona is a shameless assassin in the eyes of the league. Spy is right. Kardag's ability to have such feelings for him will indeed make any member of the league sneer at it. But a few years later, I became a worse person. She could still have such feelings for me, and the whole world would probably mock Jaina's stupidity and innocence. Perhaps Kadeag still has the same emotions as Jaina at that time. In this regard, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, "We are all teased by fate."

"Then do you remember the warning you gave me when we first met?" Kardga smiled, and like me, he took the same as me back then, and guided him with what the other party said. "Seeing the shadow of the future is not only a curse, but also a gift."

"Why do you say that?" I vaguely remembered that I had said this, but now after asking back, I couldn't help feeling ashamed of not knowing how I had said ignorant words, so I changed my sentence and started to make excuses, "The tragic fate cannot be changed."

"Are you still afraid of death?"

"I wouldn't have rushed to the front of the orc's butcher knife or the arcane behind you in that orc battle. I would accept it with pleasure no matter which result. What's more, now." I angrily refuted his understanding of my life. "You might as well not worry about me at that time, so that I can still gain glory like you."

"I understand." Cardagal nodded with a smile. "It seems that my life is not the most tragic."

"You are not here to laugh at me, are you?"

"Of course, I want to tell you that some of them can be changed." Kadega sighed silently in the face of my anger, "Someone has helped you find the key to your destiny."

"You mean it might change my ending."

"No," Kardga shook his head. "I mean to say that the result will not be too bad for you.

"For example, end my destiny now."

"You're wrong, Alsace." He sighed and continued,

"Don't sigh at your own tragedy, there is always someone who will take on this fate. And for the entire league you may be the best candidate, so I'm full of hope for you, kid."

"I understand." Hearing this, my heart felt a little comforted. Yes, if the disaster invades the whole world, there must be someone who controls it. Although it will be despised by the whole world, this is also a contribution of one kind of value and another kind of glorious sacrifice... "But I don't want to lose myself when I become that way."

"Maybe she can do it!"

"What did you mean by Jaina?"

"You are already at the turning point of your destiny." Kardga did not answer my question positively but told me a sentence he wanted to tell. When I was wondering the true meaning of this sentence, Kardga's shadow gradually disappeared, and the environment rewinds like it was just beginning to appear, until my consciousness became blurred again...
Chapter completed!