Chapter 39 Goodbye Gu worm
"We have known each other for ten years. You have followed me for eight and a half years. In the eight and a half years when I have nothing, you said you want to fly, so I worked hard to practice and wanted to give you a high-level scenery. However, you left me forever..."
"Xiaowei, this is your favorite Qinghai Lake. I'll take you back." The young man grabbed a handful of ashes and gently scattered into the lake.
"'I'm with you at the age of sixteen and giving birth to you at the age of eighteen', the lines in this novel are portrayed by you and me, but they are not that exaggerated! But you forgot that you were only fourteen years old when you and me!"
"After you died, three months ago, I thought I had forgotten this relationship and you, but now, I suddenly realized that I have given you nothing in these years. I finally felt an unprecedented debt, except for the sentence that I repeated many times, "I love you" just by saying "I love you"."
"Eight and a half years, the eight and a half years, the most youthful and beautiful eight and a half years, we even spent Valentine's Day once, and went down the mountain and bought you a bouquet of roses for only 10 yuan. You said you didn't care about these, but you were happy for a long time because I spent Valentine's Day with you and wrote it in the space. You put the bouquet of roses in a vase until it withered--our love!"
I still remember when you ran away from home and I brought you back, your father was critically ill. Before his death, he told me that now, I am the only man left that you can rely on, and that I will be kind to you in the future, because you don’t know what you will become after losing me again.
Sorry, I didn't do it. I know you are born rebellious, and because of me, you try hard to get yourself well.
You have bought me clothes, embroidered pillows, knitted gloves and scarves for me. As for me, I have thought about it over and over again, what have I given you?
Apart from sadness, quarrels, and despair, I can't find out what I have given you. Even so, there is not much romance or much happy love. You have persisted for more than six years. Maybe, you just want to get the final ending you want. Do you think we'll get married? We'll get married when you come out of seclusion!
We have to have many children, so that even if we can’t see you, I can still let those pocket versions of you accompany me, because that is the crystallization of the two of us, and I won’t be lonely! I said don’t force me, I don’t want to get married yet, we don’t have a material foundation yet, I have to practice first, let’s put the marriage matters aside!
Maybe, when you got this news, you were completely desperate. After waiting for eight years, you still didn't wait for the happiness you wanted. Maybe, you were completely collapsed at that time, and you were struggling to wait for this relationship for so long, but you still didn't wait for the result you wanted. You didn't tell me that you had cancer, but just wanted to leave something for me before you died, but then you didn't say that you were suffering silently alone...
When I come out of seclusion, I can take you away, but it’s too late. All you left for me is a black and white photo and this jar of ashes!
The ashes swayed lightly on the lake surface, and the lake surface seemed to shimmer with the sunrise. In a rippling manner, the ashes floating on the lake surface slowly melted away were gone.
"If I lose you, where should I go? I will practice hard, and who is it for..." The young man whispered. Although Chen Xiaosheng arrived early, he did not look back.
Chen Xiaosheng hesitated for a while and said, "Friend, the deceased has passed away, and the living have mourned me."
Hearing this, the young man looked back at Chen Xiaosheng, and then his eyes became strange. Unexpectedly, he actually met Chen Xiaosheng!
The young man said, "Chen Xiaosheng? Thank you, I know all of this."
Chen Xiaosheng was stunned. This young man actually knew who he was! He even knew his name!
His face changed immediately and he said, "Who are you!"
Qing Young smiled bitterly, lifted up the jade pendant on his chest, and said, "Don't worry, I won't catch you. I have never paid any attention to the affairs of the sect, and you and I have no grudges."
The jade pendant he lifted was engraved with the word thunder! At such a young age, at most, he was an elder who was similar to the guards! No wonder he recognized himself, basically a little skilled, or a senior practitioner, had received an announcement from the Evil Yan Valley, with his own photos. How could this Elder of Evil Yan Valley not know about himself?
"The elder of the Evil Flame Valley? The practitioner of Xingjiang Realm!" Chen Xiaosheng couldn't help but take a step back and looked at the man vigilantly.
The young man shook his head, turned around and continued to see off the ashes, and said, "I am just a new elder, or I can be said to be the most sub-sected lineage of the sect, the outer elder. I have been practicing in seclusion all the time. I never pay attention to the affairs of the sect. Don't worry, I said we have no grudges, and I will not catch you."
Chen Xiaosheng hesitated and touched his back. But the Feixian Sword was not carried out...
I don’t know whether to leave or not, but what the man said makes sense. If he doesn’t arrest him, he has no grudge against him. Moreover, he is in a sad situation now and doesn’t have the energy to think about it.
After choosing to stay, the man chuckled. He didn't know whether Chen Xiaosheng chose to stay with him, so he would be less lonely, or whether the other party trusted him and made him feel relieved.
He was alert for a while, but the man did not do anything and slowly relaxed.
He said, "Senior, thank you." He was overly nervous recently because of pressure.
"It's nothing. Logically, I should thank you too, and I will see Xiaowei off with me."
"Can you take the liberty to ask, how did your partner die? It is logical that if a practitioner has nothing to do with an accident, his life should not be so short..."
"Cancer, Xiaowei is a mortal with mediocre qualifications..."
There are differences between immortals and mortals, and there are also differences between cultivators and mortals. Cultivators can live for at least two hundred years. However, mortals can live for more than seventy by removing illness, pressure of life, environmental pollution, etc., which is considered a long life. The person in front of them dares to form ethics with mortals. He really has the courage to take a look at him twice.
Looking at the ashes, I guess this woman knew that there was a difference between immortals and mortals during her lifetime, so she had cancer without hiding it. Otherwise, using the methods of a cultivator, even if her qualifications are mediocre, she could still be initiated and transformed into a cultivator in the Xingxi realm. In this way, her lifespan can be improved and the cancer can be eliminated.
"Huh? That black..." Suddenly, Chen Xiaosheng saw that there was a black thing in the ashes that were originally gray and white ashes!
"Senior, come on! Look at what this is in the ashes?" Chen Xiaosheng reminded, thinking that it was impurities that were not burnt, such as gems.
Hearing this, the man spread his hands, and when the breeze blew, the ashes drifted away, and the black piece actually stayed! There were still some portions.
"This is...?"
It was dark and like a tiny cicada! Chen Xiaosheng said in surprise: "Gu insect!"
The man's eyes widened and turned around and asked, "What did you say? Is this a worm?" sought confirmation.
Chen Xiaosheng nodded, and suddenly, the man's face turned ashen!
After burning ashes from the corpse, can still be left with bugs? How is this possible!
There is only one explanation for what cannot be burned! This is the insect raised by the practitioner, and only the means of source power can destroy it!
Chapter completed!