I saw it in my dream

It was like seeing untouchable memories from the small circuits flowing with blood

These are her memories

At least it's not mine

This is someone else's story

I have never recalled the past

The distant one I have never tried to recall

Old memories that can't even be recalled-

Memories of a girl who was sacrificed to the throne of heroes

In the end, no one understands the story of a girl

Too late

Now things can no longer change the heavy shackles of the foregone contract

That guy doesn't want anything

If you insist on saying it, it is essentially not a patient person.

Can't bear to have people crying around you

Can't stand the injured people around you

I can't stand the death of people around me

If you want to give reasons, there are only these

For this reason, that guy wants to help everyone he can see

Obviously a fragile girl

How clumsy that was, even those who were watching were worried about it.

But in the end, it really did it, and every time it changed the fate of many people.

Even if it is conservative, it is definitely more difficult than getting happiness.

A clumsy battle is not in vain

The more damage she suffers, the more death she faces, the more people she saves

However, there is a loophole

Although it is everyone you can see

But people can never see themselves

So that's the ending

The most important "self" to her will never be saved in the end-

Don't understand why it became like this

No, it's the opposite

Why hasn't it become like this? It's really incredible until now

That was a serious disaster

Many people die, many will die

The guy knelt on a hill made of corpses and cried, holding a head.

That must be a very important person, tears flowing down from his cheeks like blood

"Make a contract. I entrust you with all my death. And I will accept this reward at this moment."

The pain of loss made her decide

Yes, we have made a contract with unknown things like "the world"—

Give up oneself to save sentient beings

Heroes were born

That's it

No follow-up

Even if it is called a hero, what the guy does hasn't changed.

Originally, her purpose was not to be a hero

But this process requires the power of heroes no matter what.

However, the end came so quickly

An outstanding rescuer is just a troublesome for those who are rescued.

She understood her limits and the vastness of the world

Accept everything that can be saved and what cannot be saved

Because of this, she hopes to at least make the person she sees happy

That's just hypocrisy

There are many people who disdain it as narrow values ​​like this

Despite this, I should be able to stand up my chest silently chasing the figure of my ideal.

Her ending

As the contract says, there is no reward at the end of death—

Finally arrived at that place

She has had someone who seems to be a partner, and she has someone who seems to be a lover.

After losing all this, she was forced to the end by the ideal she pursued.

No destination anymore

Even though she was carrying many accusations, she continued to fight

Knowing that his destiny was about to die, he wanted to achieve the "miracle" that was still left in his hands and finally reached the Sword Hill at the cost of death.

On the rusty steel hill where there is no opponent, her battle ends-

Still alone

Even so, as long as you can save the people in front of you, there is nothing to regret

The guy smiled with satisfaction, and let go of the sword in his hand like a mountain falling—

“archer—”

After waking up, I only said this

Extremely tired, lying in bed completely weak

The only thing that is sober is consciousness, but also looking at the ceiling meaninglessly

Due to the mental connection between master and server, you can sometimes see the other person's memories when sleeping.

"It's so terrible..."

Alas, sighed, looking at the ceiling in a daze

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"What... is it the memory of a coyote..."

As soon as I opened my eyes, Archer complained softly

Ilia who was holding her like a koala beside her

She didn't know why Ilia called her mother, but she had a vague guess in her heart

I think about it and it's still related to the coyote

but

Although I already know, the ending of the coyote is still a bit acceptable...

What I learned through animation and games is naturally not as profound as my personal experience

Inexplicably, a trace of emotion appeared in Archerko's heart. After careful understanding, he realized that it was a resentment towards Shiro Emiya.

In essence, Archerko is Shirou Emiya. Although Yutaka is not a real Archerko, he seems to have merged Archerko's soul, nature, memory, experience, and emotions during the journey. This is not entirely a good thing, because he has begun to gradually be influenced by Archerko's feelings.

"Well...why do you think so much...but how did Archer become a woman? It's not a parallel universe, right?"

[Dingdong~ Congratulations on discovering another main mission. Are you very unhappy when you are transformed into a mother? Are you very resentful? Do you want to cry? Then there is a chance here, of course, not to restore yourself, but to give you a chance to vent your unhappy mood. Since Shirou is an archer, do you have a kind of resentment as a different being who is united in the body and do you have the only resentment of "I am unwilling to be saved by you alone!"? Then work hard to complete the next main mission Nianghua Shirou Emiya!!]

Suddenly, the fucking voice appeared in my mind again, as if to deepen my impression, the sentence "I am unwilling to be saved by myself!" used a very strange and resentful tone, as if a resentful girl who was bought by her boyfriend to do the table and was disfigured and cut off her limbs and peeled off her skin and dripped it into the toilet.
To be continued...