Chapter 22 Her thoughts and his thoughts
Lin Yunna's confession was a bit confusing. After all, she said whatever she thought about, and she felt something that she had not experienced in her own way, and she could not understand it at all.
But Lu Bin really understands it. Lin Yunna said so much emotionally. In fact, to put it bluntly, it was just the conflict between hobbies and work that made her confused!
Lu Bin is a veteran in this regard. He has liked writing since he was a child. He liked the feeling that the world he wrote was accepted and recognized by others. The stories he wrote in junior high school were copied and circulated by classmates. The novels he wrote in senior high school were confiscated by the teacher. Then when he graduated, the teacher specifically told him not to forget to show the story behind him...
At that time, Lu Bin was a pure hobby for writing, and he was full of enthusiasm as long as someone recognized it. It was also the time when online literature was released. Although he was not rewarded, he still posted the novel online so that more people could see his works.
Then the novel was signed and published by the Wandao publisher. I thought it was just a profit of extra money, but I didn’t expect that the royalties were paid too much, and finally, with the support of my lover, it became a job to support my family.
So before he knew it, Lu Bin was no longer thinking about what kind of story he wanted to tell people, but what kind of story readers wanted to see, what kind of story editors could use, and what stories they could make more money!
Lu Bin was once confused about this, but was cured by his lover in one sentence. She said: "I'm still pretentious when I make money, just send it to eat steamed buns that have no oil for a month!"
However, if Lu Bin also responded so directly, Lin Yunna, who was excited, would probably collapse. Lu Bin thought about it for a while and found that it would be better to follow the girl and talk down.
"So what does this have to do with you ruining yourself?" Oh, this tone doesn't seem to be too smooth, but Lu Bin really doesn't understand Lin Yunna's thinking circuit. Not wanting to continue her current life has something to do with asking me to sleep?
Lin Yunna was silent again. It seemed that this topic was indeed a bit difficult to talk about, but in the end she still looked at Lu Bin firmly and expressed her thoughts: "If something bad happened to me, maybe I can't be an idol anymore. Uncle, do you understand what I think?"
Lu Bin understands it too much. He just doesn’t want to continue working, but if he asks it, he will be sorry for his teammates, fans, and his lost youth. The company may not agree, so he has to find a reason to have to retire. In this way, he will have no choice but to have an explanation in his heart, and there will be less guilt and regret!
You ask Lu Bin why he understands so much. It's very simple. It's also the logic that he harms his body. It's not that I don't care about my wholeheartedness to die, but that I should be like this when my terminal illness comes, even though this terminal illness was caused by him intentionally...
Although this set of ideas cannot withstand scrutiny, it is definitely enough to deceive yourself and reduce your guilt!
Think about it now, no wonder from the beginning that this girl cooperated with kidnapping. What about going to Chongqing to eat hot pot is completely to delay time and make the kidnapping a fait accompli. This obviously unreasonable flirting has only one purpose, which is to have something happen to him. Once he succeeds, the result will be obvious.
Can an idol who has been kidnapped and insulted still work in this industry? Maybe fans who really like her will say it is not her fault and continue to support it, but more people will regard this experience as a stain and may even affect the entire group!
So when an individual has the intention to withdraw, bowing down will become an inevitable result. At that time, in the eyes of anyone, she will be an innocent victim, and she can even use this reason to comfort herself.
Another person in the incident, Lu Bin himself, will be severely punished by law, which is nothing. After all, when you choose to kidnap this criminal path, the result is already destined...
But at that time, he will still be charged with QJF and be infamous. Even if it will definitely attract everyone's attention, narrating his love story in this case is probably a joke, and even his beloved will become the object of insult and ridicule others!
What Lu Bin got was just the joy of the past. Perhaps in the eyes of many admirers of Lin Yunna, this transaction is not a loss, but for him, it is a loss!
Maybe I felt something from Lu Bin's silence. Lin Yunna sat up, turned on the roof light, and asked Lu Bin seriously: "Uncle, do I look good?"
Is there any other answer to this question? Lu Bin lowered his eyes and did not look at Lin Yunna's deliberately showing figure.
"From now to the time when we are found, no matter how long it is in the middle, it can be done anytime and anywhere!" After feeling the rejection from Lu Bin's attitude, Lin Yunna hurriedly pressed more chips.
Lu Bin could feel her sincerity, but she was destined to be unacceptable, but she could not refuse this girl bluntly. God knows if she would run out to find a man to sacrifice herself when she was excited. This is not a pity. At least she has been together for nearly a day, so she can't watch others jump into the pit, right?
After thinking about it, Lu Bin opened the album of his mobile phone and flipped up, and took out the photo of himself and his lover.
Looking at her with a warm smile in the photo, Lu Bin's mouth raised slightly, raised his head and asked Lin Yunna: "Do you know why I kidnapped you?"
Lin Yunna shook her head ignorantly.
So Lu Bin put the photos on his phone in front of the girl and began to tell the story of herself and her lover.
In fact, let alone Lu Bin's subjective feeling, his love story is quite simple. It's nothing more than a idle college student who met a girl online in an Internet cafe. He was so mean to pester him and asked for a contact information. Because he didn't look like a person who lived a down-to-earth life, he was rejected for four years. Finally, he relied on sincerity to get the opportunity to try to date...
To be honest, this story is quite plain. Just taking out a romance novel may be more attractive than it, but Lu Bin's narrative has too many details: the first time we met, what kind of clothes she was wearing, and every word she said to him...
This story is a bit long-winded, but Lin Yunna heard the passionate feelings like a volcano from it. She looked down at the photos she had actually seen, and looked at the woman with a smile full of happiness. She suddenly felt a little envious, envious of her being able to engrave everything about her into the soul of a man!
"So, uncle, you love your aunt very much, right?" Lin Yunna raised her head and asked seriously when Lu Bin paused in the story.
"Yes." Lu Bin answered without hesitation and answered very hard.
"Then why did you come to kidnap me?" Lin Yunna pursed her lips and asked stubbornly.
Lu Bin smiled, smiling brightly: "Because, I'm almost dead..."
Chapter completed!