It is said that we just heard that this chapter is for the author to show off.

The direct effect is probably equivalent to street performing hard for a while, then clasping his fists: "All the elders present, I have just arrived at the treasure land, I am penniless, I have no money to support the money, and those who have no money to support the personal!

At this time, the onlookers usually start to disperse. Occasionally, there are a few who can’t afford to pay for their money. They are also worried about whether the performance below is exciting. If you don’t break a few pieces of stones and your chest will be filled with shouting “RNM refund”.

What? Real fans? Stop making trouble. They have become a street performer. Where can you get real fans? Even if there were once, you sold well two years ago and suddenly became a good person (ahem, explain, this seller is a salesperson for art), people have to wait and see if you ran away after you collected the money again?

Honglong knew this, so he didn't sell it anymore. He might be as popular as a player with a good voice, right?

Where to start? Since it is a comment on the shelves, let’s just talk about this book.

Readers who are a little familiar with the Red Dragon should know that I have dug a lot of pits. I won’t talk about the pits in "My Ou". The pits dug later have not survived at most seventy chapters. In this creative process, let alone newcomers, even old book fans have no confidence, and the original fan group has gradually become a driving group.

When I opened this book, many people thought it was a new pit and no one paid attention to it at all. Other groups urged the author to be quicker. When I arrived at my reader group, it was like "rest when I am tired".

Who should I blame? Of course, it is because the child who grazed the sheep has called out too much "Wolf is coming"!

But the child who called the wolf to come also had difficulties...

To be honest, Honglong really planned to stop writing and never write anything again. The real reason for opening this book is not such a sensational reason as "I want to write something for you to read".

The reason why I asked me to write this book is very realistic, because the psychologist who treated me gave me a suggestion. She said that since I can write novels, I might as well write all the psychological factors that trouble me into the novel. To solve it in the novel, it may also have effect in reality.

Yes, yes, the first chapter that was written very depressingly, actually what happened to the protagonist is what happened to the Red Dragon. The slightly different is that the protagonist lost his fiancée, while I lost his lover who has been married for many years.

The reality is not as bizarre as a novel. Red Dragon has a daughter, so she doesn’t have the chance to do anything big, so she has no emotional redemption. In addition, Red Dragon’s first half of her life is really smooth, so her psychological endurance is relatively weak, and she collapses directly under repeated blows.

This is not an excuse, and Red Dragon will not use such an excuse. The fact is that this is the reason why "I Occasionally" was interrupted, and it is also the reason why I dug holes and didn't fill them out later.

Because Honglong found that he could not write the kind of happy feelings he could no longer write!

It is not a shame that Honglong is not as strong as Lu Bin. After the collapse, what he left behind was not only readers who trust me, but also the responsibilities that his parents, daughters, etc. should bear. In the past two years, not only was the depression so severe that he tried to commit suicide, but he also had a tendency to violence. A slight stimulation could make me lose control and eventually he had to rely on drugs.

It's very embarrassing to say that a big man failed to take good care of the people he should take care of, but instead asked them to take care of me. He even looked at my face carefully. The Red Dragon really failed in life...

Therefore, since you can't die, you must try your best to get up and stand up straight, so that your parents and elders can be pleased, and set an example for your children.

So the Red Dragon held on. Although there were all kinds of discomforts in the middle, and even the idea of ​​giving up because he was not valued in the early stage, he finally got used to the state of having something to do every day, and his typing efficiency also returned to his previous level.

Everything is developing in a positive direction, and this book is also facing its launch. To be honest, Honglong has been a little nervous these days, disrupting the update speed, adjusting the climax plot to the paid chapters, which are all manifestations of my lack of confidence.

So, if you still like this book, please give Honglong some support and give Honglong more confidence to fight the negative emotions that keep pulling me back in the past.

Red Dragon does not make any promises, because as a reader said, the author's promises are useless, and without updates, there is no update.

Honglong can only say that I want to prove that I can accomplish something now, and I hope Lu Bin will have a happy ending in the book.

As for believing it or not, it depends on you. After all, the child who has been shouting too much when the wolf comes, is not qualified to ask for too many...

Oh, by the way, Red Dragon will post the reader group number in the first chapter of the shelves [Author's Words]. Students who want to see the mysterious disappearance of Chapter 57 can go to the group file to find it - yes, in order to increase the grades and be more confident, I am completely shameless, I do whatever I want!

P.S: Thank you to all the friends who supported me along the way. Without you, I might still be lying in the mud and complaining without the courage to get up.

Thank you.
Chapter completed!