The words Luo Lin appeared seventy-two times in this note.

Dad, it seems that I am still very important in your heart.

- [Scam] Notes added by Li Luolin on the third to last page.

Run out of the kitchen as if he was running away from the panic.

He walked into the bathroom in a daze.

Looking at yourself in the mirror.

Li Luolin suddenly felt a little ridiculous.

I only met for a few days, but I just got from a stranger who I had never met.

It became a relationship between the father and the son.

I was speechless for a moment, and I felt inexplicably confused in my heart.

In fact, when the old man said those words.

Li Luolin was completely confused and his whole mind was blank.

Reason subconsciously made him speak up and prepare to say something to refuse.

But his sentiment made him swallow the words and say another word.

Turn on the faucet and splashed the gushing water on your face.

Under the slightest stimulation of the coldness, Li Luolin gradually recovered to some soberness.

Recalling the thought of caring concern in the old man's words.

And the gentle and kind feeling contained in the smile.

It was a warm feeling that had not been possessed for a long time.

Li Luolin reached out and touched his heart.

The rhythm of the heart beating is gentle and powerful.

And it is filled with the warmth feeling.

Really good.

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The old man's hands holding a spoon were trembling.

Tears in those eyes kept sliding down.

But the face was full of a smile.

I smiled very happily.

Place the spoon on the chopping board.

Take a handkerchief out of your pocket.

He carefully wiped the tears from his face.

Then he kept muttering.

"What are you crying like this? What are you crying? What are you crying? It's useless when you get old..."

As I said, wiping, but the tears never stopped.

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When you lose something you cherish very much.

You will become more and more interested in having it again.

This sentence is very suitable for both of them who have just become father and son.

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On both sides of the dining table, the old man sat opposite Li Luolin.

A full table of hearty dishes were filled with all the dishes.

The tempting fragrance spreads with the heat coming out.

But neither of them moved.

"Well, Luo Lin, I don't know if these dishes fit your appetite..."

"You can try it all first. If there are any things that don't suit your appetite, tell me, I won't make that dish next time..."

"If you like to eat, tell me, I will make more next time I come..."

The old man looked at Li Luolin, and his slightly red and swollen eyes were full of kindness.

Just looking at it, my eyes were unable to move away from that face.

Just watching that, my heart was filled with a sense of satisfaction that could not be dissipated.

"Okay, what's your specialty? I'll try that dish first..."

Since he has figured everything out, Li Luolin is also ready to adjust his mentality and position.

Although he was still a little restrained and unable to let go, he never showed it on his face.

Instead, he picked up the chopsticks and said with a smile to the old man.

"Haha, this mackerel soup has been made for decades. It feels like it is a specialty dish. You can try it..."

Originally, the old man thought that Li Luolin would take some time to adapt to the sudden father-son relationship between the two.

Maybe he was a little uncomfortable and nervous, but he didn't expect that he would be so generous.

The smile on the old man's face became a little stronger.

"Okay, then I'm not polite..."

Although he said this, Li Luolin took the old man's bowl first.

A bowl of fish soup and some fine and thornless fish were placed in front of the old man.

Then he put it in his bowl again.

Said and smiled.

The little dining table is surrounded by a happy atmosphere.

Sometimes the old man put some dishes on Li Luolin.

Sometimes Li Luolin poured a glass of soju for the old man.

As the alcohol gradually got up, the old man began to stop talking.

Those things that were depressed in my heart for many years were slowly revealed.

When the old man was thirty years old.

While walking with my son after dinner.

Benben's son trampling on the red bricks on the sidewalk.

But they were hit by two cars that rushed through the road due to drunk driving.

He died in a car accident.

Because I saw the scene of my son being hit.

The old man also left a shadow in his heart, and he always believed that his son died because of his poor care.

Her wife was not in good health, so she was depressed and left the world with her son for a few years.

Since then, the old man began to live alone.

I occasionally go to school to teach and stay in this small bookstore in my spare time.

Time passes slowly, year after year.

The old man is also getting older, but he still cannot break free from the knot in his heart.

The night Li Luolin met the old man, he had just gone to worship his wife and son.

On the way back, I stepped on the red bricks that my son liked to trample on during his lifetime.

But after seeing Li Luolin in a trance.

The heart tides are fluctuating, and the mood fluctuates too much, and typhoid fever causes fainting.

Following the old man's story.

Li Luolin's emotions also began to fluctuate.

I heard the reason why my brother passed away now.

And the long years that the old man spent solitude after that.

My heart couldn't help but feel like something was stuffed into it, blocked.
To be continued...