To be honest, Chen Yan has never understood a person like Udias.

He is said to be a hero, his hands are covered with the blood of the enemy, and there are also innocent people.

He said he was a hero, but he had his own justice and Tao, and his burly body protected countless weak people.

He was extremely powerful and hated evil, but he was strict and self-disciplined and pious. He was like a ferocious beast in hell, creating an extremely strong cage for himself. He maintained his faith with an almost self-abuse attitude, never surpassing it, and moving forward firmly. For him, perhaps death was not threatening, and his pursuit was not the warmth in the sun.

Such a person must live in great pain.

Chen Yan thought he was crazy enough, but often he felt that the self-disciplined knight in front of him was actually crazier than him. Because he didn't even care about his life for his purpose, let alone subordinates, companions, or even lovers.

Now, he came to him again for why?

Chen Yan wanted to ask, but shook his head again. There is no need... No matter what, Udias is a warrior from the same realm as him. His pursuit is completely different from himself. Is it necessary to follow the root of the root? What's more, Udias in front of him is obviously a little different from Hui River Basin, whether it is temperament or habits.

His condition is very wrong, so it is best not to stimulate him. Even if he has grown to the point where he is no longer afraid of him, Chen Yan does not want to set up such a terrible enemy for himself.

"When did you come here?" he asked.

"I can't remember it, maybe it's a few hours, maybe it's a few days, or a few years." Udias replied, his voice a little confused. The blood stains under his feet spread little by little, making his back look lonely and cruel.

Chen Yan thought about it and offered an invitation. "Do you want to go with me? I happen to need a very important strong attacker here. I think you are suitable for this role."

Martha's eyes lit up next to him when she heard this, and she was obviously very interested in this proposal. You should know that Chen Yan's team is already very perfect now, but she is not afraid of many of the roles of a strong attacker. Not to mention a powerful knight like Udias. To put it bluntly, a strong attacker is a character like Chen Yan and Martha who charges in a team, and the pillar power in a team is definitely not comparable to Shente and Xiu.

Udias' strength once crushed them, and there was no objection to taking on such a role.

Unfortunately, the invitation proposed by Chen Yan was ignored. Udias still looked up in confusion, as if he had not heard Chen Yan's words at all. After a long time, he lowered his head and murmured in a low voice.

"I... still can't stop..."

After saying that, he never looked back and thought about walking in the desert far away. The wind gradually became stronger, and the rolling yellow sand covered his figure, and finally disappeared without a trace.

Looking at the direction he left, Chen Yan remained silent for a long time. Martha hesitated and said, "What the hell do he want to do? There is no holy church he is loyal to in this realm."

"But he still has it in his heart." Chen Yan replied, sighing softly. "He has his own beliefs. Leaving the brilliance of the surface and the decaying internal saint may be a relief for him. I used to think that he was carrying too much and too heavy, but now it seems that he has to carry it."

"What does it mean?" Martha frowned. She didn't like the dark smell in Chen Yan's words.

"It's just a reason for him to survive... If that kind of person doesn't bear it, he will not be able to survive..."

"Nothing nonsense, how can there be such a ridiculous truth?" Marsha retorted. But she saw that Chen Yan had turned around and walked back to the snail boat. She could only follow her, her face full of disbelief. "Isn't he a fool to find a target for herself that she can't stop?"

"Maybe, everyone is a fool, because everyone actually has reasons to not stop." Chen Yan replied, his voice quickly faded away...

Behind him, Martha stopped and thoughtfully. "Although it was ridiculous, it seemed to make sense."

"Don't you pretend to be noble with me?"

"I will beat you to death..."

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With this episode, the itinerary of the convoy was delayed a little. But it didn't affect anything. Soon the huge screwboat convoy changed the route again. The strong wind swept through the sand and dust and hit the screwboat's armor, making dense crackling sounds, and sometimes you can even see sparks.

The storms in the wind and turbid realm have always been so cruel.

However, compared to the comfortable environment in the screw boat, the travelers did not expect that at this moment, on the other side of the desert, there was a lonely figure walking alone in the storm. The violent wind and sand blew on him like a sea hammering a reef, but it could not stop him for a moment. Even such a dim world could not cover up the silver armor and a touch of blood on his body.

Udias, step by step, walked into the desert, getting deeper and deeper...

Time passed day by day, and he didn't know where he was or what he wanted. He just mechanically repeated the movements of the previous moment, walking... walking... as if he could find what he wanted by walking like this. The wind and sand in the desert were ruthless. As time passed, the armor on his body became a little dim, and the surface was covered with orange color. But his steps never stopped...

He was not short of food and water, because the way he was moving forward was covered with corpses. The Babic people were the most common robbers in the desert, and their camps occupied many oasis. So these oasis became Udias's supply ground. However, unlike the Hui River Basin, Udias was unconscious even when he was killing, just mechanically swinging his sword and mechanically harvesting. The blood extended behind him, but could not awaken his gaze for a moment.

He seemed to have become a walking corpse, in a strange world...

But he still couldn't stop, because at this moment, in his heart, there was always a voice calling him and guiding him... From the moment he woke up, this voice kept murmuring and repeating.

‘Come here…’

"I'll carry you..."

Udias didn't know where the voice came from, but felt that he needed to go over and take a look. Because he could no longer find a reason to survive. The Lord forgave his sins, but he could not forgive himself. In the last battle in the Hui River Basin, his failure caused all his subordinates to die in battle, and made the Holy Church, who had high hopes for him, lose face. He didn't know why he wanted to survive.

Maybe... it's better to die? Udias walked forward silently, and this thought flashed through his mind many times. But it was wiped out by him quickly...

How can he end up easily? He cannot fall before atonement.

This is the meaning of one's existence...
Chapter completed!