Chapter 206 Leave the sadness to yourself
Lin Meiyue is much more careful than Gu Yuan. She originally regarded "Chu Luoxun" as her sister, but she was not related by blood. However, the assists of "Chu Luoxun" are higher than her own sister.
This is probably a youth novel in which the whole world assists the male lead Gu Yuan and the female lead Lin Meiyue.
Without "Chu Luoxun", she herself has no confidence in whether Lin Meiyue can confirm her relationship with Gu Yuan.
So Lin Meiyue brought condolences to "Chu Luoxun", which were all sweets, cakes, chocolates and the likes that "Chu Luoxun" liked to eat. Of course, "Chu Luoxun" smiled even brighter, and hugged Lin Meiyue, saying that it was a pity that she was not a man, otherwise she would have married Lin Meiyue home!
That's right, Lin Meiyue is the kind of extremely gentle, kind and simple girl. She has the best heart, but it's a pity that she doesn't seem to have a sense of existence because she is not good at expressing herself.
"Chu Luoxun" also scolded Gu Yuan, asking him to be nice to Lin Meiyue, otherwise she would not let him go even if she was a ghost!
"Chu Luoxun" seemed extremely lively and cheerful at this moment, so when Lin Meiyue asked her how she was in her physical condition, she said confidently: "I was just going to the hospital for routine examinations! I am very good, and my health is completely fine!"
But Gu Yuan was half-believing and half-doubted, because "Chu Luoxun" had entered the hospital twice in a short period of time. He couldn't help but say, "Didn't you have had a routine examination last time?"
His meaning is very obvious. Since he has done it before, why did he need to do it again so soon?
"Chu Luoxun" still smiled without any pause or hesitation, and said without thinking: "I looked at it casually before, but there was no big problem, so I didn't conduct a specific inspection. But this time it was a head problem after all, so I had to stay for a while."
"Chu Luoxun"'s head was when he went to the competition yesterday. He suddenly couldn't stand up, and then fell down, making her beautiful cheeks and smooth forehead bloom...
In fact, the head injury was just a skin trauma, not the reason why she was sent to the hospital, but it just concealed her real cause.
"I am prone to fatigue, and I have been over-consuming recently... As long as I have a good rest, I will be fine soon and then I can continue to go to school! Chu Luoxun" The vibrant voice always makes people feel that she is indeed healthy and energetic. If she ignores her pale cheeks and blood-colored lips.
After hearing this, the simple Lin Meiyue expressed her happiness. She wished "Chu Luoxun" could recover soon and then continue to guide her on the violin.
However, Gu Yuan still couldn't believe "Chu Luoxun". He felt that her answer was like a pre-prepared speech.
"Chu Luoxun" is not as simple as Lin Meiyue. She clearly has a delicate heart that can always see through all the fog and illusions at a glance. Even Gu Yuan and Lin Meiyue like each other, she had already seen it. Then she assisted and matched each other and finally got them in hand and confirmed the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend.
Goddess Chu is like a woman who completely sees the love of the world.
In fact, the disease that "Chu Luoxun" was the same as that of Gu Yuan's mother. Her body became less and less powerful. She couldn't hold up the violin, and she couldn't even walk by herself. She had to take a wheelchair...
This is fate, this is reincarnation.
This is also perfectly in line with the drama and structure of the novel. As the saying goes, "no coincidence can be made without a coincidence", but in reality, how can there be such a small probability coincidence?
After Gu Yuan and others left, the smile on "Chu Luoxun"'s face disappeared. She had long been used to leaving laughter to the world, to others, and to leave sadness to herself.
"Chu Luoxun" felt something and wrote a song "Leave sadness to yourself"
...
I think it's because I'm not gentle enough
Can't share your sorrow
...
Leave my sadness to myself
Your beauty will be taken away by you
I've never had it ever since
Reasons to be happy
I think I can hold back my sadness
Pretend that you are not in your life
...
I think of me occasionally
Can you think of me too
Can it be
Can it be
...
"You" in this song of course refers to "playing". How sad it would be for a girl who loves music with her life to lose the ability to "playing"?
The creator Leng Zi interpreted the song in the novel and pointed out this point.
However, the "Chu Luoxun" party would not agree with the narration explanation of the creator Leng Zi. They would only think that this song was written for the male lead Gu Yuan. The "Your Beauty" in the lyrics clearly refer to Lin Meiyue!
There is also the lyrics of the line "I think it's because I'm not gentle enough" which is also very consistent with the character of "Chu Luoxun". She is optimistic, strong and confident, but she rarely shows the kind of tenderness of a little girl, which is in sharp contrast with the careful and gentle Lin Meiyue. Gu Yuan once said that what attracts Lin Meiyue the most is her understanding, gentleness and consideration.
This is not the attributes of the careless, heartless and cheerful "Chu Luoxun".
"Chu Luoxun" always likes to force Gu Yuan to move forward. She always ignores Gu Yuan's own ideas, whether she force him to the stage or directly chooses the song "The Sorrow of Love". If it were Lin Meiyue, she would definitely not use such tough methods.
To be fair, most men prefer girls like Lin Meiyue, a dazzling goddess like "Chu Luoxun". Her gentleness may only exist in music, as well as her fragility, loneliness, and sadness...
However, facts have proved that what she did completely made the fallen genius Gu Yuan rise again, and his realm greatly increased. He was no longer just a pianist who could only play according to the score, but a pianist who could arouse strong resonance among the audience!
Can this be considered the gentleness of "Chu Luoxun"?
In the ward, "Chu Luoxun" put down the finished song. It turned out that the nurse came in. It was obviously not a routine examination for her, but a few and a variety of medicines clearly meant taking jujube pills...
"Chu Luoxun" saw the nurse and showed a bright smile. With her beautiful face, even the nurse could not resist her charm. However, the nurse showed a look of regret on her face. She was just sad for the fate of this beautiful girl.
The nurse didn't know that "Chu Luoxun" could play the violin, she only knew that "Chu Luoxun" could play the guitar. When she had the strength, she would play and sing herself in the hospital garden. They were all songs written by her, all of which were very nice songs, which made people immerse themselves in her singing and couldn't extricate themselves.
I don’t know when she started, she was like a slowly withering flower. She no longer had the energy to sing. She could only take out her pen and constantly write new songs. In this way, she continued to chase the music she loved... ——
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