Lance forced himself to stand up again, his calves trembled, as if he was filled with lead, his lungs were waving, and the scorching pain penetrated his pores into the blood, but he had no time to worry about all this, his chaotic brain was occupied by a desperate panic, but he was walking aimlessly, he was about to escape from here, quickly - he was crazy, he was really crazy. Tianlai novel ww

How could he lose his mind? He just heard a name and ran away desperately; How could he lose control, as if everything was no longer important, and he seized a glimmer of hopelessness; How could he fly into the flames, burning his life and falling into madness, leaving everything behind just for that name, a simple and stupid name! How could he do this? How could he do this? The more surging the emotions in his heart, the clearer the joy of luck, the happier the joy of happiness, the more intense the fear that penetrated his heart, he could not do this, and he would not allow himself to do this.

Haven't he learned enough? Haven't he suffered enough? Haven't the pain he suffered enough? He took two life to get through the lesson. He went through a lot of hardships to get to this point today, making himself a stalwart, making himself invulnerable, and making himself cold-blooded and ruthless. Is everything ruined like this?

He was crazy, he was really crazy.

Did he forget that Li Jin drowned to save a little girl, but before he died, the little girl's parents did not even stop. They just watched him sink to the bottom of the river, swallowing his life bit by bit by bit by bit by bit. The incredible despair was like a nightmare, shattering in his eyes.

Did he forget that Lancelot stood timidly in front of Frank and Fiona, believing that they were kind parents and that they would give themselves a warm family, but ignorance almost killed him and almost killed Ian and Govin. He was so stupid and innocent that he had not been able to learn enough even if he was beaten to death.

Did he forget that Lancelot took the steps so carefully again and chose to believe Ryan, Tucker, Jason, and this group of friends who gathered together for the movie ended up leaving the house with all their betrayal and became a joke.

Did he forget that during the years after Li Jin traveled to Lance, he fled Los Angeles in a hurry and went to New York, trying to create a world, but he mistakenly handed over his trust to George, foolishly handing over his lifeline to the enemy, and all the opportunities for success were cut off by his thoughts, little by little. When he finally understood, the heart-wrenching hatred and pain seemed to have no end.

...

Did he forget everything? Did he not remember it? His purity, his innocence, his simplicity, his enthusiasm, his persistence, his dreams, his trust... all of this ruined him for two lives. Isn't that enough? He still has to pay for the third life again? How stupid he is, so stupid that he lets himself expose his weakness again; how crazy he is, so crazy that he lets himself fall in love with someone, and so lets himself give his trust and weakness again.

like.

This thought jumped out in his mind, and suddenly pinched Lance's throat, all his breathing stopped, and even his brain stiffened. It was impossible, absolutely impossible, he could not fall in love with that person, to be precise, he could not fall in love with anyone, he should not fall in love with anyone. Even if he gritted his teeth, the fear of despair still made his muscles start to tremble slightly, as if he could clearly feel the whole world began to fall apart, and all confidence, strength, and beliefs established since he was reborn again began to collapse.

He was really crazy, just like those stupid little girls at sixteen years old, unswervingly believing that love can change the world, ignorantly believe that eternal existence, and wishful pursuit of romance that has been destroyed by the sea, but he did not know that the so-called trust is to expose his back, and then hand the dagger to the other party with his own hands, waiting for the fatal knife. He was crazy, he must be crazy.

Yes, he must be crazy, this is just a wrong judgment of dopamine in his brain...

"Lance!" A figure appeared in front of Lance without warning, full of worry on his face, his bright eyes were full of doubts and worries in the night, but more of them were flexible and firm, Emma Stone.

Lance's eyes fell on the figure. A white lace skirt made her look sweet and well-behaved. The dark red short plate formed a bun. The shadows of light and shadows outlined the soft chin arc, which looked like the mottled outline of the angel's wings. The heart shrank suddenly, and the gentle throbbing was so clear. A trace of sadness appeared in Lance's eyes, and slowly sank in despair, like a feather falling from a high altitude. It was fluttering and without any force, but it still could not stop it from sinking under the pull of gravity.

"Are you okay? You are soaked all over. Your face looks really bad. Are you okay?" Emma obviously didn't understand what she had given birth, her eyes full of worry. Lance was like a messy and fragile one, but there were dangerous signals all over her body. The sharp and strong aura was released like a volcano bursting out. No one around dared to approach, as if just one step closer, he would be crushed to pieces by Lance. Even if everyone knew that this idea was too absurd, no one was willing to step forward.

With a small step, Emma took a cautious but unwavering step forward, and then a small step, "Lance, you are shaking, do you know? Do you need to call a doctor? Are you sure it's okay?" With another small step, Emma was approaching Lance little by little, and she could clearly feel the hot breath coming towards her face. The unstable and dangerous aura was like an irregular time bomb, as if she would encounter life danger at any time, but Emma's steps did not hesitate at any time, slowly but firm, "Lance, you need rest, you need a hot bath, you need food, I...I can get you a cup of hot chocolate."

Hold it.

Emma held Lance's left arm, which made her shudder. It was still August, but Lance seemed to have returned from the Arctic in December, with his muscles as stiff as stones and no temperature at all.

"I'm fine." Without waiting for Emma to say anything more, Lance directly shook her right hand away. The sharp eyes were not stopped and attacked fiercely. Emma only felt that the coldness could be felt deep in her soul. What was even more terrifying than cold was a terrifying light, which cruelly and bloody tore all her protective shells. "Don't be smart, you are nothing, you can't be anything. You know, a self-righteous woman looks the most disgusting."

Emma was hit hard and shouted at the head. The pain of penetrated her body and hitting her soul directly was so surging that Emma's hands couldn't help but curl up, and she shivered three times in a row but couldn't stop.

"Pretending to be wronged and pretending to be weak, I have seen too much of this set, and it is still on the bed. As for you..." Emma could hear Lance's hoarse voice, scent of blood, and even a hint of ridiculous mockery. She waved the knife without hesitation and sounded softly in her ears, like the sound of a poisonous snake spitting a letter; Emma felt Lance's naked eyes looking up and down, and at this moment, she was as if she had been stripped of all her clothes, standing in front of Lance in shame and embarrassment, "Swish", the gentle chuckle made Emma almost unable to stand firm, "I know you really want to climb onto my bed, but I am not interested, especially for the underage girl who is not fully nurtured."

"You know, hurting me does not mean protecting yourself." Emma raised her head and looked at Lance straight, clenched her hands into fists, so that she was trembling, but she still did not have any timidity or hesitation, and boldly and directly faced Lance's biting eyes.

Lance could see Emma's translucent eyes covered with a mist, but she did not retreat at all, did not intend to hide her fragility, nor did she give up easily, but she just cast her eyes unswervingly. Lance's chest was hit hard, and a muffled sound. "You can't hurt everyone, but you don't hurt yourself." Emma's voice was trembling slightly, and the courage hidden in the voice was so hot, making Lance a little embarrassed.

Drooping his eyes, Lance concealed the emotions in his eyes and sneered, "I have watched too many romance novels and romance movies, and you have also started to fantasize. Boring girls are always like this, and they have fantasies. But, I am not the protagonist in your story, and I am not interested." After that, Lance took a step straight,

The lively onlookers were unclear, so everything was born too fast, completely in the midst of lightning. People's impression was still at Lance to go to the sea to save people, but they were not sure whether the person had been rescued, nor was it sure why that person suddenly fell into the water. Seeing Lance, people dodged one after another, watching Lance walk into the hall, and then disappeared at the stairs, leaving only water stains on the ground, reminding that an accident had just happened.
Chapter completed!