"Old Yang, don't bother yourself."

"Like a man, there are any obstacles that cannot be passed on, so stop drinking."

"If your wife was alive, she wouldn't want to see you like this."

On a messy table, there was not much movement of food and drinks, and the tabletop and the ground were already filled with empty beer cans.

Yang Yang was still pouring wine for himself, and his three good brothers and high school roommates kept persuading him to stop.

The three of them also drank a lot of wine, their cheeks were red and their eyes were still clear.

Today is a special day. Yang Yang, the only one of the four, got married, has just been buried.

Not long ago, his wife gave birth to him a second child, and she was still a beloved daughter.

Although it is not a pair of children, having a lovely daughter will make the future life predictable happiness and fulfillment.

But the weather doesn't follow others' wishes. My wife was diagnosed with breast cancer just after the child was just one month old.

According to the doctor, what was discovered was too late. The stimulation of lactation hormones caused the condition to deteriorate rapidly, and the cancer cells had spread throughout the body and were unable to recover.

Finally, during his days in the hospital, my wife was most worried about whether their youngest daughter would also suffer from cancer, which made Yang Yang feel even more distressed about her, the only person he loved in his life.

The child has nothing to do, and a sudden disease will not be passed on to the two children, which makes her close her eyes in pain but with peace of mind.

Children are the ones that their wives love the most, and they are indeed fine, but the ones that Yang Yang loves the most leave him forever and takes his heart away.

Thinking back on all this, his wife had turned into a tombstone forever and could no longer be with him. Yang Yang poured himself a can of beer and reached out to open another can and fill the piece that was missing from his heart with alcohol.

"Stop drinking, don't you care about your two children?" Xu Feng, the oldest of the four, pressed the last can of beer tightly and refused to let Yang Yang take it away.

As if this sentence awakened Yang Yang, he raised his head with drunken eyes, glanced at the three good brothers beside him, and muttered to himself:

"She's gone, our children are still here, it's time for me to go back and see them."

After saying that, Yang Yang stood up staggeringly.

Xu Feng and the other two looked at each other, and they were half relieved and stood up.

"We'll give you."

"No need, you can't drive after drinking. I'll go to the car for a while and I'll find a designated driver."

Yang Yang pushed away the two brothers who wanted to support him, and staggered away from the food stalls and walked onto the road.

It was already late at night, and the car Yang Yang drove when he arrived was parked across the road.

Because there are many queuings on the roadside, although there are no street lights, there are many people who come and go to and have late-night snacks, and there have been no accidents.

Just a few steps away, no one thought something would happen.

But when a red six-wheeled pickup came over, the dull and sharp brake sound woke up all the drunk people.

Xu Feng and the other two turned their heads, and Yang Yang was already lying on the road, and the warm blood stained the cold cement road at night.

"Old Yang!"

"Jiang Yu, call an ambulance."

The three of them hurried over to save the person, but Yang Yang felt surprisingly calm inside, just like his slowly calming heartbeat.

He remembered the last conversation with his wife.

"Wife, can you not give up? I will cure you no matter how much you spend."

"Follow the money for the children. They need it more than me. Actually, I can't bear to leave you. If you have a next life, would you marry me again?"

"Okay, if I have a next life, I will definitely marry you."

No matter how many years of my next life, I will marry you, just hope you can say 'I love you'

Even just one sentence.

...

Thirsty.

I was inexplicably very thirsty.

Yang Yang felt like he was running a marathon in Shahara, and he felt extremely thirsty.

Closed his eyes, he instinctively shouted:

"My wife pour me a glass of water."

Xu Yan, who had just gotten up from the bed, was stunned for several seconds when she heard Yang Yang's shouting.

Looking at the man who slept on the same bed with her last night, he was familiar and unfamiliar.

Yes, I am already his wife.

It's ridiculous, because the two families have a good relationship, I just married a man who was still a stranger half a month ago in a confused manner.

Last night, she told him unreasonably that she still needs time to get used to and cannot have sex with him for the time being.

Even a man can't stand it if he has the same bed and different rooms.

He actually agreed, and it still feels incredible to think about it now.

As a wife, it is also appropriate to give him a glass of water.

Xu Yan walked out of the room. Before Yang's mother and Yang's father got up, she found the kitchen and poured a cup of hot water at this home that had only been to this few times.

When she was about to leave the kitchen, she thought of something and gently sipped the hot water in the cup.

It's too hot, so I have to add some cold water.

After searching for a while, I don’t know if Yang’s father had drunk too much yesterday and could not find half a cup of cold white water in the kitchen.

You can't just stick out your tongue on the first day of your marriage.

I found another cup from the kitchen, and Xu Yan poured the hot water from the cup back and forth between the two cups.

As the hot water in the cup changes shape in the air, the heat in the hot water is taken away by the rising water vapor.

After five or six times back and forth, Xu Yan took another sip of hot water.

Although it's a bit hot, it should be fine.

Pour another cup of hot water to cool down in the kitchen, and Xu Yan returned to the bedroom with the water cup in her hand.

Everything is new, the furniture in the room is new, the quilt is new, and even the husband on the bed is new.

Is this her new life?

I don’t know if Yang Yang’s parents are easy to get along with.

Xu Yan walked slowly to the bed and gently helped Yang Yang lying on the bed.

When this guy returned to his room yesterday, he was still awake and thought he had a good alcohol tolerance and would be fine.

As a result, she still needs to take care of her.

This is probably the way couples get along.

A husband who appears to be strong may show his weak side in front of you at any time. As a wife, she needs to prepare for the battle at any time.

Suddenly I felt that my wife was a great profession. I don’t know how Xu’s mother and Xu’s father were married before.

I heard from Xu’s father that their family is pretty good. In some families with poor conditions, their daughter-in-law just gave birth to a child and couldn’t even do her confinement period, so she had to help her work in the fields the next day.

It will not be easy for a woman to live. I hope I will be kind to him and he will be kind to me too.

"Open your mouth and drink water." Xu Yan couldn't hold Yang Yang who was sleeping in a daze with one hand, and sat in the bed, directly letting Yang Yang pillow her chest.

The strange thing on his chest made Xu Yan blush a little.

I looked at the backrest behind the bed and felt that I was too cautious. I just let him lean on the backrest of the bed.

All of them suffer from inexperienced losses.

Feeling the familiar smell, Yang Yang opened his eyes hazyly, raised his head slightly to see Xu Yan staring at him, muttering.

"Wife, you have become young and beautiful."

Bah, smooth tongue.

I have only known each other for a few days, but I have become young and beautiful. I really doubt whether you used to coax girls like this.

In his heart, Xu Yan secretly complained about her husband, and then sent the water cup to his mouth, "Drink water, didn't you still shout thirsty just now?"

It would be fine if I didn't mention it, but when I mentioned it, Yang Yang felt his throat burning like a fire.

I quickly held the water cup and poured myself a few sips of hot water.

The temperature is just right, just the hot water my wife poured him in the past is right.

"Wife, thank you, kid..."

Putting down the water cup, Yang Yang was just about to thank his wife for the hot water temperature that has been going on for several years, and asked if the child was awake.

But suddenly a series of pictures flashed through his mind, and he was stunned.

Looking at the front of me, I was much younger. Under the sunlight shining through the window, the bride, who seemed to be bulging and shining with her lips, her lips trembled slightly, and her throat couldn't help but feel a little bit squeaked.
To be continued...