The first part of "Chang'an Tu" is about to end, and Lao Gao has to say sorry, his grades are very poor and bad. After writing the first part, Lao Gao can only pause the book.

He really couldn't support his family. In the past two months, Lao Gao had to lose his self-esteem of a scholar with his middle-aged body, compete with newly graduated universities to find jobs, look at people's faces, and be ridiculed in interviews.

"So you are here for an interview, and I thought you were the boss of the company!"

How do you feel?

I want to drive a taxi and myopia is too late. I can’t see it at night. When I go to the job search security guards, I think I am fat. I don’t have enough money to open a hotel and can’t borrow money.

The taste is hard to describe.

The main reason for this book’s poor grades is Lao Gao’s own problem. He is determined to write a book that is easy and funny, but he does not have the low but not bad level. He writes a bunch of words that he laughs while readers don’t laugh, which disappoints everyone. This is a mistake made by Lao Gao’s unclear understanding of himself.

Lao Gao has been reflecting on why he failed in the past few months?

The fundamental reason is that I am too impetuous. I read other cool articles to cheat and write a wallet. This is a sign of impetuousness.

Lao Gao has been writing a essay on the battle for many years, and he always feels tired of writing, but now when he looks back, he finds that he has made a fatal mistake over the years.

The article of "The Battle" is written casually and does not go deeper. It is always written within a comfortable area. For example, when the protagonist encounters difficulties, the villain will make a fool of himself, allowing the protagonist to pass the opportunity by chance.

This is actually a perfunctory way of writing, just like the exam is always six or seventy, which is not enough to compare the top and the bottom, but it is not able to find a way to break through the comfort zone and strive for eighty or ninety.

At this age, I can’t find a job. I write books all day long and am completely out of society. I have lost my friends from the past, and my life is very failure.

But at this age, there are elderly parents who need to take care of them, and daughters who are still studying need to raise them, and they also have to pay their mortgages every month, which is under great pressure in life.

In order to live, Lao Gao could only continue to write books to support his family.

But how to write, should you write easily? Or should you write a good book that you are good at using the heart as your pen and the blood as your ink?

When Lao Gao wrote "The World", he wrote about the Battle of Shibao City and the Battle of Silver Mountain, which moved himself to tears. That was a state of writing with his entire body and mind.

It is undoubtedly difficult to find this state, but Lao Gao still has to try it, even if it is the force of life! We have to face it and make a living.

The miserable person is middle-aged, please give Lao Gao another chance!
Chapter completed!