169 Remembrance of Tokiko's Voice
169 Reminiscing the sound of the ibis
This is a dream...
Because I was fed that special cold medicine, I was very repulsive in my mouth, but my body was very honest.
After taking that medicine, no matter how many times you can see Ling Meng and Mo Lisha...
Any encounter or encounter will appear. Simply put, it is like a dream.
...
...
Running in the darkness, running constantly, the girl's Linyusuke ran, and a huge hand stretched out from behind her and grabbed her.
I struggled hard but couldn't break free. A ghost with a distorted and evil smile appeared in the black space I saw when I turned my head...
The ghost gradually turned into a nerd, full of laughter that unscrupulously destroyed everything he had heard.
Brother Lin, why run away?
Why run? Because - you are so outstanding, it is because you are so dazzling that you have lost the excuses you can use to survive.
No, it should be the other way around here.
Linosuke whispered. "Because of your excellence, I have found an excuse to not live anymore."
"Continuously urge myself to get to Lingmeng's side as soon as possible. Lingmeng is lying to me. How could Fantasy Township have such a large scale when the sea of flowers are full of... Lingmeng just doesn't want me to die..."
"You won't understand. I just abide by it because I know. Because Risa is right, I am too cowardly, so... in many dreams... in many crises, I don't have the strength to protect Lingmeng... Now, can you stand up and protect your important person when you don't have any strength? It should be possible... because it's you..."
But I can't...
I don't have that courage
Su Daizhi, you are really amazing. You are obviously a human, but you can become a half-demon. You obviously don’t plan to care about the lives and death of the villagers in the human world, but you are still respected by them. Even if you become a half-demon, you even promised that the monster sages would not break the balance between monsters and humans in Fantasy Village, and would continue to support them in your own way.
In his own way, the villagers in the village have smiles on their faces.
Can you do this by yourself?
Put yourself in your shoes and think about it, you can’t do it, to your own level.
If I were the same as him at the beginning, I would probably have a different life from Lingmeng in the past.
Not as good as him.
Linnosuke saw the nerd standing next to Malisha many times. He was very envious because he dreamed countless times that he was standing next to Lingmeng and next to Malisha.
but……
I can't do it myself, because I'm not as good as him.
"Daizhi, to be honest, I really envy you..."
Facing that open mouth. "No matter how many times I want to be like you, a person with strength... no matter how many times I want to be someone with courage."
But I can't do it. I am just a coward, just wishful thinking, and even let Ling Meng down. Ling Meng's wish is to let herself live well...
But... I can't do it, I can't do it anyway. Even the constraints of Lisha's promise disappeared because of his cleverness... The chains that bound me no longer existed.
"Where is a coward..."
"yes……"
"I clearly have the courage to protect the people around me... I have the courage to think of going to the people I like..."
"No, I don't have that courage either. I just want to be protected by her. I rely on her powerful one."
"I knew I was going, but I couldn't touch her at all, but I grabbed that glimmer of hope..."
"No, not!"
"So if you die and you can't meet the tenth generation witch...what will happen?"
“…………”
"Silent? Actually, you have known it for a long time. It has been sixty years since the agreement was made on the hillside of the Fantasy Country that bloomed with flowers. It has been sixty years... Sixty years, the soul of the witch has probably been reincarnated long ago... What kind of flowers are they? What kind of grass? Or are the grains that have entered your stomach?"
"Not!! Ling Meng will wait for me!! Will wait for me!!"
"You can't even follow her agreement, so how can you expect her to keep it with you?"
"I……"
A curved smile...
"Aren't witches all the people who don't like to keep their promises that way?"
"No, don't say bad things about Ling Meng!"
"Hey, is that true?"
"You, who are you!!"
"Who knows, now this is just the depth of your dreams, just your shelter that is constantly escaping from reality. Now... what are you doing... Since you are the kind of person who needs to be bound to live well, isn't the person who binds you already by your side?"
Turning his head stiffly...
The nerd and Malisha, who were smiling happily, stood among the crowd and stretched out their hand to him.
"Brother Lin, come here..."
"Xianglin, hurry up, hurry up..."
"No, no, they don't need me. Malisha is already absent. She already has people who can protect her and people who can protect her heart. Even if I am gone, Malisha will not be sad..."
The picture turned... It was raining heavily, and the annoying dark clouds gathered together.
A group of people in black costumes stood in front of a tombstone. The blonde girl, hugged by a black-haired boy, cried loudly, and hissed in tears. She knelt on the ground, was splashed by the soil, stretched out her hands, looked at the tombstone, cried, and shouted...
"No, no, no, no, this kind of thing won't happen..."
"Lin!!!"
Linosuke, who suddenly looked up, showed an incredible expression. Now the only one who could call him that... is—
...
...
Crying and shouting, falling down in the heavy rain, getting up, mud in the mud made the blue and black skirt very dirty, crying and holding the stone tablet, keeping shouting...
That pitiful little girl, that helpless look.
Only one person, no one can support her anymore.
Her world seemed to be shattering at this moment...
Like myself, after Lingmeng left, his world was broken, but it was not like that, his world was still there... It was not completely broken after Lingmeng left.
Someone is supporting himself.
"If you don't understand yet... just look at them for a while, they will tell you the answer."
The huge ghostly nerd smiled.
Rinnosuke, who was in the guest room of the Red Devils, also opened his eyes.
"Lin!"
"Lin!!"
"Lin, this is so awesome!"
"I like Lin the most."
“This book is so good.”
The sound echoed in my ears, and it would not be interrupted even if I woke up.
The glass of the window was broken at this time, and a small figure climbed in hard. "Lin, let's run away quickly."
Chapter completed!