62: The 62nd year of cultivation today

The golden powder had completely dispersed, and the nerd looked at the gradually brighter sky and closed his eyes.

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What is fate? Someone asked the hermit. The hermit thought for a while and said: Fate is fate, fate is fate. This person was confused and went to ask the monk. The monk said: Fate is the cultivation of his previous life. This person did not understand what his previous life was, so he asked the Buddha. The Buddha said without saying anything, and pointed to the clouds in the sky. When this person looked at the clouds, clouds rose and fell, and they followed the wind and became enlightened: Fate is not to be sought, fate is like wind, and wind is unstable. Cloud gathering is fate, and cloud dispersion is also fate.

There are many things to ask for in the world, but fate is hard to find. In the vast sea of ​​people and the glitz-like world, how many people can truly find their most perfect belongings, how many people miss the best opportunity by passing by? Or how many people have the right choice but stand at the wrong time and place. Sometimes fate is left only in a single thought.

Fate is like the wind, coming is also fate, and going is also fate. Having obtained is fate, and not getting is also fate.

Only five hundred times of looking back in the previous life can pass by in this life! Everything has its reasons for its appearance, so don’t be surprised by it!

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The nerd's mouth bent and closed his eyes to mourn the two who were already illusory. Perhaps others didn't know that the owners of these two tombstones were a couple who had been practicing for thousands of years and missed each other.

The relationship between each other is so deep... It's a pity that fate...

The nerd sighed quietly, closed his eyes and took a rest... The scene of a purple slander in his mind...

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It was raining the next day, and the nerd was still sitting in front of the tombstone, dazed...

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The third day was already clear, and two playful butterflies were playing at the nerd's nose. When the nerd woke up, they were suddenly shocked. A small butterfly with golden and purple wings intertwined with wings was protected by the extremely handsome black butterfly. The two butterflies flew together and flew around each other.

In this back mountain far away from the secular earth, flying everywhere, grasping the happiness that belongs to them in this life...

The nerd raised his lips and showed an envious look. "Show off in front of me, it's really..."

With a force of support, the nerd stood up and looked at the two butterflies that were moving away. The burning flame in his left hand was released, and the moisture on his body disappeared.

"Well, okay, let's see Mr. Zack's diary of shy heartbeat. The diary before his death, although the content can be roughly guessed."

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On xx, xx, xx, I came back from the hospital today and was sentenced to death. Haha, terminal illness, and a condition that cannot be explained under medical equipment.

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On xx, xx, xx, xx, Zi is still so beautiful today, but I only have one year left, what should I do?

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On xx, xx, xx, I scolded Zi, and I actually said such excessive things to Zi.

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On xx, xx, xx, I told Zi that there was a woman outside. Haha, in my eyes, who can compare with my Zi...

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On xx, xx, xx, I divorced Zi, and my heart was in pain, but this is enough...

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There are countless words below, constantly entering the nerd's eyes as the nerd turns the pages bit by bit. From this diary, the nerd feels the regret very clearly, regretting why he has this terminal illness, and constantly blaming himself for doing something that he has done for Zi's happiness.

The love for Melis is far less than Zack's love for Zi. For Zack, Melis is not important, for him, Zi is everything to him.

Seeing this, the nerd's heart was untied. If Zi saw this diary, what would the ending look like?

The nerd knew that this matter must be solved, otherwise Zi would continue to get stuck in the slightest way.

A void moved down the mountain instantly and returned home on the subway. Before the nerd who had just opened the door could react, Zi pounced on him and kept crying.

No wonder, since that night, the nerd left for 3 days, while Victoria lived directly in the branch to start the investigation. Because she found some suspicion, Zi was lonely for 3 days in these three days, and the elves could not comfort Zi.

The nerd secretly blamed himself for letting Zi limo, and hugging Zi's hands also tried a little harder.

After the new day began, the nerd brought warmth to Zi again, and made Zi, who had been lonely for 3 days, smile again. It was ten days later.

The nerd was silent in Zi's room, and the diary was always on the small table.

"This is what untie the knot."

Zi Ming, she will disappear after seeing this.

The nerd understood that only after seeing this she would be her true self and would not disappear, but he didn't know how to speak.

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"Mr. Zi..."

"Wait a minute, can you wait? Actually, I have made up my mind, and it doesn't matter if I disappear, because I like Zhi very much and love Zhi very much, so Zhi thinks it is right and I will do it."

It doesn't matter if it disappears...

Zi looked at the diary, picked it up and put it aside.

Then he sat next to the nerd, lowered his head, his face began to turn red slowly and began to say. "Stop, I like you, I really like you. Even if I will disappear after reading the diary, I like you very much."

The nerd really doesn't know how to speak. The last time the Ferris wheel confessed was a problem, which led to Zi's misunderstanding. It's a bit difficult to deal with now...

"Hey, stop..."

"Mr. Zi... I'm sorry, please believe me?"

"Yeah, I always believe in Zhi, so I like Zhi. Because of this, I made this decision."

Zi's ​​eyes were full of confusion at this time. "I have never regretted it... Even if I forget it, it is my best memory now..."

"purple……"

The nerd's black eyes slowly dyed a new layer of color.

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Yes, because this is my decision, I will not regret it. I like it and love it, so I can't bear to let it go, but I just think it's right. I can't resist, and I won't resist, because I just think it's right, that's right.

I don’t regret making this decision because it only means how much I love it. There are three days that never end. I thought that it would be better not to have such a painful life... as long as I have this most beautiful memory tonight.

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The morning sunlight fell... the crimson night had passed.

Zi, determined, held a diary and slowly opened it...

——Goodbye, stop. Give you all my love, my favorite purple.
Chapter completed!