story.76 The weak itself(1/2)
The weak itself
The eternal frozen soil, a white land woven by ice and thunder covers the entire library, and the eyes are covered with snow-white.
The young girl with golden jihai, wearing extremely thin clothes floating in the air, posing her claw-shaped hands gathered the magic of a river of star chips.
Well, a sad thing, why do you deny your own weakness, even your own weakness cannot be accepted and cannot swallow it. How can you swallow the other party's strength? It's just being swallowed by the other party's strength.
Looking down from top to bottom, looking at the monster boy frozen in the iceberg formed by the library, a strong irony appeared on his tilted head.
The closest to the depths of darkness, but even his own weakness is unwilling to admit that this is not power, magic, or previous problems with skills, or even experience.
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What is she talking about?
Weak?
The nerd who was frozen still had his own consciousness and thinking ability, and he was puzzled.
What's wrong with denying your own weakness?
What is the use of being unable to protect Pachuli's weakness? What is the use of being unable to help Ling Meng's weakness?
The nerd really cannot accept his own weakness and cannot recognize his weakness. It is precisely because of the continuous failures during this period that he cannot protect Pachuli and cannot help Lingmeng.
How should I accept this weakness?
The power of the wind is the terrifying power of the fragrance, the terror of the risks that cannot be solved.
Your own weakness cannot be fought against, and your own weakness cannot be persisted.
How to swallow it? How to confirm it? This weakness, as a human being, as the initial weakness.
The boy was confused about his weakness, and the girl floating in the air was slowly waiting for the boy under the ice to react.
Is it a rampage? It is a collapse? It is an identification with one's own weakness? Or continue to escape and continue to deny? Isn't it the symbol of one's own denial of those weak forces? It is precisely because of not admitting and not wanting to affirm that all the power and magic power are also denied, so the magic power cannot be restored.
Is it a sin to be weak? Then be angry at it; is it a sin to be weak? Then eat it all up; therefore become lazy and therefore strong! Be jealous of it! Why don’t you admit your great sin?
Tasteless, boring, boring.
The girl understands what the frozen boy lacks and what kind of person he is, so she sighs.
It is precisely because of the talent that has no talent.
It is precisely because of common sense that it does not exceed common sense.
It is precisely because of wisdom that I do not use my brain.
It is precisely because of being calm but not maintaining oneself.
It is precisely because of tolerance that I have not forgiven myself.
Because I am stupid, I cannot forgive myself, nor can I accept my failures, and deny myself who have experienced setbacks and never won.
Denied, refused.
Don't agree, don't be sure.
Unbelievable, undecided.
This is inevitable because it failed.
This is certain, because of a crushing defeat.
Therefore, this weakness, no matter how long it takes, will not be recognized by nerds. The weak self, who made mistakes and was weak, at that time, was defeated in a very ugly and embarrassing manner.
How could he admit defeat to Feng Jian Youxiang, almost losing Pachuli Noregi, whom he loved most in this life, and let Mistia Lorela, who loved herself better than anyone else, suffer for the rest of her life.
If you want to admit it, if you want to agree, but how do you admit it and how do you agree?
That is why I cannot protect everything I value from Feng Jian Youxiang. What should I accept my weakness?
It's not just a matter of the wind seeing the fragrance.
The weakness of the nerd has not won in many battles in the past.
He has been failing all the time. He obviously seems to be getting stronger and stronger, and he is learning more and more, but he has become weaker.
Then—repeat countless failures.
Such a self.
The nerd refused, so... it was frozen here.
Do you agree?
Accept it?
I can't protect Lord Pachuli's weak self who is like a waste.
Can't help Ling Meng as a fool.
Negate? Reject? This weak person itself?
Do nerds need to deny such self here? It is precisely because of their weakness that they know the strength that they possess, and because of their weakness that they deny it.
Willing to accept it? Unacceptable.
Just like walking around in circles, the tongue twister constantly repeats the disgusting multiple-choice questions.
But, what should I do?
A nerd has always been weak, so he can only make bad choices. When faced with options that he hates and hates, how should he break the status quo? How should he make the status quo collapse?
Is it a rascal?
Want to be crazy?
Go and admit it?
Continue to refuse?
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The gospel of darkness, the apostle of misfortune, the evil news, the dark demon king in the child's posture looked down from top to bottom, which made people feel tingling, and gathered magic. Her expectation for the boy under the ice in her heart eventually turned into regret, and eventually became regret.
Perhaps this is destiny, and this is the more fundamental problem.
It is precisely because of the crushing defeat that I hate myself, but I feel even weaker when I hold the power, the scenery I refuse at that time, and the scenery that I devour, all of whom I devour in my heart are my own weakness.
It is precisely because of this that desires, and it is precisely because of this that rejects.
That's why I was very uneasy, just like the spreading poison, the weaker I didn't admit it, the more I spread in my body like a poison.
Young man, this is exactly what the curse and poison have corrupted your heart, corroded a cave in your heart, where there is a weak self that has been denied because of mistakes and failures.
So... I can't accept the weak, how should you swallow everything around you? So how about the dark magic?
As Wen Jielin's words fell, the swaying words penetrated the ice like a spell, and swallowed the nerd's inner scenery.
Under the calm night, the calm lake was filled with many small boats, and the lanterns floating on the lake released the light source. The inner scenery that the nerd was obsessed with was stained and eaten up by the dark style.
Nothing is left.
No peace exists.
Whatever chaos disappears parts.
What remains is a dark space, and I don’t know which side is above or which side is below. In such a desperate scenery, the nerd found that his five senses were taken away by the darkness around him.
The feeling of weightlessness that keeps sinking like drowning. No matter how you clap your hands, you don’t know whether your body is sinking, floating up, or floating left, or moving to the right.
People cannot grasp the air.
However, the nerd is now waving his limbs in this darkness like he grabs the air. However, is he really waving? Is he really dancing again? When did he have the illusion of waving his limbs? And when did he think he is not waving his limbs?
However, it is increasingly oppressing the heavy feeling of the body.
After a ray of light appeared in the darkness in the scenery in front of the nerd, the new scenery swallowed the nerd.
The endless flower fields bloom with the sunny sunny flowers facing the dazzling sunshine. The familiar scenery extends on both sides of the path below.
Then the nerd's pupils shrank, and in front of him, Pachuli and Feng Jian Youxiang, two women he knew were fighting, and people would die if they were killed.
Feng Jian Youxiang raised the parasol in her hand and swept Pachuli to the nerd.
The majestic queen walked towards the nerd step by step, making the nerd's body tremble.
The nerd did not have the courage to waving his fist to Feng Jian Youxiang, because there was power flowing in his body now and there was no way to fight the other party.
The nerd and the wind see the faint fragrance...
Winning and losing are built on the will of both sides.
The witch who retired was invincible, and her strength was completely different from other levels of existence.
What about the nerd? It really makes Feng Jian Youxiang embarrassed. Facing the situation, as the other party becomes stronger, it will not be weak because the other party is weak, but just for Feng Jian Youxiang who is constantly getting stronger.
It is the weakest self in use mode.
To be continued...