Chapter Twelve Goodbye Moonlight(1/2)
Since I met Fang Dingkun, I felt a little uneasy and calm. The first time I was impulsive to do something I shouldn't have done, but there was no punishment, which made me want to laugh at the goddess's so-called justice again.
No wonder so many people in this world are unwilling to abide by the rules. It turns out that if the methods are in place and breaking the rules can be fun without being punished.
Elsia appreciates the perseverance I show at work and praises me as a rare person with perseverance. I can only smile bitterly at this. How can the goddess, who has always had no worries about food and clothing, understand my obsession with money?
After school started, I still wore an old dress to attend the opening ceremony.
Although Hefeng College is famous enough and its scale is extremely exaggerated, the opening ceremony is no different from other schools. It is like the bride wearing various wedding dresses to show off, but she still has to take off her naked and do the same thing with the groom at night.
The principal is a person who often appears in the news. He has almost five chins and talks in an eloquent manner for more than an hour, talking about the glorious history of the school. The students under the podium were dizzy and drowsy.
After the principal gave a lecture, the principal did not forget to express his feelings. The principal of Hefeng College, like the principal of all schools, was a perverted middle-aged woman with a loud voice and a good eloquence. She probably trained to make a report with the principal. Following the principal's footsteps, the principal also gave a glorious history report for more than an hour.
When all the projects were over, the school also put a youth film that was said to be a story about studying abroad. I had known on gossip news that the heroine of this film was the daughter of the mayor of a city. Because she was worried that she would not be able to pay back the cost, she asked all students to watch it forcibly. Five yuan per ticket, I think it was really worse than a bowl of beef noodles.
Before the opening ceremony, I was already divided into classes and was very dying. I was in class one with Fang Dingkun. But now I was not in the mood to pay attention to him. In the huge team of freshmen, I saw Tan Feifei.
Despite the chaos in the opening ceremony, Tan Feifei also saw me.
Our eyes met for less than a second. When we thought of Fang Dingkun's silence, I was sure that Tan Feifei had not told anyone about this, and my confidence suddenly increased. The eyes that looked at Tan Feifei were full of confidence.
Tan Feifei was stared at by me, and her expression suddenly became panicked, and she lowered her head to avoid my eyes.
After the opening ceremony, Fang Dingkun pulled my sleeves as if he had discovered a new continent and whispered: "Oh... Tan Feifei seems to be in Class 4. It turns out that it is true that she wants to study Hefeng..."
I pretended to be indifferent and glanced at Tan Feifei's backs while joking with several female classmates, and smiled: "What? Are you interested?"
"Forget it..." Fang Dingkun shook his head, "If you have the chance to be in the bar, you won't have to wait until now. I don't think she is very interested in me."
I didn't agree and didn't say anything anymore. I just thought of the charm that Tan Feifei showed that night, and felt a fire burning in her lower abdomen.
I, who have always thought I had grown up, finally confirmed something again - men are animals that do not rely on their brains to think.
After using all my skills, I finally got rid of Fang Dingkun's homosexual entanglement. I stood alone near the school bus stop sign and watched the people coming and going on campus. As I expected, I stood here for less than ten minutes, and the sound of walking on the leather shoes was remembered behind my back.
I know who is coming without looking back.
After the person behind me was silent for a while, I spoke first.
"I've come here, what does it mean not to speak?"
I turned around and saw Tan Feifei's pale face, with a hint of fear and humiliation in my eyes. The happy look of the girl who was with her classmates just now still made people hallucinate. Facing such a real Tan Feifei, I suddenly felt a sense of superiority.
——I wonder how many men have seen this side of her?
"I...I..."
Tan Feifei opened her mouth and said "I" for a long time but didn't say anything. The girl's weakness made me more and more confident in controlling the situation. Anyway, I can start "death rebirth" again. Even if Tan Feifei really has any tricks, I am not afraid now.
"Forget it, come with me."
Seeing that the school bus was coming, I walked in front and got on the school bus. Tan Feifei seemed to hesitate behind me, but finally followed.
There were not many people on the school bus that passed the transportation peak, and Tan Feifei and I sat side by side. From the suburbs to the city, the scenery outside the window passed by, and the sparse houses gradually became dense. Looking at the girl beside me, I seemed very calm on the surface, but in fact I was in a mess.
Elsia's voice suddenly rang in my mind.
"Humans, if the wound can be healed, please don't destroy anything easily."
For some reason, I didn't refute Elsia's words for the first time. I thought she made a lot of sense. As a result, the conversation that was originally intended to be high suddenly changed.
"Last time, I'm sorry..."
Tan Feifei suddenly looked up and looked at me with an incredible look. She probably imagined countless things I would say in her heart, right? She never expected that I would say such a sentence.
Looking at Tan Feifei's eyes, I saw endless confusion.
"Human, what you are doing now is worthy of praise." Elsia did not forget to encourage me in her mind.
Forget it, since Elsia is happy, it is rare to make her happy once. I looked at Tan Feifei's eyes seriously and respectfully, and repeated my words again to make her convinced that this was not an illusion.
"Really, I'm sorry..."
After looking at me for a few seconds, Tan Feifei's eyes suddenly widened and finally dropped. The girl lowered her head and shook her head in a hoarse voice, "No, it's me who should apologize..."
I smiled bitterly: "Forget it, you don't know if Tom Tom plans to kill me anyway, it's because I'm going to be too much."
Speaking of this topic that made us all feel a little embarrassed, Tan Feifei suddenly looked up and said, "You, how did you know that Brother Tom wants to kill you? Later, when I asked, he admitted it."
"Oh? How did you deal with Tom Tsang?"
"I... said I had slept for the clock and didn't go to the theater."
"Ah? That's that simple?"
Tan Feifei smiled helplessly: "Sometimes, girls have the privilege of being unreasonable."
This sentence is very simple, but I can feel that it was the emotion that Tan Feifei had exchanged for many experiences. Seeing Tan Feifei like this, although I still didn't believe in the words of this acting master, I still felt a little pitiful. With this ridiculous sympathy, I talked about the topic that Tan Feifei was most worried about.
“Those photos… won’t be circulated.”
Tan Feifei glanced at me, lowered her head very low, and said "um" gently.
I pretended to be open and honest and scratched my head and smiled, "Even if I gave you the negative now, you would think that I had hidden some of it in my hand, right?"
This statement is very cunning. Tan Feifei nodded, either shook her head or said, and she didn't know what to say.
"You will successfully finish reading for the past three years in Hefeng." I looked into Tan Feifei's eyes and promised with my most sincere attitude, "At least I will not bother you again."
"...Thank you." It should be that there was a psychological shadow on my performance that night. What Tan Feifei said to me often has only a few words.
The conversation between us was interrupted again because of the embarrassment.
The school bus was parked at the parking station in the city, and the students got off one after another.
I stood up and wanted to get off the car, but suddenly I found that Tan Feifei was looking at me, with something in my eyes that I couldn't explain clearly.
"Where are you going?"
“There is no place to go.”
"That……"
Tan Feifei didn't finish her words again, but just pulled my hands out of the car.
I followed Tan Feifei, and she held my hand. I walked into a remote love hotel like a child being led by my sister. I watched Tan Feifei silly and skillfully paying for the room card.
The room in the Love Hotel was filled with a scent of fruit. Tan Feifei locked the door with her backhand and stood at the door looking at me with a complicated and weird look.
I know what that kind of eyes means. Years of cold-eyed observation have allowed me to slowly learn how to understand the meaning of other people's eyes. Tan Feifei's eyes are asking me questions.
"Do you like this method?"
When I saw Tan Feifei at the opening ceremony in the morning, I was already burning with desire, so I naturally gave an extremely affirmative answer to this look. As soon as I nodded vigorously, Tan Feifei had already shaken off her leather shoes and walked towards me with her feet wearing snow-white cotton socks.
Tan Feifei, who was already a little afraid of talking to me, chose to complete all her movements in silence. The error between us from holding each other and starting to kiss was only half a second.
The training of kissing Yingying prevented me from being like a poor junior brother in front of Tan Feifei - although the time that was bitten by Tan Feifei that night was really... Although our hugs were very intense, I still gently rubbed Tan Feifei's soft lips in a gentle way until our lips were almost inlaid.
Elsia was very rational and didn't disturb me at this time. As the youngest goddess in the kingdom of the gods, she probably still couldn't stand this kind of thing?
Bah! I will show you a free reality show, do you like to watch it?
Tan Feifei and I tweaked our tongues together for more than ten minutes. This long kiss made me realize for the first time in my life that kissing can be so exhausted. Tan Feifei's soft and agile little tongue kept beating in my mouth, and a pair of plump balls on my chest kept stimulating my nerves. When I thought of Tan Feifei's performance that night, I felt like I was about to explode at any time.
Now we seem to want to reproduce some scenes in that moonlit night.
My hands holding Tan Feifei's waist for a while were no longer honest. I touched down along Tan Feifei's waist. My short plaid school skirt was easily lifted open by me, and the delicate pure cotton underwear was stretched out by Tan Feifei's buttocks in a nearly perfect arc.
I touched it along the middle, and the wet feeling was covered with fingers. There was nothing more than feeling that a girl was moved. I took advantage of Tan Feifei's concentration on kissing and pushed her down on the soft bed.
The movements between us are still simple and straightforward, without any language. I doubt why I, who have not had any experience, can successfully lift every obstacle on Tan Feifei so skillfully, and even the difficult movements such as pressing the bra buttons are completed with one hand.
——Am I really born a pervert?
The man's brain has almost zero thinking ability at this time. After a moment of confusion, I did not hesitate and completely peeled Tan Feifei into a lying white jade statue. Apart from the fact that this statue was a little crazy than me, it really had almost no flaws.
** and complex feelings are intertwined, tied Tan Feifei and I into a symbiosis in a cocoon. We exchanged our physical feelings while constantly kissing and licking. This primitive way is better than millions of changing languages.
When a person is so simple that he can only feel the endless pleasure brought by his body, it is also a time when the pleasure is about to be exhausted.
After the eruption and trembling, there is dizziness falling from a high altitude.
I hugged Tan Feifei and lay on the bed, our skin was tightly attached, and our breathing also changed from rapid to calm at the same speed. In the loss after the **, I suddenly developed endless disgust with my poor imagination after being educated.
No matter how I imagine, I will not imagine myself completing my first experience in this way.
Is this the consequence of breaking the rules and morality? If so, the justice and ideals that Elsia insisted on, as well as her moral theories, and the various educations I have received now, aren’t they all ridiculous hypocritical coats?
I asked myself in my heart that Elsia must have heard my voice this time, but she did not show up to discuss it with me.
Even though I had been lying on my chest and listening to my heartbeat for a long time, Tan Feifei still didn't say anything to me. She just left me a mobile phone number when I put on my clothes and left the Love Hotel.
"Mine, you can fight anytime..."
I nodded and expressed my understanding. The mobile phone business has only been launched for a while, and Tan Feifei's financial situation is much better than I thought.
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After leaving the Love Hotel, Tan Feifei and I separated without saying a word, as if we had a tacit understanding. Standing on the crowded street, I watched Tan Feifei's back on a bus before turning around and leaving.
We had been tossing in the hotel for a long time, and the sky was already dim and many neon lights had just lighted up. I was about to walk home, when Elsia's voice suddenly appeared without warning.
"Can humans go to a place with lakes and moonlight?"
To be continued...